i had been depressed for 20 years probably and that's probably a shock to people that know me
just i hit it really well but i always wanted to be one of those people that woke up happy and like
why can't i be one of those it just kept getting worse and worse and at the same time i was also
facing two disc protrusions in my l4 l5 and l5 s1 so i had been going to the doctor a lot
they sent me to physical therapy i was doing all the things mattered matter mattered matter doing
all the things nothing worked i i just kept thinking like what's gonna save me you know
and so you hear that saying like when the student is ready the teacher will come where's the teacher
where's the teacher finally dr joe falls into my life i started by watching rewired on gaia i've
probably watched it 10 times in the last year and a half i got the books i did all the things
and both of the depression and the back pain went away so quickly that i knew and like my favorite
line of his is when he says i'm speaking to the part of you that already knows this
because the first time i watched rewired i knew i knew i knew that information and
i knew it was going to work because my soul was like you already know this you know this
so i just applied it i started meditating every day i watch the testimonials i read the books i
have watched the supernatural course from the gyasphere the four day one i've watched that twice
i do i do the things because i know how powerful it is i've never had a mystical experience
but i've had so many amazing results not just the cancelling the surgery i got to cancel my
surgery i no longer depressed i manifested a motor home by doing exactly what he says we write the m
and the squiggly and you write out exactly like what you want and i was super detailed
because we had been looking and scrolling and going to dealerships and matter to matter matter
to matter so i just gave it up i made a mind movie when i didn't even know what a mind movie
you know you just hear about it and so i was like okay i'll give it a shot i put a picture of the m
and the squiggly in the mind movie i put what i wanted i got really specific just like he says
and i gave it up in meditation a couple i don't know some time went by i picked up my phone one
day i'm like i'm just gonna check like the second motorhome i came to was like exactly and so i
like showed it to my husband and i got out my phone and i wrote down you know i read him all
the things that i had written like dr joe says get specific write exactly what you want so i did that
and it worked beautifully and we so this motorhome was in new york state i live in north dakota one
of the most expensive places to fly from like the ticket here was 500 straight shot like super
expensive to fly out of there so my husband was like well i'll drive eight hours drive 12 hours
and then i'll get on a plane and go there i was able to find him a 95 plane ticket from uh airport
hour and a half from our home to the exact city he needed to go to like everything just kept getting
better and better and the last thing i had written on the list of this motorhome was it feels like
home and he didn't say anything but about a week after we got it home he said to me it really does
feel like home and i was like yeah i know i knew it the other really important thing that happened
to me was just a side effect in that i lost 30 pounds unintentionally but i know i had been
living in survival for probably my entire life you know i was a fearful child anxiety all that
and as soon as i learned how to live in creation instead of survival
weight just falls up and i eat and drink the same or more that i ever have and
like the shape of my body has changed and it's just fascinating to me my life just
changed so much so much i mean on the outside to the people that know me my life probably
looks the exact same but my life is different like different i i was a lifelong atheist
until i learn the science of god like fascinating the heaviness that i have felt in my being
lifted like i just feel lighter on the inside as a person and happy and free from pain and
just ready to keep creating