what's up everyone welcome back to my
channel! ow today you are viewing me in
4k this is my first ever 4k video now
I'm like listen I have definitely been
doing makeup tutorials for almost a full
year now which is insane and every video
and I'm talking about every video i get
a request and over the years I've always
gotten the questions like hey talk about
your tattoos do a video I'm going to be
doing sections of my body per video
because girl the volume is a lot so for
today's video i'm gonna be showing you
guys from my neck all the way down to my
stomach right above my pubic area
hahaha now I know a lot of people
thought I would never do this video I
don't know why I think maybe you know
because all the drama that happened this
summer and all the craziness but I'm you
know I would never disrespect Kat's art I
just want to put that out there now even
though we were friends for 10 years you
never know you're going to literally
wake up one morning and have your best
friend backstab you in front of the
entire world and online so we met in
2007 all the way until you know
literally seven months ago we knew each
other so that took up a huge chunk of my
life and I spent a lot of time bonding
and being tattooed from her so I just
want to put it out there that no matter
what happened, no matter what she did to
me no matter what you know played out at
the end of the day I respect her artwork
I think that she is one of the best
portrait tattooers in the entire world
now I am so proud to be covered by her
work she tattooed so many cool moments
you know I'm not gonna dive into talking
about all the tattoos just yet but
like even you know I'm touching my neck
and I'm like that's my great-grandmother
who you know passed away when I was in
high school and she did this memorial
piece of me know i'm just like feeling
my body and my
you know we had so many close
sentimental moments and I will always
respect her artwork I think she is on
really anything she does whether it's
makeup or oil painting or tattooing she
just kills at art and is such an
unreal tattooer and I am just
blessed and honored to be covered by her
work and i will never be ashamed of that
no matter what happened I will never take
away I'm those feelings so I think I
just want to touch on a few more things
because so many people saw me years ago
on her show LA Ink this is not gonna be
a crazy video about any more drama the
drama is dead in my eyes and what
happened happened so the only thing
that's crazy is that literally every
tattoo but one on my side for this video
she tattooed so you're gonna hear a lot
of history and a lot of cool stories now
i'm looking at this stack of books and
I'm like girl so I'm gonna take you guys
down memory lane really quickly so in
2007 is when I got my first tattoo done
by Kat i emailed and this is before she
was really on TV and I had just saw her work
online and I was like blown away at how
realistic it look the portraits looked
like stickers to me and I was just like
huh
so I emailed her assistant and I said
hey I want some dead beauty queens on me
I'm very into psychology and all that
realm and I wasn't being a makeup artist
i would be a psychologist I think which
I still have time i'm kinda young and but
home so I emailed her and I said hey I
want all these dead beauty queens
tattooed on me and they wrote back like
oh my god she would love to do that idea
so we met for the first time in 2007 I'm
like oh my god that's nine like nine and
a half years ago we met which is crazy
so miss kat von d she put out three new
york times bestselling books which I
happen to be in all three of them so I
found these in my
storage and I was like oh my god like
these are such cool book so this one
came out a long time ago and it
showcases the beauty queen tattoos and
oh my God look at young Jeffrey y'all
i'm dying i'm looking in here and I'm
like oh my god it's just so many
memories so the thing that kind of
struck me and I hit a nerve was I open
this book and i'm just going to read to
you guys no tea no shade it says my dear
dear Jeffrey thanks for being a part of
this dream for me
you added so much shiny glittery life to
not only this book but my tattooing so
proud to call you a friend that's so
cool and you know it kind of stings
looking back at you know this past
summer and there's so many good memories
in this book and i'm looking at all
three of them and listen I'm not I'm not
an emotional bitch but then came out
just a few years ago it was called go
big or go home which was the last book
that she put out and I remember getting
it from her and opening it up and the
first page I was kinda got me choked up
and it's like it's wild how the past you
know it's good to cherish memories and
not just focus on the negative but to my
dearest jstar thank you for always
having my back you and your timeless
beauty inspire me every day at $TIME if
you're watching this or if you ever
watch this
just thank you for covering me in some
of the most beautiful artwork that I've
ever seen in my entire life and I will
always cherish these so I think now it's
time to dive in and talk about the
meaning of all these tattoos and i'm
going to show you guys some 4k close-up
so if you have a 4k monitor or TV then
hi
you are viewing the in 4k for the first
time ever and I'm excited to bring some
of those videos into my channel so let's
get started
I'm gonna go in order of when I got them
so the first standout piece that you can
see is of course the three heads that
decorate the middle of my chest so from
left to right is how I got them I got
audrey hepburn first now if you are a
fan of my makeup line you know that I
named one of my shades
Breakfast at Tiffany's which is one of
