I am so hyped to make this video bro I am so hyped. Alexa, how many days ago was
January 9th 2018 January 9 2018 was 532 days ago
you know what that means right your boy is on wait holdup 500.. your boy is on day 532 nofap bro
this is this is big this this is a lot of days I have not
fapped in 532 days I got a couple of Secrets to share with you so if you're
gonna watch this video you just you might as well pick up on a couple of
tips that may get you to your next or fab streak whether that be 90 days
sixty-five hundred a thousand I'm gonna go on forever book if you want to join
me let's start learning voice okay so if you are on no fat right and you are
trying to go to your next week maybe you hit seven days you keep on failing I
don't know why I just can't do it first off dream bigger my friend okay you have
to dream a lot bigger than that if you're feeling low fat by seven days how
do you think you're gonna become a millionaire right you're always talking
about wanting to buy a big mansion you know you dream dream house dream wife
dream cars talking about a dream car and you can't even stop jacking off bro
first off Grover oh I'm sorry but I had to say so let me tell you guys how I
grew up for the first time when I moved into my new house I was alone for the
majority of my time there so I went to my room i sat down I closed the doors
I've left my phone off completely turned off outside my room no distractions no
TV no windows no nothing just me and the empty 4 by 4 square room right the only
thing that I could see in that room was walls it was completely dark I trapped
myself in the room for 30 minutes no stimulation no people no talking nothing
I fasted i dopamine fasted for 30 minutes straight and that shocked me it
woke me up like diving into a freezing cold pool that really really got me into
the right shape so what I learned while I was sitting there for 30 minutes was I
learned how to speak to the real me so I learned in those 30 minutes was who I
really was I found out that there was meat trapped inside of myself the Alex
that you're seeing today the manifestation of who I wanted to be
532 days ago it's that serious I had no respect for myself I had no
respect for others around me I was depressed I was tired I was moody I was
angry at everybody for no reason I had no goal in life I had no dream I
hadn't know I was basically an engine with no gas I wanted to get from point A
to point B but I just had no guys to get me there in that room the secret that I
learned was the secret within myself I found me trapped inside of myself all of
the thoughts that I had were my thoughts all the people that I wanted to impress
didn't love me and I did not love them everything that I was living for was a
one big lie my entire life was one big fabricated piece of garbage it was just
a straight-up lie in that room it was me versus myself it was me fighting my own
self and revealing who I was and yes I know gonna say whoa this guy's
exaggerating no no it's it's really really that deep if you're addicted to
fat being it really picked up addicted to your phone if you're addicted to
video games drinking smoking anything if you have an addiction you is locked up
inside of you right here in your heart you aren't who you could be there are
some things that you just can't run from one of my biggest ones was wanting to
become a youtuber ever since I was a little kid maybe 10 11 years old I
always found it so cool that I can post a mp4 file to the site of YouTube and
people watch it and they like what I do like I found that awesome and Here I am
living that manifestation of what I wanted since I was a 10 year old boy and
the way that I got here was because I found out that the person inside of me
the real true genuine person inside of me wanted nothing but to become a
successful youtuber in their life so when I heard me screaming that I wanted
success this is my passion and I was hiding and I was running from it because
all the times that I post the video I'd get no views and I'd fail I listen to
myself when you are on your phone right when you are looking at this piece of
devil when you are watching TV when you are going through snapchat when you
aren't eating a bunch of food when you aren't doing drugs it's you versus
yourself and there's no more running the only thing that you can hear is the true
in person that is locked inside of him whether you believe in God or any
religion or not I'm gonna tell you something that's extremely true right
you don't even have to believe in any religion this is a guaranteed fact the
devil is real only inside of your mind the devil can only control you inside of
your mind when you give in to these short-term pleasures when you eat too
much food when you have too much sex when you take too much drugs when you do
anything that is overriding your dopamine system when you do things that
feel good in the moment you are falling into the devil's hands and by devil I
don't mean the regular devil that you know TV has made you believe what the
devil is the devil is not a person it's not an object that's not a thing it only
exists in your brain that's the only place that devil lives I know this
sounds extremely crazy and I sound like I'm insane but I'm not just take a
listen for yourself the next time that you have an urge of no effect the next
time that you want to eat that chocolate cake the next time that you want to
sleep instead of going for a run the next time that you want to give it to
short-term pleasures listen to your head these thoughts aren't your own you don't
want to be a loser you don't want to be a kid fat being in
the bathroom every day you don't want to be eating bad food you don't want to be
not working out you want all of these things you want success you want wealth
you want respect you want health you want everything that is positive in your
life but the devil that is in your mind is creating thoughts which you think are
your own but inside of your brain the thoughts that are telling you go back to
bed eat the chocolate cake don't go for a run don't work out don't work hard
don't study don't learn sit at home in fact all day long those thoughts are not
your own that's the devil and you have to outwit
the devil so you can actually achieve what you want no fat bringing this back
full circle I get DMS every single day no exaggeration every day on Instagram
of people are telling me dude I watch all your videos every single video I've
watched I just can't do it what's the secret what do I do help me
out give me some motivation the motivation comes from you bro I'm just
trying to bring it out of you I can't tell you nothing I can only help you
reach out into your heart and grab the real person that you actually are in
manifest into the real world I can't tell you a
cheat code so when you DM me saying yo I can't do no FAP I keep on feeling I
can't do what I can't do what I can't do it your subconscious mind is picking up
on what you're saying and it's believing it whether you believe it or not your
subconscious mind believes what it hears so when you say I can't do no effect I
can't lose weight I can't get better grades I can't make more money I can't
buy a new car I can't buy a house you can't achieve what you don't believe if
your DMing me on instagram saying yo I just can't do it you're sure as hell you
can't do it because you believe you can now just imagine if you had strength if
you found your real self if you found the positive person inside of your heart
saying I can do and you actually listened to his voice
just imagine the lengths you can go on life imagine how much more money you can
make imagine how much more success you can make all the positivity you can
bring out into the world just imagine how much better you will be living in
ten years from now if you brought that person out of yourself and he actually
lived life for you after you stay to the end of this video there's one thing that
you have to learn and it's that you are caged inside of yourself you are
enslaved inside of yourself if you're watching notepad videos on YouTube or on
reddit you're a slave to yourself unlock your true potential a lot of who you can
be just imagine if you really put your mind to it you really listen to the
positive person inside of your heart saying I can imagine where you would be
in ten years if you really really really went through with it today and you
actually change things pretty good thank you for watching this video stay
dreaming stay lucid I'm out peace I forgot to mention I sell v cards on the
internet mine's all scratched up because so many girls trying to grab me get but
for her though I saw V cards out my patreon site if you guys want to see
that it's in the cards up above I sell a tangible physical version of your
virginity it's pretty cool girls love it no Kenneth