- I feel like I'm ready to start my own punk band,
the Commando Queens.
So, I saw Sara's video where she wore something
from her closet that she hated,
and it made me realize I have a bunch of things
in my closet that I hate.
I'm not hesitant to give away clothes.
Clearly, with these clothes though,
I'm just very indecisive about them.
I bought it for a reason.
Clearly I felt confident.
I just will have this mental back and forth
with myself, where I'm like yes, you can wear it,
and then I'll put it on and be like,
no, you can't wear that.
And I'll just go back and forth like that.
Let's go to my closet and see all these clothes
that I don't like.
This dress, never worn it.
This green dress I've worn one time.
This I've only worn once, for sure.
Here's something I don't wear.
I've put this blazer on so many times,
and been like nah.
Alright, I've been through my whole closet,
and I was able to pick five outfits
that I don't like.
But I'm hoping that wearing them out
and like giving them a good run,
maybe it'll help turn that hate into less dislike.
This dress, it's mega yellow,
and it still has a tag on it.
So this dress is a dress I've had
in my closet actually for about like two years probably.
In theory I should love this dress.
It has a lot of the elements that I like,
but for some reason, I don't know,
I just can't bring myself to love this.
- When you were walking by
I was like oh Nina.
I don't normally see you in a color.
So this is really refreshing.
- It's outside of what you normally do.
You usually are like in a lot of black,
and this is like, it's summery, it's good.
- I live for it.
It's very cute, I love the little like
peek of shoulders, like just a little like
oh who, me?
- I'm doing a thing where I wear
a bunch of clothes that I hate for a week.
- You hate this?
- Why do you hate this piece?
That's so strange.
- I took the tag off this morning, like,
it's one of those things.
Don't you have those things in your closet
that you just like you have, but you can't throw away,
but also you never wear them?
I didn't hate it so much
where I was like no I'm gonna return it immediately.
I was like I'm gonna make this work.
- One day.
- Yeah, some day.
- And today is the day because like
- I forced myself to.
- But it's working, that's the thing,
is like you made it work today.
And that's all that matters, you look great.
- The night is over and I had a great time
in this little number.
I think it really helped that I was able to wear it
out with friends, and dance around in it,
and just kind of let loose
and not really worry about how it looked.
And I feel the way I wanted to feel
when I ordered it.
Sometimes you just have to really push yourself
through the discomfort to make it stick.
So here is today's outfit.
It is comprised of two things that I struggle with.
Colored body con dresses and blazers.
I'm like, don't look.
I'm wearing outfits from my closet that I hate for a week.
- Yeah, I've literally never seen you wear either of these.
- It's nice.
- I like this, I like this print a lot.
- The blazer seems kinda you, which is weird.
- I feel like I look too like square, in a blazer.
- Going to a business meeting.
- I wanna be cool.
- I think either way, it looks like a good piece together.
- You think so?
- Yes.
- I threw on this little fake nose ring
to like punk it up.
If I want to wear color and print
that I don't normally do,
then I want it to be like extra fun or something,
or a real statement.
This is like a very boring statement that I'm making.
Now it's kinda time for me to leave.
I'm gonna go to the airport,
and see how I fair.
So I survived a whole day of work
and traveling in this outfit.
It's interesting because while this outfit felt boring,
a little bit at work today,
it definitely felt more chic at the airport.
This is definitely way more interesting
than what I would normally wear to the airport.
That being said, I don't live my life at the airport.
And while I don't think I completely failed,
It just really wasn't my favorite.
Here is today's dress.
I don't know why I buy non-black body con things,
cause like as soon as I put them on,
I feel like self-conscious and weird.
I really wanted this to work when I bought it,
and I just like, can't make it work.
O-ma, what do you think of my outfit today?
- You look gorgeous.
- You like this one?
- I love it.
It suits you.
Gimme a black dress, and we're gonna switch.
- You're gonna throw away one of my black dresses
to keep this?
