I've been doing a lot of Dispenza
reading and learning about about all of
this
I've been doing some meditation but not
super consistently came here Monday we
had that first opening session on Monday
we had that short meditation I think it
was a 30-minute meditation and I thought
it went okay but I didn't notice any
lightning bolts or you know cones of
energy going through me or anything like
that just felt like a normal meditation
my mind wandered a bit which is pretty
standard for me went back to the hotel
room went to bed that night felt
perfectly normal and woke up the next
morning again felt perfectly normal I
wear glasses or and contacts I've been
wearing them since I was at least I
would say ten might even be a bit
younger than ten years old could even be
eight or nine can't remember exactly and
my prescription I would say is moderate
like I need glasses for seeing far I'm
nearsighted and I wear them all the time
like either my contacts or my glasses
from the moment like I'm pretty much
getting ready to start my day till I go
to bed I can't see without them at least
clearly anyways so anyways that morning
just like any other morning Tuesday
morning so basically we had only I'd
only been at the conference that first
night for three hours go to bed wake up
the next morning I went to take my
shower like a normally would I don't
really need my glasses to see in the
room just to get to the shower so I
didn't didn't think anything of it just
got up went to taking my shower and then
I was getting ready and as I was getting
ready I had the first thing I did was I
put my contacts in but again I didn't
really clue into anything right away I
put my contacts in and they went over to
the bedroom area to get dressed and my
sister asked me what time is it and so I
look over to the alarm clock and I have
my contacts in at this point and I'm
standing you know far enough away that I
normally need my contacts to see and I'm
looking at the alarm clock and I can't
see the time it just looked blurry to me
so I started
getting a little kind of like we know
what's going on here but a lot of times
especially when I'm tired and we were up
early my eyes get dry so I was like
maybe my eyes both my eyes are really
dry and sometimes when they're dry you
just can't see clearly so I went over to
the bathroom I had some eyedrops I put
them in my eyes I go back and I still
can't see the alarm clock it's just kind
of blurry so I kind of started to get a
little stressed at that point and we
were kind of in a rush because we had to
get we had to get over here and you know
dr. Joel won't let us in for the
meditation if we're late so I said to my
sister like I don't know what's going on
but I cannot see the alarm clock so you
know she was like well maybe you should
take your contacts out but these are you
know daily disposables I didn't want to
like take them out because then I'd lose
that pair so I was like I guess I don't
have a choice I took them out and but I
immediately put my glasses on and and
that you know that the glasses are like
the failsafe if my contacts are dry not
working whatever I put my glasses on
those always work because they're your
glasses so I put the hose on and I look
over at the clock and I cannot see the
tie it's just blurry so at that point
I'm like am I having a stroke like I
don't know what's going on I was really
starting to get panicked I'm like maybe
this is it like I'm just I'm not gonna
be able to see anymore and I took my
glasses off and I looked over at the
clock and it was crystal clear and I
started looking around the room and
everything was crystal clear and like
that I have not had that again since I
was at least 10 years old and yeah I
basically since then that was Tuesday
morning crystal clear vision which is
like I'm you know mind-blowing like it's
my mind is blown and I'm just constantly
you know looking around and at nighttime
daytime I can see everything perfectly
so yeah it was a really is basically a
miracle like I don't I don't know how
else to explain it like and I'm actually
a physician as well so I was trying to
at first like Tuesday morning to use you
know like my medical knowledge and back
to try and put it all together and I'm
like there's no explanation like I can't
I can't explain it at least from a
medical perspective but obviously you
know we're learning here there's there's
lots of other ways to explain this kind
of stuff
and yeah so it's been it's been amazing
and you know the other thing that I you
know I've been thinking about since it
happened is that there was no you know
they there's a lot of descriptions of
people having these kinds of like
popping sensations or things like I I
didn't have that like it was a very
typical meditation a very typical sleep
that night and I just you know I want
people to know like you don't have to
have the bolts and lightning to have
this kind of experience and you don't
have to be a super experienced meditator
you don't I mean some people may need
that but I this has been fairly recent
for me like doing the meditation and
stuff like that so I think it gives
definitely gives me hope I know it's
gave my sister a lot of hope here this
week and you know it should hopefully
give a lot of other people hope as well