my all-time favorite movies is such a
classic and I just think the audrey
hepburn is just so
timeless she's so beautiful and I have a
lot of beauty queens which is what i
call them beauty queens I'm decorating
my body and I felt like she was such a
like stunning individual back then she
was such a star and her brows though
look at those fuckin browse I just loved
her makeup and her style that classic
white in the waterline and those lashes
I die for her and I just been such a fan
of all her movies so I felt I had her
own me now the centerpiece of my entire
body is kurt cobain who if you don't
know who that is
I'm gonna slap you in your mouth but he
is the legendary singer of the band
Nirvana which listen the nineties you
guys for those of you who were born
after that
hi i was there and Kurt Cobain was such
an amazing singer/songwriter just human
being is philosophies and his views on
life which is so just wait ahead of its
time and his lyrics just really spoke to
me and I remember being so young and
hearing their songs on the radio and I
was just like mesmerized by his voice
and so captivated by it i don't know you
know like I think music is so cool
because they can just take you back to a
place or time or even kind of help your
body and brain articulate feelings and
emotions and kurt cobain definitely was
that person for me and which is this is
crazy but this summer on warp tour i
actually got to meet his daughter
Frances Bean Cobain and it was unreal
i'm sure she hears us all the time but
like when I was just talking to her it
was like she had the same eyes and it
was like literally almost like looking
at him which was so like a thorough and
it was I was unreal i just felt like it
was such a cool moment in time for me
and no such a cool weight and my summer
i thought i would never be here I was so
nervous I'm like oh my god have her like
father tattooed on me is that kind of
weird but I'm like no this is my like
homage to someone who I look up to and
who inspired me as the kids so I
decorated the center of my body with him
you know a lot of his songs from the
classic rate meat which was an anti-rape
song to help girls and women across
America all the way to you know some
underground like demo songs like all
those songs just kind of helped me like
you can grow up a little bit as a person
and just um help soothe my soul so that
tattoo definitely means a lot to me now
on the right side next to current Audrey
is Elvis mother fuckin Presley who is
such an icon and my mom was such a big
fan of his music so you know when I was
a baby she would play his records a lot
and I remember like really feelin it
like the GRU his voice is so sexy and
you know he's such he's not going to me
that's just the word he is a legendary
baby and I just a hundred such a music
lover I'm you know a lot of you know me
for makeup but when i was doing music
like these people inspired me growing up
and Elvis was definitely a heavy hitter
he was so cool I love his hair his style
and the fact that still i mean their
shows in Vegas about him there's a
million like tourist attractions
involving him and he's just he really is
the definition of legendary so I felt it
was fitting to put him next to another
music icon moving on to something a
little more light
I got a double scoop ice cream on my
neck and I put the word delicious on top
of it which is funny because of years
later I then got a black pomeranian and
named him delicious so this is not my
dog's name on my neck
what is now but that's not why I got it
so i am obsessed with sugar it has been
my addiction for a long time I love
sweets candy cookies ice cream
I'm just desert whore i just love sweet
so I got this ice cream on me and a
really cool memory was when cat was
dating Nikki Sixx of Motley Crue which
my god it's a little surreal to think
about it and I'm
nevermind cat we're trying to place it
on my body and the Word was below the
ice cream and for some reason we both
didn't like it didn't like fit on the
way my neck was curving and I was just
kinda like and and Nikki actually came
up with the idea to flip it and put the
word above it and I thought it flowed
really cool on my neck so we went with
it and now it's one of my most favorite
tattoos for this is my great grandma now
this was a portrait in the
nineteen-twenties that she got taken
which is it was in black-and-white when
she passed away when I was in high
school I was looking through all of her
stuff and I found this picture and it
was stunning and it was so cool and her
little eyebrows and the makeup was just
awesome and my girl that lipstick though
I have moonshade I loved it so I kept it
all this time and years later I found it
and I'm gonna put her where I can look
at her everyday in a mirror quickly and
just get a reminder because she helped
me grow up as a kid and help my crazy
alcoholic mother and just it just means
something really special to me and I
love looking at it every day
alright so after all of this was done
there was a lot of kind of like empty
holes wear full-face portraits would not
fit so I took inspiration from now cat
was so good at doing roses I was like oh
my god i want some of your white famous
roses on me and crazy enough i have
bumblebees tattooed on me I have a love
and hate relationship with bees now my
family were allergic to bees like my mom
had the EpiPen the whole nine so I this
is a funny story
I've never been stung by a bee so I know
a lot of your life how do you know i got
tested for you know allergies and all
that shit I am definitely allergic to be
so I've always had a fear of them and
when I see one coming a bitch screams
and runs in the house so I wanted to
embrace a few things that I was scared
