Hello main channel you probably clicked on the thumbnail assuming that you didn't click on the thumbnail. I'm really hot right now
Oh my god, you probably clicked on the title. Assuming this would be a regular
Sit-down video with lighting and all of that kind of shapes and I actually filmed that tonight for an hour and a half
it looks like this I
Posted like the ring light. I'm like my camera on my Instagram story like I put on this Care Bear onesie
I wanted it to be themed after
My old Tana stalks videos where I would always just throw in a onesie and talk about whatever was on my mind
Other than story times and like get high with me. Those were pretty much my favorite videos I ever filmed
I don't know why I stopped filming them
I'm such a pussy, but I wanted to bring that vibe back for today's video and now I'm sitting down literally editing this video
right now like headphones in right now and I feel like I'm watching like a
presidential speech
And I don't know if that means I'm gonna completely redo it. Maybe I'll film this clip halfway and then end up deciding
It's a really dumb idea and you'll never see this and you'll only see this but like before filming this announcement video
I like wrote out a bunch of bullet points and I read them and I'm in editing right now watching it back and I just
feel like it's so
Forced and I should have just talked more freely about it. You don't care
I don't know if I've said it yet
But today's video is going to be an announcement video and I never wanted to upload it right now
I was supposed to upload it this exact video on like May 30th, and then I found out some really crazy news
Which means that basically tomorrow today, it's April 29th at 4:30 a.m
Right now and I'm refilling this and I'm gonna upload it at noon today and I'm shooting a music video all day
And I'm not gonna sleep. It's gonna be really fucking awesome
No matter what today at noon this information
That I'm about to tell you is gonna get leaked to the public and don't get me wrong
the number one thing I want to do right now is go into a
hiatus because I just posted this breakup video and I already see the comments of people being like oh
You're gonna post a breakup video and then the next day you're gonna come like an announcement video like oh my god
I hope you know that all I want to do is ghost for like a week
But just because something so negative happened to me doesn't mean I want to let it take away from something so positive
That I've spent the last nine months working on and as much as I don't feel ready to take on this boss, bitch
mentality right now sometimes in life
you just have to step up and do that and no matter what this is gonna go live to the world tomorrow at noon and
I could let some random fucking media source. Pick it up. I don't want to do that
If anything I've waited every day for the last nine months and not shut the fuck up about it online to like talk about this
Shit, and even if that means I just uploaded a video that I don't want to upload after ever
I'm not gonna let that take away from something that I have poured my soul into for the last nine months
You're probably really confused by what I'm saying right now
But I promise by the end of the video it will all make sense
and like I said
this was supposed to be
Live at the end of May and a giant fucking production with a million camera people and producers and crazy shit
But would it even be in true Tana mojo fashion?
If something didn't fuck that up and my announcement video ends up being this
Probably not. And so I filmed this got really fucking high Paris Hilton deemed me it was crazy
I was sad for a second about my breakup
I started to watch this footage and I don't know if it's because I'm really I
Hate everything when I really I but like watching this video just isn't right because at the end of the day every fucking thing
I'm announcing today and I say this a lot in this video is
Because of you and I don't ever want you to think for even one
second that I
Don't know that is because of the people at home that watch my videos and support me and this like bullet pointed ring bite
Softbox light hello, here are my announcements. Like video isn't right for me. So sorry
This is a long-ass intro this whole video is gonna be like a long-ass intro
So today I am finally shutting the fuck up about everything
I'm working on can tell you about I know no longer have any excuses to tweet. Sorry
I was in a meeting like every other fucking you do but if you would have like asked me
Decay, like still behind the counter at PAX
I'm like debating. Like do I quit this PacSun job for YouTube who like everyone was telling YouTube is fucking stupid
You're not gonna get anywhere with it. My fucking own family was literally being like you're a fucking failure
And what is this YouTube thing like Oh get a real job
You know
If you would have walked up to that girl and said like if YouTube can go anywhere you could do anything you wanted with this
YouTube fame in that moment. I know
