my question is about I'm an artist and I've been hesitating a lot with creating or sharing it what
do you think got you bogged down worrying about the reception of others yes very worried well
that may have been something that you were doing before all of this conversation but doesn't that
feel sort of dumb now yes very much so explain to us how you're now different than that because you
just repeated something that you've felt for a while that no longer applies it's not even
really resonant within you right now it's just an old belief it's not even a vivid and active
belief it's just what you're used to saying it doesn't fit anymore you've changed so you want
to say it different now I love to paint and I love to blend color and sculpt shapes I love watercolor
it's a very fluid somehow I intuitively know the vibrational frequency of color and I'm really good
at blending them together and what comes as a uniqueness about my work that a lot of people
are not able to accomplish but I am and because it resonates so strong with me it's thrilling for
me as I paint it and others are drawn to it too isn't that what you want to say yes and say that
thank you let's say that you don't have to say it we just said it then it was gonna say thank
you and I'm also looking for maybe a bit more clarity in maybe my Avenue of how I choose to
share it so posting it online selling it on Etsy or I started getting ahead of yourself because
all you have to do is tell it the way we just described it to you and doors open you said I
feel this way and you spoke some words that didn't feel satisfying then we said well you don't really
feel that way you have felt that way but you don't really feel that way this is how you now feel and
you said yes is how I now feel and then you did it again then you told us again how you used to
feel so now what do you want to say about that I used to think that I need to know how when where
who it was everything was going to unfold and now I understand that my connecting with who I
am and the subsequent feeling of passion that I feel while I am in the flow of the artistic
stuff flowing through me is the same thing that will carry it further we're speaking from your
perspective in the same way that I desire to paint and do I now have a desire for others to find it
and do and the same magic that makes me able to paint is the same magic that brings the others to
you you see what we're getting at and can you see how taking the score of what is is the tripping
point yes and that brings us back round to what we want to talk about all day all day all day all
day all day is that how can I were speaking from your standpoint how can I stand in my physical
body in my physical awareness of life and not let what is prevent me from the more that what is has
given birth to how can I stand in my now and be different enough that what is doesn't hold me
back from what is has given birth to what is in what has been has given birth to a vibrational
reality which is where I want my attention to be because it's where my inner beings attention is
so you could break it down in simple way like this is my inner being worried about how this
is gonna come about what do you think no does my inner beam know how it's gonna come about
what do you think yes well my inner being show me how to bring it about what do you think yes
am i aware right now of how that's gonna be maybe not can I become more aware yes can I tune in and
feel the impulse more yes do I feel it more now than I did at the beginning of this voyage yes
do I feel clear about what's ahead of me do you yes do I feel more eager than I did oh yeah very
good sign do I feel more inner being like than I did before am i less physically focused am i
less looking back than I was am I more looking forward now we want to make a distinction here
we're really not encouraging you to look back that just slows you down and to say looking forward is
not exactly accurate it's forward in the sense that something will manifest that hasn't yet but
it's not forward in the sense that it exists as a vibrational reality so do you think we love asking
you this question because we know you're ready to answer it do you think that your inner beam exists
in a future reality yes wait or does your inner being exist in a present reality yes isn't there
only now so when you tune in to your inner being aren't you living in the now yes and if you're
living in the now with your inner being aren't you attracting as one and does your inner being know
where all the co-operative components are so do you need to lay it all out or can you just hook
up with your inner beam who knows you see what we're getting up and isn't you're asking where
it is making you not hook up with your inner beam who knows this is a bridge for you you could say
intervene I know you know I know you know I know you know exactly I know you know I know you know I
know you know and since I feel good right now then that must mean that I know for a long time we've
been saying to you and to Esther to everyone it's sometimes when you get tuned in tapped in turned
on because there's all this surprise and delight that happens and Esther used to wonder how can I
be surprised and delighted if I put everything in the vortex shouldn't it just look normal
but the thing is you've put it in incremental II the cooperative components have been gathered the
colors have blended together before you even realize that they had and you received the
inspiration about the blending but they'd already blended together vibrationally before you ever
even found the paint's to blend together does that make sense to you and so in the same way all of
that knowledge exists all the other knowledge exists too we're gonna keep talking until you
start clicking when we say to you that you create your own reality who do you think we're talking
to you and your physical form you and your inner being non-physical form or the blend of the two
of you your blend when life causes you to ask for something and your inner being becomes it how do
you feel when you don't let yourself go secure or insecure insecure when you're moving in the
direction of the you that you've created do you feel elated or bored when you are in alignment
with who you've become do you feel happy or sad you feel clear or confused and so your emotions
are your indicator in any moment about what kind of a blend you've got going on what we
