sometimes the universe asks a lot of us has that ever happened to you have you
ever felt guided to let go of something big that you think you need that you may have
had in your life for quite a while that has maybe given you a lot of security and safety
But as time has went on and have you as you have changed it resonates less and less feels more and
more heavy feels more and more out of alignment your intuition is screaming at you let it go
you don't need it something better is on the way something really awesome and exciting is on the
way but we're not going to tell you exactly what it is you just can kind of feel it you can feel
it once in a while in kind of a vague faint way but on some deep level there's a knowing
this new thing is appropriate this new thing is waiting for you and you're gonna love it
but there's this in between phase where you have one foot in the old and one foot
kind of poking around at the new and we can oscillate back and forth this is a part of a
transitional period of transformation and life upgrade due to all the inner work you've done
if you're watching this video and if you actually understand all the what I just said which is not
the most common thing for people just to spout out in a YouTube video I can almost guarantee you're
one who's on the spiritual awakening path already you know you're going through an Awakening you
know you're going through some kind of spiritual transformation you probably invested a lot more
time than anybody you know into your own personal growth your own self-development you really take
that very seriously and congratulations you've probably done a lot of work on
yourself you've probably grown a lot evolved a lot expanded your Consciousness quite a lot
and now because of all that you kind of did it to yourself with all that good work you've been doing
it's time to change it's time to experience the physicalized representations and reflections of
the inner changes you've already made and that's why you feel that's why you consent that change is
happening things are shifting there's new things that you're feeling called to explore or pursue
but because this is all happening I'm kind of like an intuitive level and on paper it's not like God
has presented you with this new job opportunity that guarantees x amount of money per per year
and it's like a no-brainer you're feeling like this part of your life is heavy in time to kind
of phase out but the new is not clear and that's why we can kind of oscillate back and forth but
this this this sort of like limbo is extremely uncomfortable it's a very very very uncomfortable
it like it it epitomizes being in the unknown and that's why a lot of times we tend to cling
to the past it reminds me a lot of you have been watching my videos and you know it's a I've been
talking about feeling called to write a book I've been doing these YouTube videos for about
six years now and they've been amazing I really enjoy them and I've created an entire successful
online business from this very YouTube channel but I'm finding myself less and less creatively
satisfied I'm finding myself busier than I would like to be there's a lot of little things that
go on behind the scenes you might not be aware of that for a time that was kind of interesting
and exciting but now it's kind of wearing me down and draining and just not feeling like
my purpose anymore so but all I had to go on for years is this alternative of writing a book but
I can't help but but like question that from the universe how is writing a book going to replace
my entire career my entire business that doesn't seem like it makes sense it's a lot of pressure I
guess I have to be some crazy best-selling author to really make sense of that so I I would I would
dabble I would write a little bit but then I would feel like I can't justify putting this much energy
into this unknown thing I'm gonna go back I'm gonna go back to work and you'd probably see me
on YouTube kind of coming and going back and forth time and time again it's because I've been playing
out this Dynamic myself for for a couple of years now and the whole time every time I go back to the
old I know better I know I I know I shouldn't be doing this in fact just the other day I went
to go film a video that was not really inspired it was to make me feel safe and secure honestly
um and I went to grab my uh this thing it's like my audio my microphone here and I was grabbing
it off my shelf there and as I grabbed it this Crystal this uh selenite crystal I believe my wife
said they're fragile it like slipped off the the shelf and shattered on the ground now of course
Vic the people dropped things I know it was more about my intuitive my my initial intuitive hit as
it happened I knew I knew what it meant I knew it was a sign and it was the universe saying you're
clinging dude you don't need to make this video you just think you do you're just afraid not to
and and you keep clinging out of fear you're going to have these experiences
of dissonance now in the past my friend I would judge myself harshly it's almost
ironic that I make all these videos because I am what I would call A notorious Clinger
I'm probably like you or my intuition can see a lot further ahead or can sort of sense further
ahead that I'm actually emotionally prepared and willing to travel and that limbo that one foot in
one foot out face I'm always kind of clinging back and forth but I've learned to be patient
with myself I've learned that there's value in clinging I know you don't normally hear that
but the more I cling what happened what happens the more you cling the more problems you pretty