Without question. I would have said the things I'm announcing today
Which obviously makes me so emotional
And proud and it's just a constant
Reminder that like if you're watching me like even if you feel so far away from me because in reality
I've never met you and you've never met me you're watching me behind a screen. Sorry, that was like sillas. Ah fickle. I'm high
What I do and my life seems so far away and fucking fun
And it's all just like blunt Santana's nice house of there 19 friends and like Gucci princess
Oh my god, but like at one point like I was like this girl in nothing like with a dream
I don't know it literally sounds so cheesy like Alexa play fucking an ordinary girl by Hannah, Montana
But like just because I'm gonna I was taking this crazy shit doesn't mean like you can't do this too and I owe it all
To you was the point of that tangent. But again am I and ironically I was gonna make this video again
I with me and then decided not to and then II Here I am
Doing that and I know that you just have me on like 4 times speed or you're like sitting at your phone like tapping through
To try to get to the fucking announcement
But I want to talk about one more thing before I even get into this video just to get it out of the air
So sorry for like rambling, but this whole video is rambling
So like if you don't want fucking rambling like go watch a montage ass bitch like hello
I'm sorry to break it to you keemstar, but this is not an announcement for Tanic on - I hate seeing the T word
I like don't really say it around here
What's crazy is and I haven't really talked about this at all
I was really convinced that after tannic on being a fucking disaster it would
deter any future convention companies from even
Blinking in my direction after all of the logistical stuff of SantaCon was figured out all of these giant companies
started reaching out named a giant company that makes a
Convention any convention sucked in Comic Con digi con whatever the fuck playlist live anything
They were like in my DMS
It was like after the Shane series and everyone was like you can't give up like try again. Try again. Try again
I was saying no to all these companies for a while and then if surely the biggest best one reached out to me and we
ended up having a lot of long conversations where I literally just like sobbed at tables to fucking
businessmen who like have no idea who I am about how poorly it went and there was almost a second where I was literally
Considering doing it and then it was like I knew I wasn't ready
I knew that if I ever want to do it, I would want it to be so
Disassociated and far away from myself because again going into tannic are not to talk about tannic on too much
What's an announcement video without talking about SantaCon at this point?
I also knew that if I ever were to do it
I would want it to be so detached from myself
or at least I don't think I can ever do that and
Profit without donating just so many charities or having the proceeds like directly help someone or whatever
it's a whole thing, and I eventually came to the
Conclusion that I didn't I didn't want to put successful convention planner on my resume just yet right now. I'm really enjoying
Attending conventions and conventions not hating me. I like coming Mia Megacon
I think when the
perfectly, right
opportunity or solution came along that would
benefit the greater good of the community and the things I stood for then it would be something to take a second look at but
Until then I'm obviously focused on other things. I'll shut up
I just didn't want anyone viewing this for any longer to have any inkling of a thought that I was gonna be like
Oh my god
my second announcement is Tana going to and this time there's
Umbrellas like that would just show that I fucking learn nothing over the last year and it would be really embarrassing
So sorry keemstar. Sorry Jake Paul. So now we can finally move on to the denouncement
I'm like at first - there's gonna be a nine minute backstory
But I'm gonna start that off by telling you why I'm announcing this right now
On an iPhone in a Care Bear onesie editing a version
I filmed three hours ago and hate and a love sack high as fuck. Uh
every year around this time
There's a thing in New York City called new front where a bunch of television
networks and talent agencies networks all this kind of stuff like they basically all like linked up and have this giant like
Powwow where they all like announce the big things they're working on for the rest of this year
I guess it always hasn't been something that was open to the public
It was like only open to the employees of those companies. But this year it is for a fact open the public and livestreams
I believe which means tomorrow some fucking
Executive bitch and like a little blazer is gonna get up on a stage with a power point of a bunch of photos of me
Like smoking weed with my tits out. Oh my God
My heart is literally beating out of my chest not to be like a cheesy like Disney Princess moment
