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would i date a non-binary or demi girl yeah i would yeah for sure
for sure like i'm not um i don't know i'm just so much more like i really think i'm pansexual like i
really feel like deep down i probably am and i've thought this like subconsciously it was kind of
in my mind for a few years now and i know i talk about this a lot now it's just i feel
more comfortable like sharing that side of me so um yeah i'm not how's my day been um
honestly okay if i'm being like truthful not good
like i'm just like in a weird headspace and like with my dad and like people harassing
strangers online that i don't even know who they are like that's the part that's like i don't know
twinkies neighbor oh my god i'm sorry
um
the reason why i said that far from jaded like at the beginning was wifey is because i wanted
to literally confuse you guys at the time but i promise it is not her you guys are contacting
the wrong person and i don't know how else to like prove it to you guys that you're literally
i don't know you're embarrassing yourselves like literally
so i just don't want to talk about this anymore honestly because i feel bad
for the people who are getting harassed and i feel like it's just going to keep happening
because you guys have literally convinced yourself that it's several different people
so i think it's time that we just like move on from it because i'm starting to feel horrible
this has also happened in different circumstances where people have like faked me having certain
instagram accounts and like messaging people like horrible things like it's just a lot
like i just don't understand it i really don't like people will just continue harassing people
like as me or about me and i just i don't know it's so weird so yeah very strange
i honestly cannot wait for becky's live stream either i'm pretty freaking pumped
so are you all going to be watching becky's live stream everyone has to her youtube is
wait is it kinda good kinda becky i think it is oh you finished my cup i'm so excited
oh my gosh i'm gonna drink it uh it drink from it
every live stream kind of good wait kind of good kind of back okay cool cool
yes it was literally a bad friend oh my gosh it was literally one letter off
i'm sorry i don't mean to be a bad friend i try to be a good friend
you know okay i'll do my own goth moment if i snapped you would you see it my snapchat
is actually set to private it has been for years now because i used to get like
dick pics and like videos and um so i set it to private
do you think you would ever be able to be genuine friends with one of your subscribers yes i have
three genuine true good friends that i have met who were one subscribers that i love dearly
very close to them um and i've i've actually known two of them for over five years now
and we talk literally every single day um yeah i love them like i forget that they were subscribers
they feel like they've been in my life it feels like like i've never met them in person either
so it feels like i have though because we're so close so yes the answer is yes
i'm back she said that she's gonna go on at 3 30.
3 30.
yeah i definitely will not be on here i'm probably gonna get off soon
and then maybe go on again later i don't know
i do want to just start doing youtube more like you guys made me realize that i was being pathetic
like i was literally only going live for two hours a week and i was crying about it like a baby
and that's ridiculous like people work all day long and i'm over here like taking for granted
my job like that's ridiculous so um i'm just gonna try to do more it's gonna be hard because i'm
not gonna lie my mental my mental illnesses they like to uh tell me not to do things they like to
no no like with anxiety and stuff but i'm just gonna ignore it and i miss it so much
do a what's in my purse type moment okay we can do that so here's my purse type moment
i'm kind of scared what's in here all right let's go for it we have a wallet typical stuff in here
so we have a wallet sorry i'm just laughing at like nothing literally i literally laugh
at nothing all the time just saying okay let's see what else we have we have a medicine moment
this medicine is myelometro i'm even telling you guys my medicine titles like what is
this whatever i don't really care another medicine moment this is estradal which is um
the estrogen another medicine moment we have zoloft which is supposed to help with my anxiety
but um it don't we have a lip plumper plumping serum because my lips are itty bitty this is
a pout max pal it works okay i guess we have a receipt wow this is probably so entertaining okay
this is a receipt target how much should i spend oh this ain't bad okay we did a little bit of a
214.88 moment that's not bad this is from august 12th garbage we have some makeup wipes um
makeup remover cleansing towelettes neutrogena that's my favorite i'm having a great time
like legit oh my god i love that okay so what else do we have we have a pen okay
okay wait i can't show you some of this wait did you guys see that oh [ __ ] wait
oh my god can you guys see this okay you guys can't see something hold on
don't worry we're okay so we have a mask moment so if you guys want to know what my mask looks like
this was black with a little red heart moment so that's my mask we have a deodorant dead
oh my god i have not cleaned this out in so long we have this hair scrunchie
oh you can't see what that is cute mask oh my god i know it's from amazon it like literally
matches with whatever you're wearing so i was like okay we have an earring moment
um we have a okay i can't show you that oh my god how many of those do i have oh definitely
okay so we have a blush for some reason there's blush in here um weird
we have another earring moment why do i say moment oh this is like a fidget thing that helps me like
not pick sometimes i'll just like do this or whatever so that's cool we have a lip stick
oh my god you all think that it's a strap-on that i just carry around in my purse how would you know
no oh my god apps not okay fine it doesn't matter no it doesn't matter wait okay so delta eight
used to be legal here okay and what can i say when i already have them
like what am i gonna do just throw them away so
that's that okay and then they just randomly said hmm let's uh make that illegal okay cool
so we have a hair tie none of them work by the way anymore so
it's delta eight it's um like a thc moment but it's not like straight up weed and it used to
be legal here until like maybe a month ago so we have another pen we have two more pens why
do i have so many pens in here what happened and hecka hair ties what is going on okay another pen
no wonder why she got the munchies i don't get munchies
we have um this does delta 8 work uh yes i promise like if you're about to have an anxiety attack
it works i promise look how pretty that color is okay i usually mix it
with something because that's like really pink but delta eight sucks i don't think so
um oh have you guys tried this too faced lip lip injection maximum plump
it made my top lip so swollen it looked like someone punched me literally so i recommend this
and then we have a stay glossy moment
i haven't really been wearing like lipstick lately or anything like that we have a mirror
we have lip loving balm why do i have so much junk in here like this is just junk to me
we have some blistex some blistex some burt's bees oh my god i'm done blistex
petal soft oh wait hold on that's hot i love me a petals off moment um
a lip queen like literally what is all this lip stuff i'm dead we have
a receipt for the post office look how long this is that's when i send off um
y'all's packages and stuff oh wait i think that's it oh wait no i feel something
it is a plastic something i don't know what that is so that's that
wow and now i'm just gonna throw everything back in here so let me do that real quick
afraid of oh
falling cause you know we're gonna fly
don't be afraid