hey what's going on my friends and welcome to my youtube channel my name is victor and today i'm
going to do my best to share this important information with you as quickly as possible
of how to truly discover and start living your life purpose this video is going to be not very
philosophical but straight to the point like these are the boxes you need to check off and these
boxes i speak of they come from not only my own personal experience which is very well documented
on youtube but in coaching thousands thousands of people over the last decade
i've worked with so many people years ago that were just in this like limbo state not knowing
why they're here or what they're destined for and then i would maybe meet them a year or two later
at a retreat or see them online or something and they're living their purpose and i've just seen
really a lot of examples and i just can't help but have these observations and notice the trends
the themes of oh these are the things people did to get here and this video is going to be about
those things for you number one i'm going to come out of the gates with something that a lot of you
probably don't want to hear but it's true you have to clean up your messes first and it can be
confusing because once you start going through a spiritual awakening you do start to develop
kind of an awareness about your life purpose even though it's not really quite time there's a lot
of things you like realistically will have to do to start living it even though you can kind of
feel it you can kind of feel that resonance with a particular idea or something and for me it was
like i had that i had that knowingness i'm going to be helping people transform themselves possibly
spiritually that was like you know 10 years ago i had that kind of knowing but
there's a lot i had to do we were my wife and my family and i were living in the wrong house
in the wrong neighborhood in the wrong state i was in the wrong job i had a lot of i still
had unresolved i would say karma to deal with i had a lot of important lessons i had to learn
about myself through interacting with my parents and my family and my community
and it just wasn't time but i had to do all those things because those things those messes they
they helped me really discover who i was and sometimes it can really feel like quite a mess
i'll give an example a lot of you have heard me talk about pursuing this youtube channel that
was a big part of my purpose at some point and i had this medical marijuana grow operation that was
my job at the time i was in my basement my whole basement was literally a grow room that i built i
had different rooms and it was like a like a whole laboratory for for a weed grower basically and
there came a point where i knew i had to like stop doing that and i did i shut the lights off and i
killed the plants and that freed up some mental bandwidth to pursue my calling but what i did
never really explained to you is i just sort of neglected that grow room for a while and what
happened is all like the plants started to decay and there were spiders and webs and you know i had
all these big reservoirs of nutrients that in the water and they it would smell and and it was like
i can't really do much with this youtube i know i got to clean up this mess and it was a literal
mess it took me like a week or two of hours a day going down there and taking down the walls
taking the nails out loading up the wood cleaning everything organizing everything getting things
ready to be sold it was a laborious thing that i didn't want to have to do i wanted it just to be
gone for my reality but i had to clean up my mess first and here's kind of the cool thing actually
that i came to find about cleaning up your meth which sounds just like a boring unpleasant job
is in cleaning up my mess i found that because it was connected to me moving forward with my life
purpose it was a necessary step it turned out to be kind of a good time even something is mundane
of cleaning up a basement i would go down there and i'd listen to audio books or play
some rock and roll music and i would as i'm breaking down these two by fours that were like
you know creating these walls i had built i was in the flow man even though what i was doing on paper
sucked i felt [ __ ] amazing so don't shy away from cleaning up the messes my friend it's part of
it and you might find as it did for me it's like a huge source of inspiration and clarity for that
next thing number two is you do have to do enough inner work i wanted to be on youtube well before
i could have and actually had something clear to share i had too many of my own distortions i had
too many of my own unresolved issues that even with my best attempt they were just too much for
what i am and what i had to share to realistically come through in an effective way to really help
other people i couldn't avoid my relationship conflicts i couldn't avoid all the different
types of leaps into the unknown and letting gos and lessons and hard lessons i had to do that
i had to take my inner work seriously i couldn't just obsess about finding my purpose i had to like
do breath work implant medicine and and different uh healing things that
worked for me i had to take my inner work very seriously and go through a several year period
of cleansing and catharsis and healing that still continues by the way to this day if anything more
with more earnestness than before but i had to do enough of it so that
what i had to share could actually come through clearly so if you're like really feeling like
down about yourself like man i know i have this purpose and you know vic's always sharing about
going for it and i want to go for it it just it doesn't like the right time i can't that's okay
maybe you're in these earlier stages where you have some message to clean up that's
okay there's always a mess because as we're going through life we're always letting go of something
or maybe we still have some lessons to learn and there's a reason why you're
in your life don't worry the purpose is going to come and once you once you find it and start
living it you're going to be flying high and it's awesome but you can't shortcut this hero's journey
that i wish i could have i tried to and it never worked it always brought me back to the moment
where life was saying you need to look at this first you're not looking at this look at this and
