this video I'm gonna show you three huge spiritual awakening mistakes that I made
that I wish I had it I wish I would have knew some of these things earlier
because it would have made the process so much easier I'm gonna share those
with you right now welcome back to another video my name's Erin and I help
people to expand their consciousness now in this video I'm gonna be sharing with
you those three spiritual awakening mistakes that I went through and things
that I did I kind of made some impulse decisions back in the day this is like
2012 we're talking I went through a huge shift in consciousness
I went from needing and and not being able to focus to being able to meditate
I changed the way that I thought about myself I realized that I wasn't a I
wasn't a separate ego having a separate ego experience I realized that I was a
spiritual being having a temporary human experience and when I had this
realization I was so excited about it and I was excited to share it with
everybody and I thought it was like the coolest thing ever
however what I learned is that not everybody was going to be as excited
about hearing about it as I was and when I look back at it now it almost seems
funny some of the decisions I made some of the choices I made back in 2012 it's
funny for me to see the things I did because now I know I mean of course now
I know what I know but I would have never done a lot of those so the first
one has to do with with feeling different and developing an identity
around around that spiritual awakening now what I mean by this is here is kind
of what happened I went through that I spiritual awakening I started meditating
my whole entire life changed I started feeling differently got rid of
taking adderall for ADHD I stopped then no longer to smoke weed anymore I just
felt really good a majority of the time it was like way beyond anything I ever
thought I ever could imagine but now it's just like my natural state not that
I'm saying I'm enlightened or anything I'm not saying that but I am saying that
I have raised my vibrational set point I do feel like it would
be blissful compared to the old version of me of course they're still waves
they're still there's still peaks and lows that's for sure
however it's much higher than it used to be now when I went through this I was so
excited about it that I went to my my dad different parts of different family
members I went to friends I was telling everyone about this and I also at the
time this is back in 2012 I thought there was a connection between the day
2012 and like an ascension of humanity now when I say this I still in a way do
believe that I do believe that we are raising our frequency and that that is
what some people call ascension and I believe that in 2012 is a pivotal time
for us going through that energy upgrade in a way and I was interpreting things
at the time that were meant more figuratively or metaphoric like in
metaphors I was interpreting that more literal like one day maybe we are here
and then the next day maybe we ascend into a higher level of consciousness we
don't have to be in the old 3d reality anymore so because of that I shared that
with a lot of people when I shared that with a lot of people it made me look
much less credible it also was something that I realized I became so attached to
a certain perspective of how I thought things were gonna go that I ended up in
a way really developing this resistance around people that didn't believe in the
spiritual awakening process and it caused a lot of distance between me and
other people and at first I was trying to sell everyone on spiritual awakening
I was writing I was like you don't understand your spiritual being you've
forgotten this all of this stuff because I had such great experience from it that
I thought to myself well everyone else would have such a great experience with
the two like I don't want their family members that may feel negative emotion
well if you do this if you feel so much better and you're able to process it and
all of this really cool stuff however what I ended up learning was that the
more I tried to sell it to people the more I was like dependent on what they
thought the more resistance they could feel and then the more they would repel
and they would not to learn more about the spiritual
awakening stuff so as almost that my insistence was causing a level of
resistance insistence Eagles resistance so what I learned to do is to no longer
try to sell it to anybody so for after that two thousand twelve
what I did is four years I just focused on I was working a job that I wasn't
that passionate about but I knew have been she wanted me on YouTube but what I
did was I I just decided I was gonna stay in my lane I'm gonna focus on what
I'm doing if I focus you know what I do eventually that'll lead to something and
it's funny now because I could care less what people think but now of course I
have all the validation from so many different people offs because of the
YouTube channel and everything but even family members and friends that used to
think what I talked about was weird there's a lot of people coming around
it's pretty cool and I don't have to sell it at all so the first mistake I
made is I tried to get everyone on board and when you try to get everyone on
board especially with the way that you do it if you if you just come out the
gate and you're like listen you you know we're all starseeds multi-dimensional
beings like all of this stuff they may just completely shut down but if you
