Shay: Matte and I started quietly dating
about three years ago.
And I guess you could say we're best friends now.
Look how sweet that is.
When I first found out I was pregnant,
we were super happy/really nervous.
We couldn't wait to tell our parents.
- Oh, my god! - Yes!
I want to give you a big kiss.
Very happy for you two.
Thank you.
You know I love ya.
She's pregnant.
- Man: Yeah?
Man: Are you serious?
Yeah, man.
Man: Holy shit.
Shay: But I had to feel comfortable
before I told the world.
Matte: Is that YouTube video ready?
Woman: Yeah.
Yo, do it now.
Okay, I'm going.
Oh, my god.
I feel like I'm about to bungee jump.
Do you know what I mean? When they're, like--
Oh, 'cause you're not coming back up?
( laughs )
As much as I am active on social media...
( dance music )
We're living our full festival life.
I still consider myself to be pretty private.
I'd say six months is a fair amount of time
to keep quiet about being pregnant.
Okay, I'm gonna do this.
Then I can be free after I post this.
Oh, my god.
Oh, my god!
I don't want to go spinning
until after I've talked about it.
Why?
Because, Matte, I used to be
the spinning champion in the class,
and now for me to go back without announcing that--
who would sit front row?
( laughing ) "Used to be the spinning champion"?
Out of the class.
( laughing ) This is-- are there champions in the class?
No, but I just mean, like, I spun
like a champion in the class.
I went every single Saturday
until I couldn't.
Shay: I love it. I feel so much stronger.
I feel my most beautiful after an intense workout.
Seeing how far I can push my body
is when I feel the best about myself.
Well, you can still go.
I don't want to go right now.
I need to be able to announce
so then I-- when people see, they're like,
"Oh, she's not as fast as normal," there's a reason.
You think anyone cares on their bike
how fast you're going?
Yes, I do.
I think that there's-- I notice other people.
( laughs )
You're an asshole.
( indistinct speech )
Shay: What are we doing today for my fun day?
Matte: Actually, there's a party. Want to go to a party?
- ( sighs ) - There's a barbecue, actually.
It's not a party. It's a barbecue.
- Where? - Actually, we can't go.
Why?
You haven't announced yet, and they're gonna know.
Who's gonna be there?
It's a Spotify barbecue.
Do you want to go here?
- No. - We can't go, can we?
No.
You said it's Saturday.
It's my day.
Shay: I don't think that the people
who are also going through this with you,
they don't understand what's going on,
'cause it's in your body; it's not in theirs.
Do you think this is bad for me:
Just smelling it?
Like, the alcohol fumes?
( laughs )
When you stop doing
what you have normally been used to doing,
you know, which, for me, was being social,
when that kind of stopped,
it really sort of messed me up a little bit.
This is the shitty side of being pregnant
when no one knows, because--( sniffles )
You can't go out to see anyone.
You don't want to see anyone,
because--
anyways...
( sighs )
( sobs )
I don't feel myself.
( sobs )
I chose to hold on until I announced
because of the first time.
God.
It didn't go as I had hoped for,
and it was extremely difficult.
The first time that I was pregnant last year,
Matte and I hadn't been planning.
It happened, and we were really excited about it.
Hey, do you think that I get to park here now or too early?
Matte: Any questions for your doctor today?
How do I make it so that the baby stays a little bit smaller?
( laughs )
Matte: The heart's pumping.
Shay: I was, like, 14 weeks.
At that point, I had no idea
the percentage of miscarriages.
When it happened, I was just completely blindsided by it.
I still have those photos on my phone
and I still have all the doctor visits,
and it's weird because I haven't looked at them, obviously.
But it's not like I forgot about that happening.
So of course, I'm, like, super happy,
but I still feel for that one that I lost.
This is the baby's room.
We haven't touched one thing in here because...
( sighs ) Of the miscarriage.
I just want to wait it out.
I want to get to as late as possible, and then...
( snaps fingers ) I'll do this.
For me, fortunately, it was one time.
I know other women and other friends of mine
who've gone through a way harder journey.