of so i started with bees like you know
what they're so pretty i love the way
honeycomb looks whether it's a pattern a
jacket or even looking at honeycomb like
when I'm watching you know like TV and
like those crazy nature shows i just
love how they look and I love the queen
bee mentality in the hive and
insert Beyonce joke here and everything
about it so we were thinking of you know
little things to place around me and I
picked honey and roses and bees and you
see the word honey is draped on me and I
just love the word honey I thought it
would flow really nicely with we call
the filler in the tattoo world you know
to fill in all the gaps and close it off
and i just bought it flowed really
nicely and oh I love lettering i am a
stickler for lettering so it turned out
perfect i love the way it off altogether
and once it all healed and like became a
unit I was in love
moving down my body on my left side for
the ribcage I got the entire painting of
the Mona Lisa the famous painting that
everyone knows about since I myself have
no eyebrows i was kinda felt a little
bond with her and is also a lot of
rumors that Leonardo did she actually
painted a man that looks like a woman
which was ever gonna know the answer to
that now who knows but I'm looking back
in history lessons there was a lot of
rumors that the painting did have browse
and then someone played a cruel joke or
even he did himself where he like use
the stuff that removes paint so like
they wipe the eyebrows off later
like I don't know there's somebody like
myths and crazy conspiracies and stories
about Mona Lisa it's always fascinated
me and who doesn't love seeing funny
memes where the brows are trying on but
besides that I just think it is such a
stunning beautiful dark dramatic i'm a
scorpio and I'm into that we talked
about bees about having fear
okay that's great and all but hi sharks
is probably one of my biggest fears ever
just that feeling of being in the ocean
and something being under you
potentially is so frightening to me
besides that fear of sharks
I've always loved the movie Jaws listen
one of the most i conic movie posters in
the history of American culture and it
is just such a fucking cool movie I
probably watched about 50 times and I
felt like less than getting jobs in the
middle
love my stomach that is brutal and I
just went for it
I'm like you know what go big or go home
exactly let's roll let's do it and it
turned out fucking amazing and it's i
don't know i love it i'm obsessed
traveling to the right side of my rib
cage
I have a portrait of patrick bateman who
if y'all if y'all don't know the movie
american psycho after watching this
video please go watch it i'm going to
return some videotapes it was like sexy
and then he kills much people and it's
just really psychologically dark and
fucked up and heal right up my alley now
in this video
this is the only tattoo that was not
done by cat this was done by my friend
Brian Gonzalez who has a shop in
alahambra California called pink
slingers oh my god listen and slingers
is such a fucking and dope tattoo shop
they've done a lot of my work which
you'll see of course in future videos
but portraits though and black and gray
they kill so hard like I don't know like
when I saw the finished tattoo I was
like oh my god is it was so cool and I
love that Brian implemented the red ink
into the black and gray is obviously
black and gray is black and gray and I
was like you know what I'm over color
but notice that what if we add like red
for the blood and I was like I don't
know and I was so glad that I trust him
because it looks killer and I'm just
like you have even a few Brian pieces on
me because the Unreal last but not least
is red rum which is our right above my
private area now of course you all know
the shade redrum from my liquid lipstick
line but a lot of you don't know the
inspiration from and I see a lot of
younger people who haven't seen the
movie The Shining be like oh like where
is that from or what is that name so if
you've never seen the movie The Shining
you guys got a lot of homework to do
after this there is a scene in the movie
where redrum starts popping up in his
son's head and they write it on the wall
with like red blood and basically if you
look at the
word backwards in the mirror it says
murders so if you guys are like okay
girl
redrum it means murder backwards now you
all know Stephen King was one of my
favorite authors so of course the
shining was a book of course they made
into this crazy movie which is very
famous in the horror movie world so I
love it and funny tidbit is that bad
tattoo was actually done before any of
these so I had the stomach down before
all the faces so yeah I'm alright guys
thank you so much for watching this
little story time a moment there will
definitely be part 2 3 and 4 coming up
throughout the next coming months so all
this randomly throw them in after I'm
done playing with makeup so I hope you
guys enjoyed this I think you guys got
to know my body a little bit more but I
i love talking to you guys so if you
guys like these type of videos then let
me know in the comments down below and I
know let's let's just get this out of
the way because everyone's gonna be
asking me what the house on your lips
this is a new metallic shade i created
called a dream house you know you know
my pink or I know a lot of your life can
you stop making peak lipsticks had to
make another one and how to make a look
boiled and gorgeous so this will be out
soon and if you're watching this in the
future it's available right now but
besides that
thank you for going on this tattoo
journey with me my tattoo Diaries if you
will and i'll see you guys on the next
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