hey guys welcome to a new video
okay so we have a mukbang we have plantain chips which i'm obsessed with which i got from trader
joe's and a pizza i got from trader joe's which is literally uh just garlic pesto and cheese
and a diet coke which let's just open it now there we go i'm ready to go plantain chip
it's so good so good
all right i've never actually had this pizza before smells great looks freaking delicious
what
so good sorry i keep saying that because
i recently watched a compilation of myself saying that over and over
i never realized i said it until you guys brought it to my attention
why is that little piece bothering me i got a cameo if you guys don't know what a cameo
is it's where you can pay to like for me to send you a video it's a personalized video
i'm just talking to you or it could be a friend it could be your wife husband uh wishing you
happy birthday or if you need advice about something or if you just want me to say hi
or want me to tell a joke or roast you or if it's someone's anniversary graduation like it doesn't
matter um i've been enjoying it so much so if you guys want a cameo for me the link is down
below the link is down below give me money money me money now me a money needing a lot now and
yeah like it's just been really fun um i know a lot of people are like
um are you running low on money
i got my money because i'm also trying to sell
i have a ton of stickers and i actually have a few more bags they're on the floor um and then i have
this whole thing full of stickers um i have collected stickers
for years now and it's like i don't really need them for anything
so i posted on um instagram like would you be interested in buying some stickers and a lot
of you said yes well um you know we're put on this earth unfortunately to pay bills we have
to pay for our food we have to pay for the water that we use to wash our hair we have
to pay for the heat so we don't freeze to death like that is what we have to do as people which
is quite unfortunate we have to literally pay for things that we need but that's just how life is
i know a lot of people don't like me so they don't like that this is how i make money but it is i
make money through youtube and i want to venture out and find other ways to make money and if it's
by selling my stickers i've never used or if it's by doing cameos or um there are some projects
i am working in working on actually currently which i hope goes well um then i'm gonna do that
it's kind of like if a waitress needs a little bit more money so they take on extra hours or
i don't know i'm just trying to use an example like whatever it is that you have is your job
if you like take on extra projects for more money or if you take on extra clients for
more money whatever it may be like there's no reason to shame people like for finding outlets
to make money i feel like it's very important that you feel safe within being able to live
like i want to feel like i can pay for the roof over my head or it's not even that maybe i just
want money because i want money like that's that's how everyone is and everyone's job is different
and i just feel very sad that people are making it seem like i'm money hungry when really like
i'm just finding that i have more bills than usual like i started therapy um oh my god and
it's actually really expensive more expensive than i thought um this place that i am doing
therapy at for my eating disorder actually does not take insurance so i am self-pay which is fine
um it's gonna be worth it but yeah i'm trying to find other ways to make money that's all and you
know it's actually keeping me more entertained giving me more things to do throughout the day
oh no i just don't like being shamed for trying to make money it's so weird
i would support anyone trying to make money no matter how if you're not hurting anybody
if you're not hurting yourself and this time of year
is hard because youtube doesn't take out taxes for uh people who live in the usa we do that where you
can pay quarterly or once a year whatever it may be and i choose to do it once a year
um so this time of year is stressful
it looks so bomb
and it is bomb oh i just feel kind of sad i don't like talking about this but weight loss
surgery is always like a thing in my brain i do not have the money for it right now um why don't
you get weight loss surgery you can afford it i don't want it i don't want weight loss
surgery right now uh it costs around like 25 000 and that number is daunting and terrifying
i it's something i do think about honestly probably more than i should but um if i ever want
that i want to be able to pay for the weight loss surgery myself i do have the money to do it but i
feel like at the size that i am they won't be able to do weight loss surgery like sure i can make
a gofundme i could um ask someone for help like but i don't want to i want to like pay myself and
i want to know if i was to get weight surgery that i have all of the money part taken care
of and i know just a couple weeks ago i said this are you still planning on getting weight
loss surgery the answer is pretty simple why would i need weight loss surgery if i'm doing it
the raise no i am not interested in weight loss surgery um it's just there's more things that i am
trying to save money for now than i ever have like i'm not gonna be living in kentucky forever
i will be moving out of state which i'm nervous and excited for
i'll make this one
moving out of state please all of your belongings three pets like it could be pricey and
um i have some ideas sorry i'm picking up the crumbs of where i want to
live and they're all kind of pricey places but
if i can do it i can do it and i don't know i feel like i shouldn't have to like justify or explain
the reason why i want to make money it's so funny but it's not even just that like i genuinely
think cameo is such a fun app um i'm actually gonna buy a cameo from
who who is it actually i don't want to say in case they're watching i am going to buy a cameo for
my friends eric and ricky and i do want to buy a cameo for my girlfriend i already know um who i
can't tell you but i will say foreign rookie it's going to be a drag queen and for my girlfriend
it's gonna be someone from 90 day fiance i don't know it's weird to have to justify myself when
i'm literally just a normal person like everyone else like
you go through your closet you have five shirts two pairs of pants three shoes you put them up
on facebook marketplaces to make a book or two like there's nothing wrong with it um
i will be selling some more earrings um
no shame in my game i think we need to normalize people
trying to make more money i think i'm about done
you guys should let me know what you had for lunch today
asmr
so i am done
okay i love that for me thankfully my table is uh clean so i am finished with my mukbang i hope
that you guys enjoyed this video and please let's support people just trying to make money out here
it's hard this economy is not okay anyways hope you guys enjoyed this video and i'll see you next
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