i just got out of a four-year relationship in february so i'm curious to know what made you not
want to be single slash not talking to someone for a while i wasn't looking to talk to people like
me and becky literally on live stream told you guys that we're not looking for anyone else like
we literally said that and i don't know i just started talking to this girl and all of a sudden
happened and uh feelings have definitely gotten very strong like very mm-hmm so that's that
where do you want to travel to first i always say bora bora
like bora bora oh i want to go there so bad
it just seems so peaceful like no worries at all
um becky wants to travel that's new she never wanted to travel she never wanted to she was
too scared to go on a plane like over the waters she never wanted to move anywhere different like
my dream is to live in seattle the plane was not the people will never do that the plane was
not the thing it's always been a bucket list of mine to jump out of a plane so it's not the plane
i went through this major period um around 2019 that's whenever i started becoming very
afraid of everything and having anxiety and uh i was afraid to leave my house and i actually
canceled a bunch of doctors appointments and just uh they got really out of control you know
so that's what that was about and plus back in the day i was like oh i don't
really want to go far because you know what if something happens and now i'm at a point
where i'm like now you're at a point you'll live in a different state i don't know maybe
i'm leaving you guys know how much this affected us listen and now she's like yeah i'll do all
of it now i've always said if it weren't for my family then i'd go somewhere but if kentucky got
rid of mitch mcconnell and legalized cannabis and uh became a little bit more liberal then
i wouldn't want to leave because this place is great i love it here it's beautiful it's home you
guys i promise you i will live in seattle in my lifetime i've always wanted to live in colorado um
when did you lose sexual attraction to each other oh [ __ ] i'll let you go first
i really don't know i can't pinpoint it so was it while we were together
i don't even i'm scared to know this i don't think like it ever left i just think my libido
has just okay she always has to blame the libido well i mean oh my god we're spilling some tea
when did yours in it what do you mean oh yeah you don't like being put in the hot seat um
i don't really know how to answer that question why not
i don't know see it's a weird question i definitely definitely like i want to
say like for sure like gone like completely like like a week after you broke up with me
yeah like completely like i like i literally can't even look at you like that anymore
people can be like oh my god that's so rude but it's just it is what it is that's not rude because
i stopped looking at you like that a long time ago you know and it's like all that clarity i got
was the thing that pushed me to do it and now that i've done that a whole lot more things are
making sense so i'm running oh things are making sense i want to hear it yeah i mean i don't know
it's just um every time i talk to my cousin and she gives me a tarot reading it's like very
accurate and it's telling me what path i need to go on and everything just makes sense and
i'm seeing all these weird signs and my intuition my intuitions working and um i know this i don't
know how many of you like go and watch the tarot readings on youtube and stuff but there's this one
esotero or whatever she's good never heard her i watched her a while back and
it resonated with me very well um i uh oh [ __ ] it did happen what she said what happened
amber moved to san francisco it's nice here oh i used to live right
next to san francisco i would never live there like i like going there but
is it hot over there right now it's in the 70s so i'm loving that we did come home to our ac
being broken but i love my apartment complex they should fix [ __ ] like this literally the minute
you call her like on the way so that's fixed amber would you ever take becky back if she changed no
change i don't know what that means but no i wouldn't take her back either
that wasn't shade no i'm just saying we wouldn't take each other back it's because now i know
this sounds bad but now i know what like that love feels like
never mind y'all are probably like what are you talking about just forget it um
losing weight will help with your period your weight is definitely a factor
and i mean that is a big that is actually the biggest reason why i broke up with amberlynn is to
have my own personal journey and to grow and to change you know
yes i understand that wifey has not seen me on a day-to-day basis but we literally face time from
the minute we open our eyes to the minute like we close our eyes and i know that sounds like super
crazy but we just go about our day on facetime it feels like we're hanging out um it is what it is
you