my name is Fatima I'm from Belgium so
English is not my first language so I do
my best
there's a lot of love and compassion out
there we got a lot of room
we got room thank you
in 2015 I have been diagnosed
endometriosis so this disease so the the
meaning is that some cell from the
uterus who comes to the body it's from
so again that creates some inflammation
that makes that was very painful very
deep very strong so that each month
during my periods and between the
periods I have some pain compared to a
woman that is in process of giving birth
and I saw a Janica logis who continued
the diagnosis handed an abdominal scan
and I have two of a young kids
fibroma or fever nights like a mild
tumor and also adherence and but you say
you have only two options the one will
be to take contraceptive pills and the
other one will be to remove my uterus so
do like hysterectomy so so another
gender ecology is to be sure that there
will be maybe another option so she
confirmed that I only had the choice to
remove my uterus or to take some
contraceptive pills so I I yes I want to
like the it was so painful that I did
the contraceptive pills and in 2017 I
went in a progressive workshop in
Amsterdam of dr. Joe Dispenza and I just
realized that I was responsible of this
disease that I created by myself and if
I create it by myself and I can also
make it disappear so
[Applause]
and I don't know how it happened that I
forgot to take these contraceptive pills
for five weeks too busy being somebody
else so I saw these genealogies and she
said I can't help you if you don't take
these contraceptive pills just I can't
help you so as long as you don't take it
I don't want to see you so but I saw
another gender colleges who was very
very wonderful and she steals wonderful
and human woman and the first time that
I saw her she we stay like for an hour
and I explained what happened and I also
explained that I've been to the workshop
the progressive workshop and she didn't
know about dr. Joe Dispenza and she said
no this is your body so you know exactly
what you have to do and I'm going to
support you on that process
and but I still have I still had this
over young cheese and fibroma so she say
that we have to consider the surgery and
I say let's see what happened I want to
do this meditation and so I saw her 6
month later and once again don't skip
the important part here what did you do
for those six months hey did you watch
TV every night B did you walk around
complaining and creating the identity of
your disease C did you decide to cross
the river of change and do the work yes
so I did the meditation on a daily basis
especially the blessing of of this
energy center I was putting life and her
gnashed
[Applause]
so that six month later I saw this gen
ecologist and she was a little bit
surprised because one of the other young
kids completely disappeared and but they
still the other one but so she said we
have to consider the surgery and I say
to her let's see what happened in six
months now beauty behind this is that
number one you would have to agree with
me that she has a plan in her mind she
has a thought like wow this condition
somehow was created so maybe I can
participate in changing that that's a
healthy thought yes
and then she says well gosh if I start
with the most radical choice I'm gonna
eliminate a lot of other choices so
let's be practical let's see if I do the
work I understand that I can down
regulate genes and I can make changes I
can bless my energy centers and I can
create more order in my autonomic
nervous system let's do an experiment in
six months I'll do the work and I'll be
committed and if at the end of six
months if it's improves then I'm gonna
keep doing what I've been doing because
it's feedback to let me know that I'm
doing the right thing come on she's not
in denial she's not hiding from it she's
being very practical and very clear and
if it doesn't improve or it's getting
worse then you got to change the game
again and you got to make a little bit
more of a radical choice but you have
more choices if you start the most
conservative how many people understand
so she didn't rush to that most radical
choice she was a participant in taking
responsibility for her health continue
please okay so I've I went to the
advance workshop in Sardinia and I did
coherence healing ah listen closely she
was a subject
she was a Healy during the coherence
healing so she surrendered her body to a
group of six or eight people in the cage
exactly
and two months after I saw my Jan
ecologies and she was so shocked by the
results because I didn't have any more
any other young kids and if he broma any
address
[Applause]
but there's one thing that I forgot to
say is that I didn't say to my family
that I have the disease because I didn't
want to identify me as a woman that has
endometriosis and I said no I'm just a
woman that's it you know so I I want to
see pare that so they didn't know they
didn't know yet that I did had what
disease yes and you would say then that
by doing that she was holding the power
of what she was doing she was keeping it
she wasn't leaking any of it out she was
it was her thing and she wanted to keep
it close to her and do the work and not
be treated by people around her with a
certain way that would remind her of her
condition I think it's a bold move but
also very empowering yes or no now as a
teaching tool here the pattern of the
endometriosis exists right here yes or
no just like the leaf you cut the leaf
off and there's a light feel the pattern
and that pattern is in the frequency of
light are you with me and the cysts
fibroids all of that it's a pattern here
the field zero-point energy source
energy here's the pattern it's like a
slide in a projector the slide then
projects an image into matter are you
with me still and we think it's that we
have to change this cut this out you
know electrocute the heart do the
surgeries do all this take it out but
the pattern is still in the field are
you with me still so all of the all the
efforts a lot of time that's made matter
to matter you see the condition restored
because the pattern is still in the
field how many people with me so she has
a dramatic improvement by doing her own
work and changing her own energy by
blessing those energy centers and she
just needs a bump
she's already willing she's already
committed the vine is already close to
her she's made contact with it
she gets in a group of eight people they
create a coherent pattern of eight
people 16 hands producing concentric
circles that begin to interfere and
create a very complex pattern remember
it doesn't look like this as it gets
more and more closer to the zero-point
field it gets more and more complex so
now they create a very complex fractal
pattern here and it's so orderly that it
literally takes the pattern here and
reorganizes it into a new pattern and
when you change it in the field you put
a new slide in you change it and matter
how many people understand that's all
that happened I want you to yes so the
Gentiles was shocked by the result but I
wasn't surprised and I say I know that
it already happened you know and I want
to thank Anouk because yesterday she
told me that I'll be invited to tell the
story on the on the stage and I see I'm
not people at all for that and she said
are you here for unexpected and I'm
coming even and I say yeah so thank you
so much
she's not gone and the other thing is
that yesterday I talked with my friends
and I say oh my god I'm not going to do
that it's so big for me and one of my
friends say but you this is on your mind
movie to be on the stage not this stage
but to be on the stage to be able to
talk and I say oh my god that is you
really happens you're in your future now
[Laughter]
and what a great opportunity to practice
coherence you're on the challenge
activity get poised to get center
centered and just be in the moment and
see how your body just relaxes into it
just like you did and you said I don't
really the English is not my first
language and next thing you know you're
just kind of cruising along it's all
working out for you you're in the
unknown honey stay there isn't she
beautiful thank you