I'm curious who else you buried, David?
Didn't you lose someone when you were very young, 15 or so,
a father figure, a mentor?
What was his name?
Ocean river.
His name was Sky.
Yes, that's it.
From what little you told me, Sky had
a big influence in your life.
They got me seeing the school psychologist.
Well, play that shit.
Get outta [INAUDIBLE] exceptional.
[INAUDIBLE] love who are dead, who are watchers of the moon.
It shines tonight upon their graves.
Always school.
Always a chance to--
you know where your classmates are right now?
They're in Monaco.
They're in Tuscany drinking wine and shit.
You know what Tuscany is?
No, because you sitting here thinking I'm grooming
you to be the next one.
What I tell you about the [INAUDIBLE] Huh?
Built like this for a reason.
It seemed nice, but it's just another holding cell,
young brave.
He taught me a lot.
What did he teach you?
It was always on me.
Keep JG out of trouble.
Let me go.
Pay the rent on time.
You can't pay in cash.
People steal from their boss all the time [INAUDIBLE]..
- I did good, Dave. - Did good?
That money gone.
Make sure mamma clean.
What's this?
Just some strong Aspirin somebody
gave mamma for her pain, baby.
After Sky was shot, after you lost him,
you saw him in your mind's eye.
All the time.
Do you see him now?
No.
What do you see?
Anyone else?
No.
Come on.
She's trying to help.
So Sky appeared to you after he passed.
Yes, sometimes to and from school around the [INAUDIBLE]..
And after that?
When you went off to school, college?
Why do you think that is?
I was going places Sky never been,
doing things he never done.
I could only imagine what he would say
if he was in those situations.
Maybe, you were outgrowing him.
I guess that's possible.
It can be painful, too.
I imagine it must have felt terrible to lose
him not once but twice.
It felt like the first time all over again.
And is there an element of guilt here, too?
Yes, of course.
I'm here, and he's not.
Is it possible you might blame yourself
for losing Sky a second time?
Perhaps, you never really got to mourn the loss of Sky
because you had to be strong for everyone else like he told you.
So instead of mourning him, you had to erase him.
That kid who lost Sky once then had to outgrow him and lose Sky
twice, have you forgiven him?
Can you forgive him?
Maybe those were the only tools he had.
That's all he knew how to do.
David, I'm not trying to hurt you.
But I have to point out the hurt that I see.
Understand?
Yes, ma'am.
I think there's a world of hurt
there that had to skip morning.
And I think that maybe that's what you're in touch with right
now.