my heart is already beating out of my chest because I was about to say it and I like really don't want to cry the
Last thing you need to ana is to fucking videos on your YouTube channel in a row crying and this one in a Care Bear
Onesie like you are not Trisha Paytas
The executive woman in a fucking pinstripe blazer is gonna get up on that stage and announce that the next season of an MTV nofilter
Reality show is gonna be called Tana turns 21
Let me tell you not being able to say that for the last nine months has
Literally made me fucking insane in the history of my youtube channel
I have never kept a secret for nine months about something I was working on
I feel like I've literally always known that I needed a reality show
Like literally I sat down to film my first stalker story thinking like fuck
I wish this was like a TLC documentary
Like I'm like, my life is so fucking chaotic and wild and psychotic every second of every day. You're like no shit
No matter how much I film or show online. There's still gonna be so many things that just don't get recorded
I literally feel like one of the things that's most commented on my youtube channel is like
Someone please give this bitch a reality show like Jesus and throughout my entire career
I feel like I've been offered a lot of different opportunities for something like this
But I felt like the different networks that wanted to fill me would compromise who I actually am and script it and edit me to
be something that I'm not it's like fuck if I'm gonna give a
Reality show my all and I want it to be like this psycho shit that nobody sees the side of my life that I don't
Broadcaster, I want it to be no-holds-barred like bitch I am
psychotic or the offers were for digital networks that I felt like we're fleeting and it was like the content was just better to be
Put on my YouTube channel and for a while
I felt like that wasn't right and I felt like when I did do what I needed to be in the mindset of knowing that
YouTube would still be my number one priority and that my videos wouldn't change at all
If anything they would just like get better that the show would have to literally be
The psycho shit that no one sees like where the fuck were the reality cameras last weekend I Coachella when I was scream crying on
the floor
For getting cheated on where the fuck for the reality cameras when Ashley and I were leaving a music festival and she convinced the uber
Driver that she could drive better than him on the freeway
so she got out in pasties and underwear and switched with him and drove nine of us around while the uber was like professing his
Loved her
you know where the fuck were the reality cameras when Jordan and I just decided that sharing a dog together would not be something that
Makes us fight every day because I where the fuck were the reality cameras every mental breakdown. I've had about my stalker or life
I could go on and on and on with that the point being is I wanted to wait until it was absolutely perfect
I felt like I really learned with tannic on that like
Anything I were to ever do in the future not only would I not announce until it's fucking ready and go insane
But I would never do
Something big in my career if it wasn't with a company that I fully
trusted and people that I trusted and somewhere where there was no red flags and
Someone that I thought would be a good
Representation of me and that were reputable that I could fall back on and bla bla bla bla bla
Obviously the day that MTV
Presented the idea of this show to me
It was the day that I felt like I was waiting for all this time
It was one of the first moments where I really realized that I'd grown in a way on top of that
I like grew up obsessed with fucking MTV like Jersey Shore and all the kind of shit
I was like literally like gives me a fucking poof and a cheetah tube top and I'll go to the fucking Jersey Shore right now
And like it's like someone in the fucking smush room, bitch
I always felt like MTV was one of the only TV networks that
actually
let reality TV be reality TV and that's why it was so juicy and so interesting to watch because it was like actually
Real like fucking Sam and Ron fighting that's not something you can stage and you knew that as the viewer, you know
But even now watching Lohan Beach Club and being like holy fuck like Lindsay Lohan's crazy
I've never seen this side of her it's so real and so I started having all these meetings with MTV and they made me feel
Like family and like that if anything, I'm just so lucky to work with this amazing family
It just felt like the perfect fit
I knew that if I were to give
MTV reality show Santa they would fucking record it and put it out there and that it would actually be
Sides of me that people have never fuckin seen before I feel like I talked about this a lot in my breakup video
I'm like, it's linked below cross-promoting people on the internet celebrities people in general everyone
We are all just putting out what we want you to see we are
Molding and painting this perfect life and putting it out to the world and letting down those walls is really hard
