i didn't know how long i was going to be
there in that plane it's
it's like a dungeon up there you know
oh man just being locked into that cell
man i better go crazy man
man you know what i'm saying you in
there for 20 hours you can't come
outside you know what i'm saying like
no humans being locked down for 20 hours
locking it down it'll make it know
better
it makes us worse eventually man i feel
drained man
i can't wait to get the heck out of here
i won't get back out to the society i
won't get back
to the free world can't do nothing man
you know what i'm saying like like all
you can do is
you know they play cards play space play
chess
oh okay so i'm back
i'm talking about it when you're locked
up for so long
little things make you snap i got into
it with the sean
and he tried to play me yeah that was
enough to make me go off
you make me mad i'm gonna make you angry
and make one of y'all try to fight me
so i can fight back if you turn my face
red i'ma turn your face purple
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you got concerns about your safety or
anything just put your hand
behind your neck interlock your fingers
stand in front of a camera
getting to me more than i i thought it
would you get stressed out
thinking about home the other inmates
talking crazy
being in jail man can make you snap yeah
i'm not gonna catch no charges here
cause i'm kidding
that kid almost puts me to the edge i
just can't let that happen
he was very loud boisterous animated
i ain't saying i'm the hardest in jail
but i'm
a real quick and heartbeat and won't
care about it
i think deshawn needs a lot of help i'm
not coming across as like the biggest
bleeding heart you know in the world
but you can't totally blame the kid he's
18 years old he's
hasn't had a stable childhood he hasn't
had a stable environment to live in he's
had to
he's been shot if deshawn wasn't
brought up with the struggles that he's
had he wouldn't be behaving this way
his actions and his mouth are really
starting to uh
unnerve a lot of people in the in the
unit you don't do that bro
you don't do that bro i mean seriously
hopefully
i can help him or he's gonna get himself
killed
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here's what i like playing with him
i tried to talk to him to calm down just
keep your mouth shut
stop talking be quiet stop taunting
everybody
you