Oh bang, so good to see you you look absolutely so obviously there's a
chemistry of Alex we kiss straight away I just want to kiss him and stuff well I
miss doing that did you yeah I'm taking Charlotte
paddleboarding today I know that she's a bit of a yogi loves a bit of movement so
to be able to explore that sense of adventure on the sea on a couple paddle
boards together it's gonna be amazing
I'm hoping today to see if that romance that I felt back in London is present
again
okay Oh No oh he just looks thick as always and I
was just so happy to like spend some time with him on our own
every minute I spend with Charlotte I'm falling deeper and deeper for her look
around see how on a paddleboard the looking sexy
there's definitely romance in the air my feelings for Charlotte have definitely
grown quite quickly there's a lot to her I can see her in my life but I need her
to open up to me just that fraction more so that I can really make my decision
knowing that I've got as much from her as I can that was so much fun
enjoy them cheers Cheers taste the Caribbean thanks good
- about things pretty good I still feel this like a little bit being held back I
know I know I think I am doing quite well with you I mean tenfold from day
one but I need that extra 10% I just wanted to know how you felt so that I
could open up I don't just fancy you unlike in you've got this really really
beautiful sense of like calm sophistication and you just seem to have
it all together and those qualities are things that I want in a wife yeah I kind
of look like gobsmacked and you can see him in his future I can
definitely see him in my future so no complaints here no the more I see you I
just kind of feel like I'm falling a little bit here which is scary it's
exciting no I that's it that's it
to top off an idyllic day alex has arranged a candlelit dinner with a
chorus of crickets to see it lazy evening after probably
the most beautiful day and some more searching questions to help him figure
out if she is the one gonna kind of be on the spot if we were dating
how soon do you think it would be before you and I like live together I was
noticing shocked by the question she was asking me time scale is quite important
I do want to know the answers to these things at the rate we're going pretty
soon six months or something exact quick thing when you know you know
oh no it's the one and I feel like in a way like the speed we're going I feel
like maybe could be six months they're married then what's next I have seen
would you want kids if I meet someone I want it to go like fast for me like you
do know I'm all or nothing so quite quick how do you feel about that it's
something that like I'm here for I want the whole nine yards I feel like
she wants perhaps marriage and children imminently and that isn't necessarily a
deterrent but it is something for consideration because I kind of need to
know that you were genuine as well and that's what you want I think they're
ready to start down I skip the bar so special
I hope he's kind of taken it all in and he's really shocked me that he feels the
same I hope he's genuine because like for me that takes a lot for me
when I meet that actual person I have got like loads of love to give but make
charge me to give it like well I like to think you are that person I feel like
we've got everything in line so
I've done all I can for me like all the ingredients are there so oh god I just
like literacy huggy face tis to us and know that on paper she is wife material
Charlotte he has opened up to me in ways that she probably hasn't opened up to
many people in her whole life but to my huge frustration I'm still having
reservations the gravity of this whole situation is weighing heavy on my
shoulders I know that I've got a huge huge decision to make and I'm not sure I
think I'm ever going to be ready to answer
you