And people only see me in front of a camera
ranting for fucking 20 minutes about my uber drivers like so hard and people see that one side of you and they think that they
Fucking know you entirely and that's why it's very quick for someone to be like Tana Moses stupid, bitch
I think you know what I mean
But I try not to let the people fucking calling me like it's stupid idiot dumb blonde bimbo slut whore skank online like bother me
because at the end of the day
I know that they're only seeing this
contrived part of my life that I choose to show them and I think that's another thing that has me very excited about this whole
show being Tana turns 21 and knowing it's not gonna be scripted or
Manipulated that you're gonna be let into a side of my life that I can genuinely say
You've never seen before actual stresses
I have to go through in the business that I run and the ways that I've grown and changed
Or I'm hurting from the things that have happened to me in the past and all of the fucking psycho adult shit
I have to do it's like I see so many of these YouTube stars like get a fucking YouTube read show or get a fucking
Hulu show and they like lose their YouTube channels and they start making content less than their they're like
No, I'm saving the story time for the MTV show. You know, I don't ever want to do that
I want to be able to make my videos just like I make them now because at the end of the day I wouldn't have
Anything if it wasn't for these videos that I fucking make I guess I just want you guys to know that like having a reality
Show on MTV that's still really weird to say out loud. Sorry
It's just like a stop on this fucking spaceship to the fucking moon
It's not me jumping from anything and we're still working on so many things and I can't give away too much yet
But make sure to follow
MTV on everything subscribed to them here on YouTube be following me on Twitter and Instagram and all that kind of stuff the fact that
I'm even able to be like follow MTV for updates on my life is fucking
insane I think the last nine months and
2019 as a year for me has been all about growing up in these last nine months
I feel like I've learned years of life lessons and it only
Terrifies me for what? I'm gonna fucking learn in the future
But I think that if I would have had a reality show fucking two years ago
It would have been like I'm Sienna. I have a stalker there's gushers in the fridge over there, and I'm sure
Like I'm gonna sleep in and my manager doesn't care
Like it just would have been so
horny
and I really needed to like grow the fuck up before I could do this and now for hopefully the first
season to be named Tana turns 21 just feels so fucking right or like everything I've been doing for the past five years is like
Now legal, so I'm to be concealment
it feels really good that I waited or maybe I just waited because I was really convinced that MTV was gonna back out at the
Last minute, so I guess it feels really good that they didn't back out. So yeah, check out my new reality show
Like I said earlier, there's so so so much more to come
I feel like this is literally just me putting my feet in the water and
Popping my cherry and like if you want to know you will have to follow me. I'm TV. Hmm
I know I said this at the beginning of this video, but later really you behind the camera watching
That's not the number of views right there like you I never want you to think that I am not
100% fully aware at all times that every single thing I'm getting to do is because people watch my youtube
Videos and love me. So thank you and I love you so fucking much and secondarily
I just don't ever want any of you to think that you can't do everything
I'm doing because if you would have ever told me in Vegas
every single thing about my life and mental state fucked up that I would get to do any of this like I would have never
Ever ever ever ever ever ever believed you I probably literally would have decked you in the face
Like I feel like I sound like such a motivational speaker
but like
Fuck and this definitely wasn't the way I originally wanted to announce sitting here for the third time deciding
this isn't gonna be a high production or even this fuckin video in the love sack at
524 a.m. Knowing that when you see this wherever you are, I'm gonna be fucking miserable
It still feels perfect. This feels like this is exactly how I should have done this all along
So thank you for the millionth time for joining me on this journey, and I will talk to you very very very soon
Here's to me finally shutting the fuck up online about everything. I'm working on and
MTV no filter Tana turns 21 more information about everything should be linked down below
I'm scared to like promise that right now but like, you know, and I love you
I'm gonna go slave away editing potentially take a shit
Maybe cry about my breakup for like eight minutes and then they go shoot a music video. It just is gonna be released soon
Okay, wait for that
Bye that is the Sun rising