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my birthday I have a one-on-one on my
birthday
get much better than that having the
first one-on-one and getting the see
Colton again I'm so far
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are we doing
dear y'all behave
so this is our ride for the day my gosh
oh my god
thank you yeah
baby birds a [ __ ] did you guys my
birthday today is it really did you
really not it was my birthday I didn't
know where he lying no but now I know so
very excited today today is my
one-on-one with him be first thing you
notice about a girl I is the teeth and
you have very pretty eyes and have very
I mean I'm incredibly attracted to her
not only physically but she's someone
who firm the first night can really just
have fun and let loose
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yes this is the first one on one of my
journey to three and I want it to be
great I want it to be good I want it to
be great
connected there we are so pretty yeah
have you ever seen rock formations like
this before I think so is this like
Arizona ish yeah yeah with Colton I feel
so special but I am very nervous during
our day if something's not perfect than
I think I'm horrible all right we're
gonna Park them right over here we got a
hot tub sometimes I don't feel always
good enough and that's something I've
always struggled with and I'm I am like
more aware I'm very self aware of it hey
when I like start doubting myself then
it fires thirsty so I'm not gonna be
that today I want him to just be like so
comfortable with me so I know it's your
birthday
mm-hmm so we are going to make a toast
I'm gonna make lemon you got to make one
I have to make one of course you have to
make one challenge I'm telling I'm here
to challenge you okay all right
to being open to being honest being true
to who we are and to challenging each
other throughout this journey don't you
guys yeah like you took me okay your
turn
stop sawing dang it I really like you
took my words yeah we should let me go
first okay that's okay
I gotta start it what's you say okay
let's make a toast to let's make it
taste even put some words together means
yourself put a bunch of words that sound
good that are real they're real
yeah okay
okay let's thank it tastes - first it's
my birthday so - this birthday amazing
day and um yeah Cheers
roadside wedding down I think it's
easier like with you
I think this atmosphere like makes it
even more heightened but like I don't
want to like try to do something that's
not myself so I'm just a little bit more
quiet than normally would be
I remember that - like I remember I
could relate to it because I've been on
I've been in your shoes before and I've
been in your position I just want you to
be comfortable in who you are and be be
real at the end of the day I'm here
focused on finding somebody I'm gonna
spend the rest of my life with and
somebody who's willing you know to sort
of go the distance so I just once you
know that yeah oh good you want to get
in that oh yes
feel like so far this date hasn't gone
like I was expecting it to be you know
Hannah's very intriguing
and is very cute I thought that you know
it was just gonna be this really easy
natural flow she could open up just a
little bit and if we could just make any
type of progress I'll be happy with that
Holly the nice remove it
pretty lucky I'm not gonna forget this
birthday good good
so what else your family fret tell me
about like like you got it got it
English I don't know there's a there's a
lot of things that are concerning me
right now and could tell like some of
this makes you uncomfortable and that's
fine it's it's normal that's no no you
know I like I get I get where you're
coming from with some of that with it at
the same time like you have to be
present in the moment and enjoy
coming into this date I probably
wouldn't have had a question if I was
giving Han I roses at the end of the
night and now I'm questioning everything
sort of made me scared that my intuition
and my gut wasn't as good as I thought
it was and that's scary not only for
this relationship but for all the others
as well I mean I'm not here to waste
time if Hannah can't open up I'm not
gonna be giving her a rose again
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