My lips are odd. Completely odd.
This side is, like, way smaller than this side.
You won't tell, cos I've lip liner on.
They're odd to me, anyway. I know I have to look at them all the time.
When I was about 12, I noticed it, and then I reckon I was
probably 15 when I knew I wanted actual fillers.
I'm hoping that once it's done I'll be able to look at my lips at
the very least and know that they're equal.
I do love Kylie Jenner. It is quite bad.
I think Kylie Jenner's lips are just perfect.
I like the shape of them. They're really full.
It's just... I don't know. It's everything.
I did a bit of investigating,
but I didn't get very far at first cos it was absolutely terrifying.
That's really bad. I know.
I don't like any of that. That's disgusting.
You know, and it's all bumped up or they've...
Summat's gone wrong at the sides of their nose.
You hear horror stories.
You know, this is what happens if you keep going,
but I'm not planning on having it done every five seconds.
My mum tried to stop me for a few years,
but she can't now that I'm 19.
Always had, like, a real problem with my confidence.
You'll never, ever see me without red lipstick on.
Cos that makes them look bigger, to me.
She's my friend up the stables who I met through horse riding.
I see her pretty much every day, when we go up and do our horses.
She's like my little sister. She's like my little baby.
She's always said she was too scared,
but as soon as she saw mine, she wanted them done.
So I can only say that they must have had some effect on her.
I'd definitely like my nose done and
possibly boob job in the near future,
but I'm not 100% on that one, but definitely nose job.
I'd definitely like one.
She's literally the role model
for a perfect face. In my opinion, anyway.
Do you not think that if people say that to you, it's the same?
Nobody says that to me, though, do they?
I'm going to trust Sam with this one.
She seems to know what she's talking about. I've not even...
I've not looked into it at all...
..to be honest. Do you not think that's a bit risky?
It is a little bit, but...
I'm trusting Sam.
Sam's got nice lips and that's where she has hers done.
I didn't really know anything. I didn't think it'd be regulated.
I just thought it'd be a case of going in, having it done,
and then that's it.
Do you have a partner, boyfriend? No.
No.
Prefer to be on my own.
It's easier.
I'm not strictly against going, you know,
the Kylie Jenner kind of thing. It just depends how I feel afterwards.
I might want to look like that.
If I had more choice, I'd change practically everything.
I'm really nervous now.
Hit me as soon as I sat down.
I've been watching videos where it goes in and then it, like,
expands in your lips,
but I don't particularly know what it is and what happens.
Nice deep breath in and out.
So here's the first one. I'm just going to hold onto your lip.
You're going to feel a little scratch now and now you're
going to feel just a little bit of stretching.
How was that? That's horrible.
Did it make your eye water a little bit?
Yeah.
That's one done. That's as bad as it gets, OK?
You're going to feel a little scratch again.
Again, a little scratch. A little scratch.
Another little scratch. A little scratch.
Oh, my God!
That's insane!
Oh!
I love it.
I want to cry. I genuinely want to cry. That's really emotional.
Oh, thank you.
It suits her. It's more natural.
It's definitely boosted her confidence,
so I think she's made the right choice.
My face looks more in proportion now.
I look more like a person.
Everybody can do what they like, can't they, really?
You don't have to need something. You can just want something.
I want my teeth sorted, and then I'd like summat done to my nose,
and then I want a boob job as well.
I won't smile, cos I still don't like my teeth,
but we're working on that. I suppose that's a start.