Yes! It is time we start the real process. I am going to answer all your questions about
the 25 states of the Consciousness and making you go through those states. So, you experientially
understand Turiya and Turiyatita, the lower states you know already. I don’t need to
put you in that, only the higher states, the manifestation of awakened and alive states;
Turiya and Turiyatita only those states I need to make you go through, make you pass.
The subject you are raising individual will, experiencing the states of consciousness,
with will or without will. Am I right? Put your whole question.
SP: Yeah! Swamiji, what I want to ask is I am going through so many things, so at each
point of time, when I am in in either dream state or in waking state or in any of those
three states that I am in, without my knowledge or without my awareness, these states are
criss crossing and I really don’t know what I’m going through until I see something
which is manifesting as a reality outside. Now that after you have told this now I can
relate, okay I’m going through something, so that is manifested there’s something
outside. Now this individual will does it have the capacity or the power or the strength
to overpower these states, is what I want to know and I want to know the difference
between that individual will and the cosmic will. How to align this to that?
Swamiji: Ma. Now all of you listen, first thing, very first thing knowing lot of things
are happening without your will itself creates the urge in you to control all of that. That
is the basic thing, when you know the ground is shaky, you want to put your feet strongly.
You deciding, eh... I have to be stable, I have to be stable. You deciding I have to
be stable happens to you, when you know the ground is shaky, means too many things are
happening in you without your will and cooperation. You feel then umm...ummmm. It’s not what
you really want.
I’ll give you one example, yesterday I was explaining – the logic and this tantrum
throwing child in you, the way I briefed and the way I described it, you will see more
and more of the logic will be empowered in you. Please listen. I’m not saying one is
right and the other one is wrong, but if the logic has power, at least you can practice
something and get you out of the mess you have.
More you know tantrum throwing child is overpowering you, more number of times, you will not allow
him to overpower you. See knowledge is just to take the right decision at right moment.
If you don’t have this knowledge you will not even know, what is overpowering you, how
you are functioning, how you are thinking, what is actually happening in you, there is
just... you don’t even know the ground is shaky. Now with this clarity, so many things
are happening without your consent, so many things are happening without you saying yes.
See I’ll give you this example, listen. Deep sleep and dream state, you know whatever
is happening there is out of your control, it’s happening without your yes or no. But
I tell you the moment you start understanding things happening there are happening without
my yes or no, slowly, slowly your individual wills starts encroaching that zone, starts
entering into that zone because your individual will is such, by its very nature it’ll expand,
expand, expand, by its very nature, if you just give the information to it, eh... you’ve
not expanded enough, it’s enough it’ll trigger. If you just give intelligence there’s
more possibility. There are many zones you’ve not entered not because you are powerless,
because you have not tried. I wanted all of you to know, please listen. This whole Sadashivoham,
all the powers you are going to manifest, listen carefully, all the powers you are going
to manifest, it is not that you have not entered into that zone because you are powerless.
You’ve not tried.
Understand the whole shift, which I’m trying to tell you, it’s not that because you are
powerless you did not express the power of third eye, it’s not that because you are
powerless you do not express any other powers, you have never tried. Your individual will
has never been told that you have a possibility. You have never been told convincingly. Nobody
gave you that confidence, that something like this is possible. Your bio-memory can be awakened
to the higher state. Your muscle-memory can be awakened to the higher state. There is
so much of discouraging. I tell you, the whole society, all your education, the whole system
of this boss, employment, having people working under you, the whole corporate system or the
whole education system, everything, functions based on discouraging people. I tell you;
whatever you learn about you in the school is such an abusal to you. Just because you
cannot do the math; calculating 30 plus 21 minus 17 you’ve been given the identity
you are completely useless for anything. You have been told you maybe great in painting,
you may be great in manifesting powers, but whatever teacher knows as intelligence, when
you are not able to stand up to his idea of intelligence. The idea put inside you about
you is such destructive. Please listen. Such destructive. I’m breaking the first part,
the first myth I am breaking.
I am not empowering you, I am just encouraging you to explore. I am doing it in your bio-memory
level, that’s all. Means deeper part of you, fortunately I can talk to that part,
which even you cannot talk. It is like you and your spouse have a problem, so you go
to a common man, whom both of you trust and decide to listen to his words. Same way, you
and your inner space have a problem, both of you come to Me, I can talk to that person
and make that person explore, that’s all. All initiation is nothing but making your
inner space explore, opening up your inner space to the higher possibilities, to the
realms to the higher existence. One part of you, almost you are not in touch with it,
you do not explore that side, you so strongly believe that part of you will not be useful
for you anymore. I just say no, no, don’t think like that, that part listens, so I talk
to that part, ask that part come on wake-up unite, integrate. Listening to that part and
integrating with you making you as a whole and asking you to explore.
The question you asked, so much is happening without our will, how can we do anything about
it? Even knowing that so much is happening without your will, triggers tremendous insecurity
in you, that insecurity makes the seeking happen in you. I tell you when the insecurity
is triggered, you naturally decide, “oh.. no! This cannot go on, I have to put my foot
down.” Little more than what is real, you have been told things are not in your control,
when you can’t handle it, you wake up. Waking up that seeking is all I want, so for that
purpose, sometimes I do tell you, “eh... be careful! Actually the scene is not that
bad. You need to be told, “eh... careful!” so you wake up.