start kind of small you start kind of small you like to put little seeds here
in there like you show certain correlations between different
philosophies and and how your thoughts create your reality or at least your
thoughts influence reality with you you know planting little seeds like that it
begins to open people up more and more so that first mistake I made is I tried
to sell it to everybody and because of that I felt resistance when people
didn't agree with it and another thing that happened too was it's almost like I
started develop a spiritual ego because I became kind of pretty lonely for a
while there was a time when I wasn't hanging out with that many friends I
wasn't really doing much because I felt like people didn't get me and I
developed a spiritual ego where I was like well these people they just don't
get it they're just still asleep they don't want to know the truth and that
belief that there were people that were like that was causing me to not feel
connected to other people because then I had a belief that people weren't awake
but instead what I did is I learn do as I learned to not judge so just let
people be everyone's at their own level of conscious is not higher not lower
just there's just different there's just levels to this okay but
they're not up and down levels just like I don't know like side to side levels
that were we don't feel better than anyone else so that was the first one
how the second one say oh it's got funny okay when I got to the spiritual
awakening stuff I went all in okay I'm talking you I went for someone that
would never meditate I smoked a lot I would drink a lot all of a sudden I'm
meditating and I wasn't just meditating like I was
doing mantras and stuff like I was in I would be in my room
and I lived with my my mom her husband at the time and then my brother and my
sister on my mom's side and we all lived in this like house that was kind of in
the middle of nowhere here in Vegas there's like this place about Sloan
Nevada we lived right over there it's like a couple miles south of Las Vegas
it was a really cool house if I went back there it would be real cool to
bring back the memories however what happened was is I'd be like in the
backyard I'm doing mantras I'd be you know I was I was just I went so far deep
I went from like eating crappy crappy food to going like straight raw vegan
like right away I I just did some pretty extreme and I look back at it now and I
just went hardcore I was like this is what I believe and so when I had friends
with them it didn't understand what I was like didn't understand why there was
such a huge change in me it makes sense to why they thought that I went from I
went from zero to 100 real quick okay now what happened though is I became
unbalanced I became I became almost to metaphysical like I was like I don't
what to work in 3d reality have a 3d job and listen to people I don't like to
listen to I became almost kind of like a like a 3d snob or like a 5d snob I don't
even know what you call it but I was like no I'm not gonna I'm not gonna go
into a job I quit my job on a whim it's like this doesn't resonate anymore
at Nordstrom's and women shoes and I just went in one day and I wasn't really
happy with the management there because there was a lot of politics going on so
I just went in one day and I was like you know what I'm not coming in tomorrow
and I was there for five years so some of the things I did is I just kind of
had some pretty dramatic changes because I wasn't happy with the 3d world and I
went from where I was to just complete different different state to where I was
I was almost to area I remember one of the reasons I left Nordstrom's is
because there were these like global meditations I every Sunday at 11:11 and
if I had to work on his Sunday I would go on a break like I was helping a
customer shoes I'd be like I'd have to find an excuse to go on a break I'd take
finish up with them real quick go on a break so that I could go across the
street at of all places a Trump Hotel okay where I worked here in Vegas that
was right across training there's a grass there's like little grass so I
wanted to go like ground myself and grass and meditate and there were like
hard driving by it was like I was I was hard poor I was like we're gonna send a
collective consciousness this is what we're all doing
it doesn't matter 3d jobs are of no importance
I'm gonna go meditate at the Trump Hotel inside of the in the grass and allow my
vibration to rage that it can help the collective consciousness so the moral of
this story is that is still about being grounded in 3d physical reality I
remember that I didn't want to get it like after I quit my job and I was like
okay I'm done with this whole 3d reality there's like I'm just gonna be in the 5d
ascension mode right there was this lady that I talked to on the phone about
kinesiology she was like a I don't know some type of kinesiology thing shaking
like ask questions and get yes or no answers from Microsoft conscious mind
which is very similar to the power of your source stuff that I talk about but
it was like a certain branch of it that I wasn't that familiar with with but she
was like this really old like 70 something year old lady she was really
really sweet and I was on the phone talking to her asking her questions and
she was like dead-on for a lot of things like there was this one thing which is
like what happened when you were like 20 years old and there was like
