You got your big homies or whatever, it could be your family members, whatever, and I'm
saying they getting money and they change up on you, you know?
Like, don't want to look out for you.
It ain't that you asking for a handout, it's just damn, you know?
If I was to get up, they gonna expect the same thing, you know?
You know, my real name, that's where Lil Zay came from, you know what I'm saying?
My real name.
And Osama, you know just, being in the streets, like, you know, being who I am, out here in
these streets, they start calling me Osama.
I mean, you know what that stand for.
Yeah, a nick.
That's a nickel bag of weed, like $5. You know what I'm saying.
When we was broke, out here ain't have nothing.
You feel me like we all smoke weed.
I got a dollar.
If it's five of us, we got one blunt.
You know, we going to three puff all the way around.
You know, however we going to do it.
We going to smoke, though.
Anything I do, out here like illegal.
I can go to jail.
You know, I'm out here posted on the block.
Protecting the block.
Anything can happen to me.
You know what I'm saying, cause I'm the face of the block.
They ain't the ones out here that's standing on business protecting the neighborhood.
You know what I'm saying.
Us young niggas out here on top of that business, the reason that the oppositions ain't coming
through.
Pulling up shooting.
Being in the street ain't lead me to nothing, but all bad stuff.
You know what I'm saying.
I was in and out of jail.
I did juvenile and life in jail.
These niggas ain't helping me out.
What am I out here protecting them for.
I'm putting myself in a position right now.
You know what I'm saying, so like I could get my family jobs.
My guys jobs.
I'm not going to be the person that's going to hand out money, hand out money, hand out
money to everybody.
I'm going to put you in a position to make your own money.
You know what I'm saying.
Your own income.
Niggas coming through sliding every day, shooting.
Doh, Doh, Doh.
You know what I'm saying, so I got to walk him home just in case anybody try to pull
up on him and try to do anything to him.
Come on, bro.
I'm walking you home.
Come on, let's go.
I'm your protection.
This safety.
I ain't actually see 50,000 like, the counting up 50,000, but I know they had 50,000.
You know, cars, jewelry. You know what I'm saying.
They ain't selling no nickel bags of weed.
They selling weight.
I ain't no dumb nigga.
I'm from the street for real.
I've been experienced and advanced, since I was a shorty.
Because like I said, it was steady leading me into dumb situations.
When I get locked up, ain't nobody sending no money.
Ain't nobody putting money on the phones, ain't nobody taking care of my shorties.
I got two sons, ain't nobody going to spend bread on them or nothing like that, taking
care of my momma, drop off money to her, whatever, whatever.
I get out, what the fuck is I'm still here for these niggas for, and they ain't here
for me?
Fuck them.
I'm on a whole different level, I'm focused now, ain't no going back.