this video I'm gonna be showing you the dark side of willpower this is something
you don't learn when it comes to personal development and I'm gonna show
you what you can do to bypass the negative side effects of it welcome back
to another video my name's Erin and I help people expand their consciousness
now in this video I'm gonna be showing you the vibration of willpower and the
dark side of it why sometimes it works and then sometimes it work against you
and also these how willpower may be the saving grace to you but at the same time
it may be a detriment to a certain point as well so this has to do with
understanding the levels of consciousness you've probably seen me
share this chart right here before this chart shows the different vibrational
levels and what happens is in our life we fluctuate between different states of
consciousness now from certain spaces depending on where we are on this chart
you'll notice that we'll the willingness is like the willpower think of
willingness as your discipline you and now in a way like the ego saying I'm
gonna focus on this and I'm going to do it and then when the ego says that it
then starts to add momentum to its self-esteem its self-image it says like
I can do this and it then begins to change however then eventually that can
work against you like for example I used to be somebody that was more in the
lower vibrational states of consciousness
I was angry about my past I was feeling fear and resistance for the future I
wasn't happy with where I was I was working a nine-to-five job I wasn't
passionate about and what happened was is I had a certain self-image of myself
and from that level of consciousness I was trying to manifest things in my life
I had this like vision that somehow someone was gonna put me on someone like
I was going to meet like Tony Robbins or I remember one time I met Jack Canfield
at work I worked at Nordstrom's and women's shoes it was like oh this what
it's like he puts me on and he saw this potential and that's what I thought was
going to happen and I was like that for like two years
thinking and just waiting and hoping things would happen but then what
happened is a lot of you know the story if you've heard me talk about I know I
talk about it a lot but in February 2017 I decided was going to make daily videos
on YouTube and I was going to commit to my vision no matter what so I started to
make a video every single day very passionate about making videos and over
the course of about about three to six months my whole entire life changed
about three to four months later I was able to go full-time doing what I love
and from that point going forward it's just been very an escalation of me just
doing more and more what I've loved and having a great amount of abundance and
that came from that choice that willingness to move out of the story and
the victimization of my past also I went through the healing of a lot of the
things that I went through my past so it's like I was almost able to let go of
that energy but then what I did is I said no I'm not here because of all
these negative things it's not what happened to me it's what I do with what
happened to me so then what I did is I started to make
daily videos and I that not just was so powerful cuz I was making daily videos
it was powerful because it changed my self image I then saw that I can say I'm
going to do something and I'm gonna do it so that's what that's what it did to
me and then people look at me now and like I read you have a crazy-cool work
out like you're able to make videos and Instagram pose and I don't know how you
do it well I didn't oh I have I don't know why I just did that I was I think
was gonna write something I I didn't always have that it was a choice that I
made in that choice repetitively over time changed my self image so then I was
at willpower now here's the thing there's a lot of resistance at willpower
because then think of it also as the ego controlling things I had gotten results
with making daily videos so I was in a way rewarded for making daily videos
because my life transformed so much so that remained on autopilot where I'm
like I always have to be working hard and if I'm always working hard I'm
always going to be progressing in life so what happened is I then started to
create my own resistance because if I wasn't making daily videos or if I
wasn't always having like the pedal to the
metal then I would feel like I wasn't doing enough so and I realized as well
that if things would happen not according to the blueprint in my mind I
would feel resistant about it so let me show you kind of an example here so this
actually should be switched around this needs to be switched because willingness
willingness and acceptance acceptance is 350 the scale of consciousness you've
probably seen me see me share many times you've got anger feel guilt
eventually neutrality and then this is like love peace joy and enlightenment
and love is right here reasonings between 4 and 500 and then what it is is
its willingness calibrates at about 3:10 acceptance calibrates at 3:50 now what
happens is the ego in its view of what is correct and in its view of what
brings success has a certain level of power but all the resistance is created
from the ego the ego wanting things to be different the ego having a certain
blueprint in the mind and what the ego has is a resistance to what is because
the ego will always wants to progress to the next level now I had this
consciousness realization when I was in Costa Rica at November you've probably
seen my my energy change drastically since then I've just so much more free I
also realized that that willingness there was an ego of like a way I wanted
people to perceive of me so it was like people need to perceive of me as a
certain way and I was afraid to share certain things about my life but then
what happened is I realized that I was living within the prison of my own
willpower I had to eat a certain type of food and it was like I wouldn't even
treat myself to a cheap meal because well it's low vibrational food and I was
being so hard on myself but then I realized and I had this this
epiphany in a way this consciousness shift that I was being so hard on myself
that I was creating my own resistance and I was creating my own reality my own
limitation that I have to work really really hard to be successful and I
realized that I was resist seen the present moment and I wasn't
actually there I was in Costa Rica at amazing place with amazing people and
all I could think about was am I making enough videos am i doing this am i doing
that is this getting me closer to somewhere in the future I wasn't
