- Hi guys, it's currently the end of October
but I thought I would do a little blog basically,
the boys are watching a TV show so I had a minute
and also me and my husband have decided
to try for another baby.
Can't actually believe it.
I'm so excited.
But yes, we decided we always, always, always wanted three,
sorry work.
But I've always wanted three children.
Well I actually when we got married I said to Matt
I'd like four and he said two, so we compromised with three.
Like for most people that is like the limit
because you can kind of have still your big car.
You know we've got the planning permission on our house
to build a fourth bedroom so that is another reason why
trying for a third so it's really exciting.
We did actually try this month TMI,
but at the moment, it's only been like a week
or something since then and
(baby crying)
I don't feel pregnant yet.
I keep going like, oh no, my boobs don't hurt.
Like but I was a big spotty this week
so I said, oh, I've got spots, maybe I'm pregnant.
It's so stupid but it's really early days
but I just thought I would do a blog of like my journey
through trying to get pregnant and obviously I'll put it out
once I'm pregnant so if you're watching this,
I'm pregnant.
This morning went to the loo and there was some bleeding.
So it wasn't much but and I'd love to think it was
like implantation bleeding, you know like
what they talk about, but that's mostly pink or brown,
I think this was a bit more like red.
I thought this was the month.
I'm hoping next month.
(guitar music)
So I didn't actually say it last month
I was feeling a bit down about it,
but in November obviously nothing happened.
It really tricks you every month,
like I had a bit of spotting and like,
all the symptoms of pregnancy and the symptoms
of getting your period are like the same,
so every month I'm like, oh it must be
implantation bleeding, oh my boobs hurt, oh this hurts
and then I just get my period.
So now it's December.
It's the 21st of December, it's nearly Christmas
and I was so hoping that I would be pregnant
this month cause I would of been able to tell Matt
on Christmas day but it's the 21st and I got
my stupid period today.
Yes which really gutted because I feel,
feeling a bit emotional because I want,
and also because like with the boys it happened
like straight away.
(background yelling)
Gotta go play level five Mario now.
But that is December.
I hope I have better news next month.
(guitar music)
Hey guys it's Christmas day now
and I've been feeling really, really tired
and really off and like not fancying prosecco
and like I just got the biggest spot ever there
and I'm just feeling weird now.
So I was just like, I'm just gonna see and do
a pregnancy test.
I don't even have the proper ones here at home.
I've just got like the little ones you get on Amazon,
you get loads for cheap.
And I've just done it.
It's a really faint line,
so I think I might be pregnant and it's Christmas day.
I'm feeling so emotional cause I just can't
actually believe it and I want to tell you all,
obviously update you.
Yeah I've got one last present for you.
One last present.
(air blowing)
- [Boy] What is that?
(laughing)
- Maybe don't tell Fraser.
(mumbling)
(guitar music)
I'm only five weeks pregnant so it's like really,
really early days.
But I am and it's going to be our third baby.