And I'm--you know, seeing that, it's just really tough,
because you feel broken
as a woman,
and that
is not a great feeling.
Matte, did you get the floaty?
Astrid and Laren are coming over.
I'll carry it outside for you.
I don't want you to stress your wrists--
stress your something.
Is Laren honestly coming over?
She's so cute.
- Astrid: Yay! - Shay: Yay!
Yeah!
Matte: How old is she now?
Astrid: Ten months.
That's crazy.
Shay: Kick, kick, kick, kick, kick.
- Matte: What? - Shay: ( gasps ) Yay!
I booked my flight to Italy.
Shay: And then I have to go to Barcelona
for a campaign photo shoot.
And then I come back, I have one day,
and then I go to Mexico for a REVOLVE trip
where I am wearing my curated collection,
which was curated way before
I ever thought I was gonna be big.
Matte: "It's popping. You should come by."
What is that?
Matte: "It's popping.
You should come by."
- Shay: What's that? - Matte: Nothing.
He's so mad he didn't go to this barbecue.
Lawrence can grill you up something real fast.
I know.
Astrid: Make you feel at home.
It's not the same thing, okay?
The other one was popping.
- Matte: It's not what? - It's a big party.
There's a lot of people there,
and I could have done a lot of business.
- Matte: What--what's-- - Like, these are the--
I'm in the music industry.
It's like, I have to go to these different events
- every day. - ( Astrid laughs )
Matte: You know what they say of hockey, Lawrence?
Just be in front of the net.
You're--you're in the play, good things happen.
80% is just being there.
- Lawrence: Showing up. - Matte: Just showing up.
I had the structure--
did you go to your structural ultrasound?
Lawrence: I went to everything.
- Oh, okay. - He went to all of 'em.
Oh, really? Oh.
- Oh, sorry. - Um, Matte was in Toronto.
So I was like, "Hey," ten times,
"It's at 11:00, it's the structural one,"
which is very terrifying
'cause you never know what's gonna happen.
- It's very important. - No, no, no, no, no.
We did know.
( sighs ) Going to a structural ultrasound
to check on the baby.
I am solo,
because Matte is in Toronto right now.
The Raptors are playing.
Very important.
I was like, "Hey, go to Toronto for the Raptors game.
Do you mind just FaceTiming me, possibly?"
- Matte: No, it was for work. - "I'm gonna go in."
It was for "work."
Shay: Hi.
I'm your husband. ( laughs )
Shay: She's my husband for the day.
Please, take your seat.
I'm your husband.
Shay: You're here.
I'm sitting there, the doctor doesn't come in until 11:30.
It's 11:00.
I'm looking at my phone, like, "Wait, is it broken?"
Friend: No way.
Oh, shit. That's the whole head?
Friend: Oh, my god.
Shay: Oh, so you're really zoomed in.
Technician: Right across the edge of the face right there.
This is the upper lip right here.
Friend: Look at her beautiful huge lips.
Shay: Oh, I thought this was, like, the body.
It was 3:00, I had gotten out, I'm having lunch,
I dropped my friend off, she's like,
"Matte seriously didn't call?"
I was like, "No." He forgot.
I reminded him an hour before I left
and the night before, I said, "Please, put it in your thing."
He's like, "100--I don't even need to.
"100%. I'm totally gonna remember."
Lawrence: Have you not read any books?
I read a book.
The one--number one thing in all the books is,
the only thing that you need to do...
- Shay: Show up.
80% of the time.
( laughter )
Shay: He still has no idea.
I think until that baby comes out
and starts crying will it then hit him.
And then I feel like his role begins.
He's gonna be a great dad.
He is so good with kids.
He's just so comfortable.
After the pregnancy, I don't have a worry at all.
Shay: Okay, I'm gonna do this.
Then I can be free after I post this.
( Shay and woman scream )
Oh, god!
Oh, my god. Oh, my god.
Is this a bad time to tell you that it's not yours?
( laughter )
By the way.
I'm finally be able to announce it.
The reaction has been incredible.
It's just been really cool
to feel that much support and love.
Now I feel like I'm able to connect with people
on a different level,
and it gets real.