actually living in the present and when I had this awareness it started to it
started to grow within me and then I had that epiphany why is the present moment
not good enough that's what I realized I was resisting the present moment because
I wanted to be somewhere else other than where I was and I was doing everything I
could to get there when would it be enough when would enough YouTube
subscribers and all of this this this the self image validation when would it
ever be enough truth is is it will never be enough because the willpower the will
of the ego always wants more it can be both a blessing because then it allows
to take action but it can also be a curse because no matter what happens
it's never really happy I remember when I first started on YouTube I said oh
when I get like 50,000 subscribers man that'll be so cool then and then I got
50 I was like wait a hundred-man that made me like 100 and then k like that
sounds so cool and then you get a hundred then it's 200 then it's three
hundred nine is four hundred then is five and it just keeps going because the
ego always wants more but the reason I'm saying this isn't always bad is where
are you currently are you telling yourself a story that you can't go
full-time doing what you love are you feeling desire at 125 why is desire such
a low vibrational emotion because when you really really longed for something
and you really really want something it means you really really don't currently
have it it's coming from a sense of yearning when you start to take action
you're in the vibration of what you want the vibration of desire is a different
reality than the vibration of having something so it depends on where you are
as to whether willpower is good for you or disruptive to you if you are like I
was right underneath that of the willingness and I didn't have the
willpower and I wasn't take in action doing what I love then maybe
willpower is powerful for you maybe it's something you can do is start to take
action doing what you love starts to take action in general and by doing that
you begin to get closer to your goals and it changes your self-image you're no
longer the person sitting on your couch hoping things happen and I know that may
sound harsh to some people but it's what I needed to hear back in the day I'm
thinking of myself just a couple years ago what would I have wanted to hear and
you know some of the best things that I was told was take massive action but
take massive action depending on where you are on the scale of consciousness if
you're already taking massive action and you're actually taking too much and
you're taking resistant action then maybe the key is acceptance which is
that 350 acceptance when you can accept the present moment gaps when
transformation begins to happen why are you trying to make so many of youtube
videos and trying to get a certain status why you trying all of that that's
what I would ask myself all right is the present moment not good enough
already is what you have not good enough already and that's when I started that's
when transformation happens transformation does not happen from
willpower transformation happens from acceptance that's true transformation
acceptance of the moment as it is yes you can still discern and intend for
something different but its acceptance of what is if you're always trying to
control from the level of the ego you're creating resistance because the job of
the ego in physical reality is not to control everything
it's to direct and it's to choose that which it has as a priority it's values
but if the ego cannot accept the reality for what it is for what is then the
resistance that it feels will continue to create that over and over again you
see that's the thing that's the thing so by the way if you all have it I have a
youtube video going live right now it's odd it's a new series how cool I'm
gonna get in there in a minute but right now there's I'm doing this new
series of levels of consciousness kind of what I'm sharing with you right now
what I'll do is I'll link it the video that's going live I have one on money
the first one there's one on relationships and what I do is I show
the different levels of consciousness there's three characters three versions
of Aaron and I show from those three different perspectives three levels of
consciousness because I'm gonna be making a lot more content on levels of
consciousness because I really believe in it and I I'm really studying and
learning exactly how to transcend different levels and I've done it in my
own life so it's something I'm very passionate about so wiliness
is powerful but it's only powerful depending on where you are and then at a
certain point becomes too redundant when I was this is the paradox though I had
this consciousness this consciousness shift back in when I was in Costa Rica I
decided I was gonna focus more on our being in high vibes
like love and enjoyment and when I did that guess what happened my whole entire
life changed I started making I made a video on star seed something I was
afraid to make because of what people would think of me I made that video it
went viral took my channel to the next level I was I became more successful
doing less than ever before because I was in a high vibe state of alignment
so yes willingness is powerful willpower is powerful but the next level is a high
vibrational state of beam of beingness because the more I've let go of needing
to be a certain way the more I've let go of trying to escape the present moment
and the more I've enjoyed the present moment is the more that my life has
really begin to transform so the key to this process is awareness of where you
currently are in your levels of consciousness and know that that I have
the notes written right here 310 310 is where willpower resonates at acceptance
is 350 except the present moment for what it is you can still you can still
have a desire for it to be a little bit different and such intentions but don't
get caught up in the negativity of the ego understand
that you are worthy and the more you exist in that acceptance is the more
your life will begin to change so something else that I have right now is
these shift experience training sì shí ft I show you how that's the key to
shifting your level of consciousness and shifting your reality it is completely
freezing the top of description box below we also do a shift energetic
activation session during that so if you want to join you can click on top the
link below other than that let me know what you thought of this kind of video
of the new series that I have coming out as well and I'll link those below as
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