don't worry you can rest assured it's connected to that number three you have to fail a whole
bunch of times oh my goodness victor this purpose journey is seeming less appealing as you go on
i have never met a single person maybe you have i'd be curious that all of a sudden had some
light bulb burning bush moment and then all of a sudden all of their soul's talents were just there
and they had this sort of flawless joyful execution of it that to me seems like it's
not it's not what i've observed on earth and it certainly wasn't the way i rolled with it and
it was kind of cool yet just yesterday i saw my my six-year-old going through this yesterday my
we're in this airbnb in sedona my six-year-old sebastian found some dominoes and some jenga
pieces those little things out of what made out of wood and he was combining them making these
structures these like structures he spent like six eight hours building these things it was so cool
anyway he got to this point where he was building it in a certain way and even though it took a lot
of time he was very meticulous with it the the roof just kept collapsing because he wasn't
putting the right like enough support in the middle and you could see he would try over and
over and over again and the more his structures fell the more pissed off he got and at one point
my wife was trying to assist him and give him you know steer him in the right direction and
he was like he was just like freaking agitated and that kind of that sting the agitation of failure
it in my experience it can't be avoided because you just have to learn because we just
aren't given all the answers we're given the inspiration the knowingness that oh this is
our thing but it's up to us as human beings to just keep practicing and keep trying keep failing
and keep learning until we finally get it and sebastian got it few hours in and now he's
got these cool these cool things he makes and he's so proud of himself and to me that was inspiring
and a good example of how this journey can tend to go and it was kind of cool they got to see me
doing the same thing yesterday even after you know over a thousand videos and being you know
fairly comfortable in this setting they watched me yesterday attempt a video multiple times and
and i was like you know what guys it's just not coming through and they're like yeah i could tell
they could tell it wasn't my best video but but my other son lucas says something along the lines of
it's pretty interesting dad because people don't see all these mistakes they just see
your good videos and that's the truth and you wouldn't see these better videos
if i didn't have all those mistakes if i didn't have that amount of practice in
and what i've learned is that over the years i've become a lot more patient with myself and
just understand the value and the necessity of these quote-unquote failures that so many let's
stop them from doing what they want to do in life and this last one is more important for
when you finally get going on your purpose it's not to get lost in it when you start to
witness yourself channeling expressing from a deeper place within yourself it's very tempting
in my experience for the ego to want to take credit and then it then your purpose
becomes enmeshed in like the ego structure and therefore it becomes tainted and in a sense
doomed to run into some type of humbling learning lesson from the universe that i've experienced
many times so what i've learned is that to really live that life of purpose
it requires increased levels of humility and trust and letting go and not being attached to
the results and i'll give an example of something i'm working through currently i shared about it in
a video i shot before this one an energy update i was discussing how i feel called to write a book
and many of you have heard me talk about it and this is actually a good case and point for
everything i said in this i tried writing the book couple years ago and i couldn't i couldn't because
it was so hard so stressful so triggering to my identity into my ego that i would
i would say enter i had interspersed periods of just complete blockages where i just
i just even if i tried it i would try and what i wrote was so distorted by my own issues it it
was just unusable and that wasn't me being hard on myself that was the facts and then
i would have times where i just channeled this awesome thing but then my ego got so
attached to it that it needed it always to be that good and it just then my ego's inflation
became another type of barrier and it just got to this point where neither were helpful and it just
wasn't time i had some of my own lessons to learn still apparently about a year or two of healing
i had to adjust my life i wasn't really didn't have the time or space in my life to do this thing
but now i do and i'm going to go back at it again and maybe this video for some of you folks is to
help you like take the pressure off yourself if you relate to the earlier points and for some of
you maybe you relate to what i just said and you know hey it's time to to go for it again and to
give it another try just because you failed one time doesn't mean you're going to fail again and
of course maybe that failure gave you something you needed to help you finally do it right this
time and things finally click into place so as you can see my friends is a very difficult topic
to talk about but these few things i found to be in everybody's story that i've witnessed this um
i would say successful execution of the life purpose in people had to dislodge themselves
from the situations in their life weighing them down there's no getting around that people had to
grow and mature emotionally and spiritually people had to fail every purpose case i've witnessed
people are failing left and right attracting what seemed to be these cruel learning lessons
from the universe and the people still rocking and rolling are the ones that have stayed humble
and not got too inflated by witnessing themselves sharing their magic with the world so anyways my
friends that's just my observation and i wanted to share with you because i really believe this year
is a very big year where a lot of folks are going to be starting on this path and hopefully this
can help you in some way with that said i'm going to bounce got to go have an amazing day much love