Seneca said, "We suffer more in imagination than in reality,"
and that is often the case with a very specific type of overthinking: depressive rumination.
Depressive rumination is a type of overthinking where you create the habit of dwelling on the
past. You rehash all of the terrible things you can think of over and over and over. Uh depressive
rumination says, "Oh, why is my life so awful?" or "Why am I such a failure? Or "Why can't I ever be
happy?" I had one 23-year-old client who we'll call Ivan, and his girlfriend broke up with him
and he just kept dwelling on it over and over. Years later he'd say, "Oh, why couldn't I make
that relationship work? Why couldn't I be better? I'm never gonna find someone to love me. What's
the matter with me? Why am I such a screw-up?" Now, rumination is like ruts in a road; whenever
you're not paying attention, you slip back into thinking about all of your regrets and trying
to analyze the situation to figure it out, but then you spin your wheels and you think and you
think and you never get anywhere. One of my other clients, Elena, she constantly dwelt in the past.
She'd say, "Why did I buy that car? I am such an idiot," or she'd say, "Oh, why am I so depressed?"
and then she'd worry about it for hours every day for months. But she didn't just dwell in the past;
she projected it into the future. So in session she'd say, "Oh, what if I never get
better?" and then she'd analyze that. Now, another type of rumination is dwelling on how you were
mistreated. You know, maybe your dad shamed you when you came out to him as gay or your boss threw
you under the bus at work or your lover ghosted you/ And and you spend hours of your day wondering
why they did that, alternating between resentment towards them and wondering if it was your fault.
Rumination might also look like fantasizing about how your life could have been better if you had
done things differently. You might believe that thinking about your problems a lot may help you
solve them, but here's the thing: in the long run, rumination can make you pretty miserable.
In every quiet moment you find yourself drawn to dwelling on your mistakes, your your failings, the
disappointments, and the let-downs. And the more time you spend in those ruts, the deeper they get,
and then pretty soon it feels like your whole world is dark. And and not only do you feel
depressed, discouraged, or hopeless, those dark thoughts start to feel like the truth, you know.
Dwelling on depressive things becomes your new comfort zone, and and being out of them
feels awkward and weird, and and hope and light just feel like some figments of some
distant imagination. But even though rumination makes you depressed and unmotivated, you keep
doing it for some reason. Right? Be honest with yourself; it rewards you. Like maybe when you
do it you feel like you're righteously punishing yourself. Or maybe you feel like if you just think
about the bad stuff more you could prevent it. Maybe it's an attempt to regain control
over something that you have no control over, which is the past. Right? Be honest with yourself
for a minute. Do you feel a sense of pleasure in doing it for a moment? Do you get some validation
wallowing in how bad you are or how bad someone else is? Doesn't it feel just a little bit
good to remind yourself that you're a complete failure and there's nothing you can do about it?
I get it that, like, this doesn't work and it doesn't feel good, but you have to admit it's a
little bit rewarding sometimes. Now, once when I was in grad school, I'd been on a handful of
dates with this guy, uh let's call him Alexander, and then things didn't go anywhere after that. And
about six months later I'm visiting my parents on Christmas Day, and guess who knocks on the door?
Alex. Now, I had no idea he was coming, and I was pretty surprised to see him.
Uh my parents were like uh wondering if there was something going on that they didn't know about. It
was kind of weird. But we found a quiet place to catch up on life. And we talked for a bit,
and he said, "You know, I really wish we had tried to see if this relationship would work." He said,
"I really regret that we didn't keep dating." Um now just to clarify, I didn't break up with him
or anything. Like, we just were never exclusive. We just never took it any further. So I basically
replied, "There's no reason we can't try dating again. We're both single. I'm willing. Let's give
it a shot." And then he got super awkward and said something about needing to go fix his car,
and basically that was the end of it. Now, for all I know he had a dozen reasons why he didn't
want to date me. Like, that's cool, right? But if we take it at face value, what he said is
the essence of depressive rumination. It's this whole idea of thinking a lot about your regrets
and then never doing anything about them when you do have the chance. Like, I I don't blame him;
he was he was probably just still gaining those relationship skills like like we all have to do in
our life. But this concept of like, "Oh, I'm gonna think about and talk about all the things I regret
but not do anything about them" prevented him from being able to connect on a deeper level or or form
a more meaningful relationship. And I think this is the type of thinking that's disordered. Right?
