- [Merissa] Who was the better friend in our relationship?
- [Mikayla] Oof.
- (_)
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- [Producer] Hi,
who are you two, and how do you know each other?
- I'm Mikayla.
- I'm Merissa.
- And we are ex best friends.
- What happened?
- It's a little awkward (laughing)
- We were college roommates, freshman year.
Guys, I thought that her and her boyfriend
weren't going to last.
- Still dating.
- Proved me wrong.
- When's the last time you saw each other?
- A year ago?
- A year ago.
- Yes.
- Everybody good; you ready to start?
- Yeah.
- Cheers.
- What were my worst traits in our friendship? (laughing)
Don't make me cry.
- Um your cleanliness. (laughing)
There was just kind of clothes and whatnot
and makeup everywhere.
- Sorry about that.
- What were my worst traits in our friendship?
- You can be a little abrasive, sometimes.
You would just like say it as it is,
and I was not used to hearing it as it is.
- What was our biggest fight? Who was right in that fight?
We weren't ever really fighters, outside of that one.
- What was it? What happened?
- You stopped going to the school that we were going to,
and so we didn't see each other that often.
And then I heard from another person that you
were saying things about how, like, you didn't think me
and my boyfriend at the time were gonna last.
That was kind of like the trigger where I was like,
okay, like you've been saying all these things,
but like you're not saying anything to my face.
- My struggle was I couldn't say it to your face.
Cause I couldn't see you.
- Yeah.
- Like I had tried to reach out and it was either
no response or just the like "I'm busy" response.
I think I just wanted to keep
in contact more than you were capable of at the time.
- Yeah.
- In that sense. And yeah.
So, I think you were right in that situation,
because you were taking care of you
and I wanted you to take of me more than you were, so.
But, let's take a shot, please. (laughing)
- Who was the better friend in our relationship?
- Oh.
Fuck
- Well, I'm ready for another shot
or just take a shot to get out of that question.
- Hell yeah.
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- Oo.
- Oh no.
- Have you ever had a sex dream about me?
- I actually don't know, because anytime I have sex dreams
they're very ambiguous with like faceless people. (laughing)
That sounds so weird. Okay, they're just like
it's not like I'm in the dream being like, Oh yeah
I'm having sex with Mikayla.
It was just like, a being. (laughing)
- All right, move on.
- Cool.
- Did you ever do anything behind my back that I never found out about? - Yeah, I took your Anastasia concealer.
Fuuuuuck
- It was like too light for your shade anyway, so,
but it worked great on me.
I'm wearing it today, fun fact.
- No, you are not.
- I am. I will Venmo you 20 bucks.
- Please do. I'm broke. (laughing)
- Oh, were you ever jealous of me?
- Oh yeah. You were like super cool.
And have like a great ass.
Like so cool and chill and be like, Oh yeah
I'm just like going
and doing this like really cool hip thing.
And I like surf and I'm just over here.
Like I did debate. Like, yes, I was very jealous of you.
- It's funny that you found me confident,
because I was not at all during the time.
Like I was hooking up with random men because
I needed approval of my apparently great ass. Thank you.
- Okay, last question.
Do you think we could ever be friends again?
- I would hope so. I never wanted our relationship to end
and I hated how it did. To the point that like
I think we could be friends. Yes, for sure. And I would hope
that we would at some point.
- What about you?
- I would hope, I would hope we could be able to
be friends again. I just think it would
depend on like where we are in life.
And I think it depends on like how you're,
how you're vibing how you're feeling, you know?
- That's understandable.
- Yeah.
- How was this?
- Uh not as bad as I was expecting. I think we
had a conversation, but I'd like to continue it, personally.
- I would definitely continue this conversation.
- All right, well you have my number.
- Am I blocked?
- Maybe. (laughing)
- I was. Mm.
- Do you wanna unblock?
- I'd unblock you right now.
- Oh my God. Really?
- Yeah. I am unblocking Merissa in my contacts.
- Oh my god.
- There she is.