About five or six years ago. I
Woke up one day and I couldn't get out of bed
my I couldn't lift my head and
So I had to get my housemate to call a friend and they both lifted me and put me on the floor and
I just I just couldn't move and I was in excruciating pain in my neck
and
I couldn't get to go and see anybody I had to wait a few days and in the end it turned out to be about
Three months that I was on the floor. I had to have food brought to me You know, that kind of stuff
and
eventually, I went and saw somebody about it and they did scans and
They found out that
What I had is caught was called a spinal canal stenosis
And so that's where a part of your spinal cord. And for me it was in the neck is narrowing like this and
it's pressing up against your central spinal cord and
At the time the physician told me that
At best you manage it and you know with therapies and things like that and painkillers
you know you can get and I started to get as well like
Referred pain down your arms and down your legs and all that kind of stuff and at worse it
It ends up in paralysis or death
Which was you know?
Not what you wanted to hear not I wanted to hear and at the time I was full-time dancer
so
You know, there is no way that I could go back to dancing. I had to start everything all over again
it was extremely depressing and
So not only did I end up spending all that time on the floor and I couldn't do what I'm used to doing
I couldn't exercise and I've always been really physical. And so I ended up really depressed
away, it was just
It was awful
and you know that
it got a little bit better with some therapies here and there and that I could move and I could get up and I could
Have a life but I would often be in pain and actually most days throughout the day
I would have to go and lay down for a bit just to take the pressure off my neck because the pain would get too
much I
Went to my first week long I think was October in the Sunshine Coast and
I
Kind of found. Dr. Joe's work. Not that long before. I'd read his book. I didn't want to read his books
I thought he was gonna be really weird
but I finally read it and then I thought why have I been waiting and
got and I went straight away as quick as I could to a week long and I
had a coherence healing then and the coherence healing was
Amazing. It was so beautiful
You know, I had experience of my body filling up with light and you know
He talks about some people their head and their toes. That was me. Like I was up in the air and this
God-awful sound came out of me like a freaking donkey like it was the way and I could hear it and then I realized it
Wasn't me it was awful weird, and I'd often judged other people for doing
doing that, and I stopped doing that that day anyway
and
The really amazing thing is that when I came out of the coherence healing I wasn't even thinking about my neck. I just felt
so much love and so beautiful and so much like a child that I
remembered
You know
I had always been a really free spirit and I was always really exuberant just full of life and really innocent and happy and and
In the last little bit, you know like the last six years or something
I just became that just and went away anyway, and that just it was just back
I just felt like you know, I was a new person and it felt amazing. So it wasn't even thinking about my my neck and
Eventually, I went back home and I didn't think about it or anything in it
then I went back and did another week long and then after that when I came home, I
Started to get pain again. And so I started to think about my neck and what was going on and and
So I
was meditating every day already but I
Decided to focus on my neck. I thought well, I
Thought it was healed, or maybe it's not and then that kind of those thoughts came in
but so I started to focus my meditations on being healed and
I the one that I that I mainly I mean I did lots of different ones
but the one that I did every day where every single day was tuning into new potentials and I would just
experience myself as a completely healthy person and
Then my greatest inspiration was my son because he's only three and I wanted him to have a really healthy
Mum, so I would see myself
With him and actually just right. Um
When I knew that it was it had it was okay I had this meditation and
For the first time and I wasn't trying to see this. I just saw myself and felt myself with my son
When I was older
I've been you know, I there was a part of me that thought I wasn't gonna get to see that
That after that meditation. I just I knew that it was
better I
Went got a scan
and and it was better
It was gone
There's no no evidence of it being there and it's funny because I didn't think of it as much of a big deal
I just didn't I guess because it was done or something. I don't know and
When I told a few people about it, they said that that's a you know, that's a deal so I should share that
with people
Yeah, and my life has just changed since then I mean
I've been exercising again and dancing again
And so I'm happy again, and I'm myself again
And and I feel like I'm I've come back to that free person again as well. So it's yeah, I
mean amazing