wanted these days together to mean to you mostly is that you can't not be blended with your inner
being you are blended with your inner being you can't not be blended with your inner being you
cannot not be blended with your inner be you are blended with your inner being in varying degrees
so is confusion blended well are not blended well not blended well so who should do something about
it your inner being me you're the only one that can move in the direction of it so what
might you do to accomplish being blended with your inner being first stop looking back that
moves in the opposite direction yes next stop trying to figure it all out of this moment in
other words that's what your question was to us I know what I want I just don't know how to about
or who will bring it or when it will come does it feel to you that you have a better understanding
of the laws of the universe than you once did yes does it feel to you like the law of attraction is
the engine behind all of this does it feel to you that you have a partner a co-creative partner not
just in the other physical humans but in your inner being where do you think other physical
humans stand in the relationship of you and your creation are they step one or are they more step
three step three alright so let's talk about this for a minute where are other humans what does the
diversity that they bring what is the diversity of humans is it more of a step one experience
for you or more of a step three experience for you step one it for sure is and so they're helping you
with the creation as you are helping them but now that creation is vibrationally accomplished now
what is your work who are you resonating with in your Step three equation I intervene your
inner being and can you feel how that has not been what you thought you wanted to do can you feel how
you keep looking to humans for the step three part of the equation when they are really the
step one part of the equation are you following us here yes this is the piece that as you move
forward will serve you more than all of the other things that we've talked about here together it
all dovetails together if you acknowledge that we are all in this together and we are creating
magnificently and I so appreciate the contrast and the variety that we each are to one another
because out of it we are launching all of these rockets of desires and we have collectively
created a more wonderful world and more wonderful experience we have created more of ourselves we've
created more of each other in other words all of us in working together and being willing to
have step one experiences have accomplished something that is magnificent and our inner
being who is aware of what we've accomplished is not hanging out with us in our step one moment
that's why we feel awful when we are our inner beings are hanging out in the step three moments
our inner beings are accepting the wholeness that we have become and so now as you make those simple
awareness of course you're gonna have step one moments but where is your inner being is your
inner being back there in the contrast no you're intervene is forward in the accomplishment of all
that you're wanting we know that it feels subtle but it is such a big difference when you look to
your mother or you look to even this forum or you look to a government or to a teacher when you look
to anyone and you ask them to adjust themselves in some conditional way in order for you to have
an improvement in the way you feel you're going about it in a way that will not work but if you
appreciate every detail of what they have stirred up and you accept that you have launched a new you
that you are the creation that you the creator are creating that's really what we want you to
understand you are the creation that you the Creator has created and your inner being stands
as the experience of that creation and holds the vibrational frequency of it so powerful that with
far less effort then you have any sense of you can find full resonance with all of that and be
the creation that you the Creator have wanted to create did you get at that time yes and that in
every moment that you look to another to reflect back to you something that you're looking for it
in the wrong places that the people who surround you are meant to inspire you to the more but don't
ask them to be the reason that you find it and if you get that oh your relationship with everyone
is going to improve so much because you're gonna stop asking of them things that you never had any
business asking of them you've been saying to so many if you'd be different then I'd feel better
but since it's not their job to be different they never are and so then you don't feel better now
you've got the whole of this in your understanding do you do you know that you're the creator of your
own reality and you know that you're the creation that you're the creator off and you know that you
are an eternal being who is here in this physical body for the purpose of mixing it up with others
and becoming more of who you are and you know that every negative emotion you have is a gift
or a blessing that someone has offered to you because it is helping you to realize that you're
looking over here when what you really want to do is look over there do you accept the fullness
of your inner being do you think that your inner being has benefited by your contrasting
experiences do you think that your inner being feels appreciation for the expansion that your
inner being has experienced as a result of your willingness to play with one another do you think
that your inner being stands in that expansion at all times and hold steady to that frequency do you
think since Law of Attraction is responding to everything that vibrates and you have the
potential of vibrating as your inner beam does or vibrating apart from your inner being do you
think that law of attraction who is responding to your inner being is creating an environment
where expansion and wonderful emotions are possible for you doesn't make you want to
lean that way more doesn't it make you proud that your physical but happy that you're not physically
focused - doesn't it feel like you want to bridge this physical world with this non-physical world
does it seem possible to separate one from the other aren't you now more keenly aware of
every physical human who has ever walked this earth who now stands in a non-physical realm