Sometimes peace is heavy, sometimes peace is very light,
sometimes it is very shallow, sometimes it is very deep,
and you don’t know what to do under such circumstances,
but that is okay.
Just enjoy it whatever the condition.
In earlier stages we do feel vibrations
at various chakras (psychic energy centers),
but I have found that over the years,
in the last twenty years or so in my practice,
I don’t feel any movements or vibrations at chakras.
They have somehow dissolved.
Earlier days, I used to feel clockwise,
anti-clockwise movement at certain chakras.
I would see colors also,
I would see a very specific chakra is working.
But having transcended, having experienced fully
the entire process,
we need not revisit them again
unless there is some unfinished work in that particular chakra.
So experiencing something in the beginning is very relevant
and not experiencing something later on towards the flowering of,
fruiting of your experience is also not worth looking for.
Because that is how it is.
There is no limit to becoming more generous.
There is no limit to becoming more and more
compassionate and empathetic.
It is an infinite thing.
So I cannot put it on a calibration that you have ten,
you have fifteen, you have twenty five levels of progress.
But your own experience will tell you,
it may be the same amount of calmness,
or it may be the same amount of peace but refinedness,
the subtlety of it, you will feel different.
Sometimes peace is heavy, sometimes peace is very light,
sometimes it is very shallow, sometimes it is very deep,
and you don’t know what to do under such circumstances,
but that is okay.
Just enjoy it whatever the conditions we have and maintain a diary.
For the life that we lead, whether it is too complex
or not straightforward, dishonest lifestyle can create a lot of
grossness in your heart.
By heart I mean, the chakras all over, the whole gamut of chakras,
starting from number one to the ultimate chakra.
So depending upon this depth
and heaviness or grossness on each chakra,
the color itself will change.
Babuji Maharaj says that this lake of consciousness
in its purest form will be a ruby red color.
But when it is affected because of complexities and grossness
it will change to red color and something else,
may be pinkish, may be bluish, may be violet but not ruby red.
Likewise,
when you are experiencing
expansion in your heart and you are so refined
at that moment and you are so absorbed in that heart,
just within the heart itself,
there will be a very refined color – yellow color,
very beautiful yellow color you will see.
In some cases, you might find yellow color,
but it is such a dirty looking yellow color.
So this spectrum of color within itself — from finer yellow
to dark yellow to blackish yellow — shows what amount
of work is still pending on me.
Atma chakra has a different color.
It conveys red color because of the space element.
Yellow is because of the combination of other five elements
where the earth element dominates.
Fire chakra is all about white color
because the fire element is dominating there.
Other elements – earth, space, water
and air are very minimal on the third chakra,
Agni chakra. But almost eighty percent will be fire
and that is why it is white - the combination of it creates this color.
Likewise, where the water dominates at the fourth chakra
and other elements are also present.
So based on the availability of these elements, we
experience color. Coon fourth will be black.
But going further up,
the Pancha bhutas [elements] or the five elements
we call the basic elements — they do not have much hold on us.
Only hold that we have is ourselves against God.
And, here, if you are so egoistic or very arrogant
of your spiritual progress
or your status while you are in this body,
color will not be perceived as beautiful.
But if you get evolved so well then you will see colors changing
from very light blue to blue to gray and then nothing at all.
So when you feel no color at all,
I think, that will be the highest.