So now now, I get it, right? When when you're depressed, it's super hard to get motivated. It's
super hard to get yourself to take action and to make change happen. Uh it's hard to have hope that
things would ever work out. Like, I get that. But we at least have to get honest about the futility
of thinking this way. We have to be honest that this type of thinking is self-deception.
It's distorted. Your thoughts are lying to you. They feel super real, but they're lies.
So these regrets and this distress, this feeling of "Oh, nothing is ever going to work," it's just,
it's just not true. And and what we pay attention to, we get more of. Our brain literally makes more
pathways for the things we pay attention to. So if we constantly pay attention to regrets,
we get more regrets, not less. If we constantly pay attention to what we don't have enough of,
our brain makes more pathways to pay attention to scarcity. The more you think about something,
the deeper the grooves it creates in your brain, making it easier for you to think that way in
the future. And if it's negative or unhelpful thinking, then that's a hard cycle to get out of.
So let's talk about how to stop ruminating. And and real quick, let me mention that this video
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off your first month. Back to how to stop rumination. Let's start by making these thoughts
super obvious. You can't change the things that you aren't aware of. So it could help to ask
someone to point out when you're ruminating or to use a mindfulness timer, like Insight Timer app,
to check in with your thoughts throughout the day. Where do you ruminate? What time of day do
you ruminate? What type of triggers set you off? Uh write down your common ruminations, and hang it
on the wall so that when you start down that path you can catch yourself. Now that you're noticing
that you're doing it, you can start to replace rumination with these with these five rules.
All right. Rule number one is no "why" questions. So ask "what" questions instead. So instead of
Elena asking, "Why am I so depressed?" she can ask, "Oh, what is one small change that I can make
to be healthier?" And she could choose to go for a short walk every day. Instead of saying, "Oh,
why can't I make a relationship work?" uh Ivan could say, "Oh, what's one relationship
skill I can learn?" And maybe he needs to learn to set boundaries. Right? And and so
basically shifting from "why" to "what" can help convert rumination into action. Rule number two:
no vague statements or over-generalizations. So Elena used to say, "I never make good purchases.
I am such an idiot." Right? So these broad categorizations and labels of herself. So instead,
choose one specific event, like, "Oh, I should not have bought the car from that dealer who pressured
me. Next time I will go to a different dealer and take someone with me to help me not get pressured
into a purchase." So just making it very specific about a single issue and a single solution.
Uh with Ivan, instead of saying, "Why am I such a failure at relationships?"
he could do the locus-of-control activity, which is where you explore what you're responsible for
and what you aren't responsible for. By clarifying this he can he can see that he can't force someone
to love him; it's not in his control whether someone chooses to stay. Right? He can only work
on himself. So in this way you let go of the past, and you just focus on the small, tiny actions you
can take. Rule number three: no thinking without action. Take any situation that bugs you, identify
what the value is, and then choose one action. So if you're annoyed that someone was hurtful, you
value being compassionate, act on that. If someone took advantage of you, you value good boundaries,
act on that. This is all about being the change you wish to see in the world. Okay. Number four
is no self-labels. So the new rule is you aren't allowed to label yourself as anything. You have
to phrase everything as a behavior. So instead of saying, "Oh, I'm such a failure at relationships.
No one could ever love me," right, say, "Oh, I made a mistake in that relationship"
or "I did my best in that relationship." Right? You change it to a behavior instead of a label.
Instead of saying, "Oh, I'm such an idiot," say, "Oh, I'm going to do this one thing different next
time." And this is all about changing the story that you tell yourself. Okay. Here's rule number
five: if you point out the negative, you must counterbalance it with at least two positives.
The negative may be true, but your tendency is to just completely ignore the positive. And I'm not
talking here about like a toxic positivity where you're not allowed to feel sadness.
I'm talking about increasing your capacity to feel both sides of emotions, to see both sides
of a situation. So for example um if you messed up an assignment at work, you might have the thought,
"Oh, why am I so stupid? Why can't I get anything right?" Here's where you slow yourself down. You
can't get anything right. Are you sure? Yes, you did mess up on that assignment, but do you show
up to work on time. Have you completed projects in the past? So so you could say something like, "Oh,
I messed up on that project, and I've succeeded at projects in the past. I can learn from this
experience to do better in the future." Okay. So there are five rules to stop rumination. I know
that when you're deep in the throes of depression the darkest thoughts feel the truest, but they're
most likely lying to you. So of course if you can get some support from a wise friend or a mental
health professional. I hope this has been helpful for you. Thank you for watching, and take care.