There’s nothing left to take, but I still try to reach
Try to swallow it all down, yet I can’t seem to breathe
Just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice
I take it in, now I’m alive
My phone is set on lock and I don’t really care
There’s a tangle and a knot that I cannot repair
I’m a tragedy, I’m ugly, I’m trying to hide
I say “Hello” then wave “Goodbye”
See me fall down, let me die here, slowly
Nothing goes right
Not a trace of honesty
I’m to blame, so I’ll remain
‘Black’, ‘White’, ‘Day’, ‘Night’
It’s all the same
See it run down, cut away, no worries
Say no more
I can surely say that I’ve “had enough”
I still refuse to believe
Everyday would be the same
Nothing more, little change
If I cared, it would mean nothing
It’s all such a pain
Friendly bonds are so unneeded
I don’t give a damn
A busy life, is what I am
Could it be, that ‘family’ was a way of escape?
Didn’t know if it was right, so I threw it away
Couldn’t take it anymore, I had taken enough
So then I hid my need for ‘love’
Lay me right down, let me sleep, I’m restless
Cover my eyes, when I’m up
I’ll finally, fade away
Here, today
Give me a reason, then I’ll stay
If I could fly, if for only a moment
There wouldn’t be, such a need for casualty
I’m alone
And that is how it’ll be
Why does everything I do cause tragedy?
Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here?
Why do I feel so empty inside?
I only want to die…
See me fall down, let me die here, slowly
Nothing goes right
Not a trace of honesty
I’m to blame, so I’ll remain
‘Black’, ‘White’, ‘Day’, ‘Night’
It’s all the same
See it run down, cut away, no worries
Say no more
I can surely say that “I’ve had enough”
I can’t remember…
That very day, that very day, changed me
Happiness died, like a light, I carried
I’ll sleep tonight
And hope to finally leave...
A world which I don’t believe...
A life which I don’t need...
And now, I’ll finally be free…