I don't know what happened to me.
I mean....
God, I was Miss Wichita, for chrissake.
Did I tell you that?
You are living next door to a real, live fucking beauty queen.
I still have my tiara.
And I thought it meant I was gonna do something important with my life.
That it meant I was someone.
You're someone to me.
Are you gonna be something else that I have to survive?
Because I'll tell you the truth...
...l'm not up to it.