mr. Van Alden I'm a good person but a shitty writer you're a shitty person but
a good writer I think we make a good team
I don't want to ask you for any favors but if you have the time and from what I
saw you have plenty please fix this for me it's the eulogy for hazel she asked
me to write one and I'm trying I just I could use a little flair see the thing
is we all want to be remembered
but Hazel's different hazel knows the truth she didn't want a million admirers
she just wanted one and she got it maybe she wasn't loved widely but she was
loved deeply and isn't that more than most of us get when hazel was sick I
knew I was dying but I didn't want to say so
you she was in the ICU and I snuck in for
ten minutes and I sat with her before I got caught
her eyes were closed her skin pale but her hands were still her hands still
warm and her nails were painted this dark blue-black color and I just held
them and I willed myself to imagine a world without of this one worthless
world that would be
she's so beautiful you don't get tired of looking at her
never worry if she's smarter than you because you know she is she's funny
without ever being me I love her god I love her I'm so lucky to love her
that out
you don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world but you do have a say in
who hurts you and I like my choices I hope she likes hers
okay hazel green
okay
thank you for watching