Beautiful today has been amazing we overcame our biggest fears together and
the fact that we did that on our first date is unreal but tonight I need to
remain fearless because I have a little bit of a heavy subject to talk about
with Colton thank you it's kind of scary to talk to him about deeper more
personal things but I'm just going to live in the moment and trust him today
was awesome I had so much fun it was epic I appreciate you having you in my
corner today I appreciate you too you have this confidence you have sort of
this presence it's very comforting good I want to know how you can make me feel
that way without even saying how that smile never leaves you that's what I
want to know how you are the way you are I think I'm just a genuinely happy
person yeah but um it hasn't all just been like roses and everything like I've
gone through some tough times too and
that good there's a lot to me that makes me me
yeah and this past year and a half has been kind of hard for me and it's
actually because I was married and I got divorce
I actually married my first boyfriend and I was with him for about six years
or so I guess I could kind of sense we weren't
doing very well and I think that's why I fought so hard just to try to do as much
as I possibly could being a Christian woman we think like
you get married once and that's gonna be it and
you know you expect that from your partner as well but you can't make
someone want to be married you know it's like the toughest thing I've gone
through and I think that's what's made me so strong and fearless if you will
like coming here to like meet you if my fear would have stopped me I would have
regretted that you know like I would have missed all of this I would have
missed like my first bungee jump I would have missed getting to know how
amazing you are well I'm glad you're here and I know
like that's not easy to talk about I have divorced parents I have learned
that I can't be the one to judge somebody's happiness yeah if you weren't
happy you're making the best choice and the best decision for you because you
know what you want you know what you deserve and you're gonna do what makes
you happy from your honor I know that appreciate why I keep wearing that damn
smile it is the sexiest thing thank you I had such a blast today I really do
appreciate you not you is that nothing and that's not easy to talk about I
think I I've learned a lot of like what to look for and what I need to have a
successful relationship and I know that when I do get married
again I'm gonna make sure it's amazing
well
Taoiseach mm-hmm I want to let you know I'm so happy that you didn't let your
fear of heights stop you from jumping yeah you know so I really appreciate you
sharing your story with me tonight so Taoiseach what do you accept this
rose absolutely
this means a lot to me today I was all about being fearless being strong we've
really elevated our relationship and I think this is just the beginning
oh my goodness it was a very nice giving taste of that
rose I hope that she continues to open up and she continues to grow and
continues to just have trust in me I'm very very excited about Asia
this is definitely one of the most romantic moments of my life I haven't
felt this excited about a relationship in a really long time and if this is
just based off of one day I cannot wait to explore what we can share in the
future
I feel like these feelings are very real and we have a really good foundation at
this point if things keep going up their way they're going then I can definitely
see myself falling off of Colton
you