I don’t really remember a moment that inspired me.
It was just the fact that I wrote “Medicine” and so I followed up with “Karma.”
I just wanted to tell people how I really really really felt about like not being confident
about myself.
The worst feeling is being with somebody that don’t wanna be with you.
You might as well leave.
I know it’s gonna hurt.
It’s probably gonna hurt ‘cause y’all not together.
But what hurts worse is when the person looking you in your face and dead don’t want you.
I met this guy by the name of El Jefe in Jersey and like the way I met him was like…
I think I put on my instagram story like, “I need beats.”
Not on my story.
Maybe like...
I don’t know, on my instagram period.
He dm’d me and was like, “I emailed you some beats.”
Usually I don’t even check my dm’s but I went and looked at it and was like
"Oh these sound nice.”
The extra production that was added, like the boom boom, that came from Rob Grimaldi.
He’s from out here in New York.
I like him.
I told him...
Cause he a white guy.
But like he got soul in him.
So I asked him did he like black girls and stuff.
Being supportive in a relationship I feel like is really important because once you
invest all that time into one person, sometimes you may not notice, you could lose relationships
with other people.
Or like they just fade away a little bit.
You probably don’t go around your friends as much as you hang with this person because
like now, you have someone else to spend time with.
We done built this brand together.
We done built like so much and now we well off.
We good enough to take care of ourselves and some more.
And you wanna start like acting up now?
I took his side on a lot of things.
I lost friends and relationships with family members.
If I’ma ride for you, I’ma ride for you.
But it just sucks ‘cause after all that.
I know that relationships are about forgiveness and people mature and things like that over time.
But I also just stay because one, we got a whole child together and I feel like a lot
of people stay because of kids.
But I definitely now looking at it, it’s really unhealthy if your child in a home where
the two parents are not seeing eye to eye.
I would rather me be happy, him be happy separately and still showing our child that like we love him.
Yeah I'm a big believer in that what you reap, you will sow.
And if you sow bad, you gonna reap bad.
After looking at like
not just my looks, but I’m talking about everything that I do.
All the different hats I wear and still be a mom, I feel like a very strong woman.
And I feel like that alone makes me really beautiful.
I love myself and I know I love myself but I’m still learning myself.