and then she would like go through these different yes or no questions and she'd
narrow down why it was there there was like this heart wall that I had around
my heart like it was very interesting but she was so dead on for everything so
then I asked her to ask one question not really supposed to ask questions like
this but I was just curious like does spirits wants me to go get a three-d job
or whatever like that was my question and she goes yeah I'm getting yes I was
like no can you do it again she does it again she's like yes I was like maybe
there's something maybe maybe all that other stuff was right but maybe that one
thing was wrong that was kind of my thought process on it however eventually
what I did do is I realize is okay I got to go back into the 3d world and get a
3d job for now this is like in 2013 and I was after six months of just deep
integration I was like okay I got to go back into the 3d world so what I did is
I applied at the first place that I found that I was like okay it's like I
worked in woman she was at Nordstrom so I go to a higher in place I went to
Barneys New York which is like a higher end more boutique II retail place like
$1,200 pair of shoes you know what I mean and I went in there and I applied
and like literally got an interview the next day and Hathi got the job that day
so I was like it just seemed meant to be you know what I mean but but what I
realized was that this isn't about having such a 3d such a 5d experience
that you're not meant to be having a 3-tier you're meant to be having a
mixture of 3d and five the experience but what I had to do is I had to go back
to a job I didn't really care about so that I could eventually get to the point
where like I'm like okay I want to leave here I developed the skills and I
developed the ability to then go full-time doing what I love and maybe
that created the pressure for me to make videos I'm not sure but I see that
happen a lot of people that are going through spiritual awakening they're like
screw a job this 3d world and stuff no it's about it's about integrating this
world and being here by being 5d isn't about being some mystical unicorn that
doesn't have to exist or eats or Burt you know or anything like that so it's
still about enjoying what I do is I enjoy I
joy life I enjoy I go out and I like to eat it a nice place every now and then
and enjoy the senses not get identified with them but enjoy it you know many of
us we have connections to higher vibrational places beyond just his body
and we may not have food the same way we do here doesn't mean we get identified
with the food doesn't mean we may not fast or may not do things but it just
means that we can enjoy this experience and I felt like sometimes with spiritual
awakening is there such a seriousness that comes that the seriousness itself
causes a level of resistance now the third thing I want to mention is
something called the events some people going through a spiritual awakening will
talk about this event there's qhht quantum healing hypnosis
technique and through people that tap of their higher mind there's a lot of
information that comes out about this event that's going to happen this cosmic
event there's be this flash of light and all these different things which sounds
pretty cool and they have been talking about this event and I used to be
someone I was like really keeping up with it since 2012 they've been talking
about it it's gonna happen any moment now I'm not saying it's not but what I
am saying is that the key is not to wait the key is not waiting so many people
are putting abundance on hope so many people are waiting for something magical
to happen for disclosure to happen for all of these things to happen not
knowing that you are disclosure not knowing that you are the one that's
going to to help in this process there's the way the mechanics of this reality
are changing is that now the more goods you put out into the world the more
comes back to you and most of us like workers starseeds whatever label we want
to give it we have the intention of helping people wake up and because we
have that intention the energy is working in our favor but it's not about
waiting for some specific time you know some people are waiting for some like
funds to be released from other the people that have hoarded the money and
it shouldn't be with them what I've learned is you don't want to be in the
waiting game you want to just be you want to do what your passion is about
you don't want to keep waiting I see so many people in Waiting mode and thank
you is what is more powerful waiting or tap
it into your own power you see so the mistakes I've made on my spiritual
awakening process is one I developed a spiritual ego and I thought people
didn't get me and then I created more and more of that reality to giving
everything up and just going so deep down to Unicorn is so deep so fast
spiritual not instead of integrating that of the 3d reality and being here
and there at the same time and then like I was mentioned three not waiting
anymore simply choosing that you are going to be the change that you wish to
see you are going to be abundant Nomi that the mechanics of this reality have
changed to a point to where they can highly benefit you so those are the
three things that I wish I knew earlier that would have made my life so much
easier let me know if you resonate with any of
these or if you have any others that you wish you knew earlier let's go ahead and
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