much attract into your life right well maybe I need those problems maybe I need that dissonance
so I can feel safe jumping into the unknown which is no picnic it's not easy to jump into the
unknown and let go of something that on paper you need on paper I need my online business it's how
I feed my family and the idea to exchange it for a freaking book that has not been written I've never
written a book how do I I can't expect I'm just gonna it's gonna like just be this amazing thing
it's a lot it's psychologically it's a lot to kind of bear and this is just a metaphor I'm not just
trying to talk about myself you maybe have your own sort of scenario going on in your own life
but here's what tends to happen the more you cling the more you learn the more clarity you get the
more you're pushed back you almost kind of like there's like this spring board effect the more you
cling you shoot back and write the book a little more put more energy invest more energy in to
this new thing and there needs to be this kind of transitional period sometimes for the new to take
form more to where you can see oh oh oh there's all these aspects I was blind to previously and
slowly but surely this transition kind of can happen quite naturally and again my main advice
is not to beat yourself up for not being this like Zen hero that can just blindly catapult themselves
time and time again into the future unknown it's it's not easy most of us don't realistically do it
but if you understand that even at least in my opinion and experience these transitional periods
seem to be also part of perfect timing almost like the universe knows that we're going to waive this
book idea in front of Victor and he's going to resist it and swatted Away about 57 times before
he actually does it so this New Path ahead we're going to kind of put on hold as Victor becomes
okay and safe and does goes through his process and then commits I find it's all perfect always
perfect my friends another big aspect of it of this is when you're in this kind of middle Zone
you tend to also confront a lot of your deeper issues your deeper still yet unresolved issues
it's almost like not only do you feel torn not only do you not feel safe in the old life or the
future life you feel like you've been cast off by the universe and you're on your own not only that
but oftentimes we go through like another Dark Night of the Soul where our deepest doubts and
insecurities mainly are our self-worth issues they really come to the Forefront because this
new thing if you have even an idea of what it might be it's very common to feel small
in comparison to it like writing a book who am I to write a book
who am I to write a book I've never written a book people actually
email me all the time because my grammar is horrible I've read my emails like I oftentimes
don't even capitalize the first letter in in the sentence and I do all sort of break all the rules
grammatically speaking so it's very it's hard for me to believe I can write a book and then what
happens I love to read I love to read books from like really awesome authors that are a thousand
times better than me and then I compare myself to them and and feel even smaller and smaller
and smaller but what is that it sucks to feel that way it sucks to feel small sucks to feel Unworthy
of your dream but that forces you to look at that it forces you to examine why would I feel unworthy
why do I not think I can learn and grow and and like take my time becoming good
and sort of fitting into this new thing why not me why not you
that's the question and that's the question that you're kind of forced to answer when you're in
this limbo one foot in one foot out transitional period of your spiritual awakening you're forced
to answer it you're forced to look in deep inside and see why do I feel unworthy in the
first place I can't imagine when I was like a day old I my little baby self felt unworthy
what happens when my buddy Aaron Dowdy always says what happens to babies they cry and they get milk
they cry they get their diaper changed they cry at their their very entitled little beings are they
not they they know their worth but something must have happened some type of inconditioning some
type of conditioning must have been imposed upon me throughout my life to warp my self-perception
into thinking and buying in to this illusion of unworthiness something must have happened what
and that's what this can offer oh oh oh I've had I've been in this I'm sharing
about this kind of going through it right now I've had so many insights into like my
childhood and just different unconscious parts of myself that have influenced this
distorted perception of me and what I'm capable of and it's been so Illuminating
so this one foot in one Final Phase you're warming yourself up you're becoming more
comfortable you're gaining energy and momentum and you're transforming very deep levels of your
Consciousness your your you're transcending a lot of heavy weights that have held you back
for a very long time so that when you do finally feel ready and already and naturally take that
next step and naturally part with what you know is no longer serving you you're a new person you
are ready you have adapted and you are ready to take the World by storm and then when that new
thing starts to show itself it's so obvious why everything had to happen the way it did you're
so grateful for the universe you're your trust in human and God if you will is completely restored
your mind is blown and there you are a new person sailing off into the sunset for yet another
phenomenal Journey that you have earned through all of your work