We're at the mall and I ended up getting frozen yogurt.
I had a real like debate with it, within my mind,
because this dress is so tight.
A dress shouldn't change my mindset about like
what I want to eat.
I feel like that's dangerous, and unhealthy.
And also these f***ing straps keep rising up.
I think that despite the fact that this dress
got compliments from my friend and my mom,
the mental state that it put me in
was like a really negative one.
I found myself trying to make choices,
whether it was how I was holding myself
or what I was eating,
as if one meal, one dessert is really gonna effect
what I look like in the dress right now.
Like that's not gonna change.
Bye bye dress, you were cute, sort of, maybe.
So I've had this dress for about a year probably,
but I've only worn it once.
I wore it to a PR event that I was also shooting,
so I had to be like moving equipment around,
moving lights around, and shooting.
I'm actually excited to wear it out tonight
with friends, where I can just hang.
Cause then I think I'll be able to
enjoy the dress for what it really is,
which is like a little art piece.
I can just stand around and look cute in it.
I wanna know what you think of my dress tonight.
- I like it a lot.
I told you I just bought a bikini like that.
- I like it.
- Actually I love this.
I love this color on you.
I love like it's kinda I don't know,
it's flowy and mermaidy.
- I really like the pattern,
and like earlier I said I like the silhouette of it.
- It's still dark but it's a good color for you.
- Right.
- You should wear it more often.
- It's cute but not obnoxious.
- Aww, that's what I aspire to be.
So, I had a night out in this green dress.
A couple of my friends were like the ruffles are too much.
I don't often wear super, extra things like this,
so like, let me have my ruffles
and be a little extra.
It was fun to go out and create some new fun memories,
some new fun experiences in this dress.
Even if I'm feeling some insecurities
or some weirdness about it, I'm like okay,
but I had so much fun in it.
Oh my god, these f***ing pants.
I don't hate these pants, per se.
I just have a hard time loving them.
In an ideal world, where I am my ideal self,
I can pull off these pants.
But I don't feel like I'm my ideal self
right now, necessarily.
And so I'm like really nervous to wear them.
Because I'm like can I really pull them off,
I don't know.
Jasmine, I wanna know what you think of my pants.
- I think they're really cute.
I have them in orange.
- Can you show the waistline?
- The waist part goes all the way up,
so you're gonna see.
- I think they look really good,
like they're a look.
- I think you look like you are a bad ass bitch.
- How do you wear them regarding underwear?
- I don't wear underwear.
- I don't know what kind of underwear
do you wear with this.
Like I'm just wearing
- You don't wear underwear.
- You can't.
- If you don't go all the way with these,
then what's the point.
They look worse if you don't go all the way with them.
- This is so aggressive.
I came into the bathroom
because everyone has been saying
that I should wear these pants without underwear
so I guess I'm gonna do it,
I'm gonna take off my underwear.
They're off.
I've been wearing the pants commando
for a couple hours now.
They're a lot more comfortable
than I thought they were gonna be.
Yeah, I kinda think I'm owning it.
Am I rock chic now?
I guess.
- Those pants are extreme, I mean they look good,
but they are extreme.
- I thought they were great pants.
I was like why have I not seen these pants before?
- Because I'm too scared.
- It looks cool.
Like you look like a cool rock lady.
- After wearing these for a full day,
I really don't know what I was so nervous about,
cause like these are fun.
I started the day kind of trying to cover myself
and hide them.
I can't shy away from who I'm trying to be
in these pants.
So I'm finally done wearing things that I hate.
I've made my final decisions.
Yellow dress, keep it.
Green body con dress, donate.
Black and white faux blazer, keep it.
Denim body con dress, donate.
Green off the shoulder dress, keep it.
Black lace up pants, keep it.
Picking these clothes out for one last hurrah
really showed me how I felt about them
on the inside.
I'm glad that they're not just collecting dust
in my closet anymore.
I'm actually gonna wear these things out,
or I'm gonna give someone else a chance to wear them.