i wanted to know if it was for real so i came to an event here in denver in july
and maybe three days into the event i started noticing that my back wasn't bothering me
and then i saw people getting out of wheelchairs
and then my back just completely stopped bothering me like there was no discomfort sitting i had a
back brace when i came in i just stopped wearing it it was sitting up straight in my chair like
on the way home on the airplane like there was just no discomfort so i started telling people
and then i got this weird idea that i'm going to buy a bunch of his cds and i'm going to invite
my friends if you want to do the meditation do it with me and so i had this app on my phone where i
would play it and then other friends i have a friend in argentina so she started joining me
and three weeks into her doing the meditations with me she told me that she had cysts and stuff
on her uterus and she was in february the doctor was going to remove part of her organs and this
that near thing and she said no i'm not doing that and prior to her joining me in the meditation
she had gone to the doctor and they did their measurements and tests or whatever
and two week two maybe two or three weeks into the meditation
she said that she had another doctor's visit and the cysts were shrinking
so it took me a step further and i have another friend iliana who had a heart transplant
and went into the icu with a bowel obstruction and i got the nurse in the icu to allow me to
hook up to her phone and do the same thing and we used dr joe's meditation tuning into health
and i did it in my living room while she was doing it in the ic you and i started to get sick
and i stepped out of the meditation went to the bathroom i thought i was going to throw up
nothing happened i went back i got back into the meditation and then when the
meditation was over i was talking to ileana on the telephone and then she started throwing up
the following morning she was scheduled to have the bowel obstruction removed and when she went
in the following morning and the doctors did the surgery there was no bowel obstruction
so i just had a kind of out of bad bias experience um i felt like i was here but i was not here i
felt like i was awake but i was asleep my body felt so relaxed that i wasn't sure if i was
drunk or or just in a such a high level of
relaxation that i never experienced before but what i do know is that i have been struggling
with a lot of medical and all that stuff for so long and for the first very first time
i felt like i can do this like my body is capable not just healing but moving forward and
and i'm just grateful
i'm ashamed because i should like it says i eat i should be happy even before i wake up
and in reality we take it for granted and and i have been here in the hospital
not able to eat drink water do so many things sleeping it off pretty much to forget
forget what forget to live forget to what what i'm supposed to be here no that's not the way it lives
now i'm here it's the follow-up retreat and
i've been doing these things for her and the doctors in the icu unit now they have
no idea why she's getting better and she wasn't able to talk she wasn't able to complete sentences
and she called me two nights ago while i was here at one o'clock in the morning
yelling and screaming she was sad and upset and which is understandable with her state but
she was making complete sentences she was vocalizing she was talking
out loud which she wasn't able to do for two weeks and so it's becoming like this
like i came here for myself in the beginning
and when i was coming to this one i was coming for myself but then she ended up
my friend ended up in the ic unit so now it was more i was here for her and
it's it's kind of like there's really no really way to explain what's transpiring
right i'm not a doctor or anything i have no idea all i know is that it's happening and
but it's happening they they don't even know who dr joe is
right they just did the meditations because i said hey do the meditation i feel amazing i feel like
if from now on everything that i can do is this and breathe this is what i'm gonna do