I
I should have ordered a decaf or a tea
no it's fine made a decision I can have
as much caffeine as I want and sugar
come early he'll be late I just tell him
you we made me pregnant but I've made
the decision and I wanted you to know
first they'll probably be relieved we
weren't right and it's not the right
time how much time do I have left stop
being silly I have lots of time he
doesn't have to worry about time this
big biological window
you freeze your eggs now anyway someone
doesn't close up bloody door they'll
freeze right now I need to get things in
place I don't have a home money or a
partner I'd be alone what if he wants to
keep it we're not in love he doesn't
know how neurotic iron I don't really
know him I can't remember what color is
eyes are there blue he does have nice
eyes it will probably have nice eyes too
he wouldn't have a right to ask me to
keep it he wouldn't have to carry it or
push it out of his it's my body it's my
decision I'm not just a function nakao
sorry
will it be a girl or a boy what if it's
twins he's a twin and my brother and
sister twins so that could happen twins
might be too much if it's just me one I
could handle will inherit my weird
little fingers will it be a good person
I suppose part of that is up to me but I
can't control everything what will her
laugh sound like he had a nice laugh we
did get on he definitely found me funny
he should be here I think sorry okay
can I get a decaf instead
you