hello guys I didn't think I was in a vlog again I thought my last Vlog was going to
be my Eve prep video but we're vlogging because I can't pray everyone is a Chef Lee look it's
her restaurant here she's gonna be here usually it is oh really
should I put heels on
no
I'm wearing loafers that's my other option
I'm so excited even though I I'm not fasting I haven't been eating like yesterday I literally
stopped myself until like 7 30. so today I'm actually excited to eat I'm really hungry
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thank you we're on time now yeah oh my God we're a minute early
I'm telling you last night was it dude
that was so cool [Applause] [Music]
need honey
thank you
hi ladies what do you guys feel eating on a fasting day feels good to be honest the
meals hit harder
Regrets We got the yummy it's too yummy delicious ice
I really feel like she looks a lot bigger in person I like in photos I think that's
the angle usually like in your shoes okay
okay I'm saying you posted a picture already put your post
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I think it's pretty you want me to tap the background
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it's the one that you showed me it's every Friday wait it's in my purse because you took
one of the wine so I bought another one I didn't like it like that one oh
so when I bought it I bought it and I think it was 24. and now each one is 24. I I waited
until it went on sale during the 20 off and I got it are we going to support it I know
I don't know
you don't wear the same shade it's different it's the vanilla beige yeah the ones are like
so like no this is the darkest one yeah [Music]
vanilla beige I want to try it this one is
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look how cute no we're just so basic Ally I just copied it it's really not basically
I love it it's such a good point I don't think people know I don't think there's no either
and if you have a little bit of a gloss underneath then it really amplifier yeah I mean that
lip line underneath yeah because that's what I have on now so I look at it too yeah Oh
I thought I would have loved hanging out with this right now and it's vegan Jay can I eat
it okay this is the first course it's some mushroom biscuit or something what do you
think ma'am okay that's really good I don't really do mushrooms so let's see what do you
think
yummy
I forgot to show you guys the menu but here is the high two menu and we got our second
course [Music] so we have some like cucumber thingy some shrimp
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wait so why was she trying to get you to go to California thank you so much thank you
because there's no direct flights from Houston okay and so she was asking me if I could just
book it on my own okay and then him also told me don't book it on your own because they
have to be on a connection flight because then I won't have to take out my luggage and
like reconnect that's the thing so he was like No just have them book it for you but
it was so much back and forth I think she just basically got over it and all the other
creators were going from London [Music]
oh is it salmon do you like salmon um
yeah all right
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[Music] we should have done this for you our parents would hate this no our parents are
not part of the plan so you guys want to do something with the parents too or just the
girls I mean let's see let's spend it with the whole family
oh so Stafford Center we go there or we can go to localize you guys want to try Elite
oh they're just gross what about Karai boys what was the other place Karai kitchen or
something yeah they had like Helene oh wait I know it sounds lame but they haven't eaten
special Joshua I know I know yeah
[Music] are we trying to stick together I'm gonna plop this whole thing in my mouth go
for it glitter on top oh no way it's so cute thank you wow
uh so elegant so ladylike I have the yummies in my I got the yamiche and my goldish
cook I need look over here
I feel like we're playing
oh my God
hi
so we came to the park after a high tea they're going for a little stroll um and I'm going
to set up here and we're gonna just sit down and relax I think I can dance with one hand
the weather today guys oh my God so nice
it's so pretty [Music]
okay there you go
someone is enjoying the weather foreign
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a little bit lucky
you love the camera huh hello guys it's a lot later now I'm back home I actually took
the longest nap I went to bed at 7 00 am and I woke up at 11 so I've had a really good
nap I'm trying to stay awake um tonight I've been trying to stay awake for the last 10
nights of Ramadan just so I can maximize my time and just you know get in as much as I
could before I remember that end so please excuse the way I look I have my skincare on
and like these little acne patches so I look really ratchet and it honestly wasn't going
to block this okay I was not going to share my like little color routine but I saw a message
where somebody asked if I could and I thought about it really hard and this is not for any
showing off purposes I just thought maybe this will be helpful to somebody who's struggling
and is lost and doesn't know what to do in these last 10 nights especially those who
cannot pray on the last 10 nights because I on I unfortunately cannot pray right now
so this is my routines I really hope this comes off very authentic I'm just really trying
to encourage you guys to do your best if you're lost I hope this is helpful so this is my
routine first of all I grab coffee this is essential because there is no way humanly
possible that you can stay awake all night if you don't have caffeine so I grab some
coffee every single day around 10 pm so I take a nap during the day which is also really
really critical I first take a nap and make sure I'm well rested so I don't feel like
I'm losing sleep at night second of all I grab coffee at around 10 pm so that way it
guarantees I'm awake until Fajr the third thing I do is I make a routine for myself
so I actually have a routine that I can share with you guys and it's somewhere in here if
I can find it so here is my routine and this is what I follow I break up my knight in two
parts and there's no specific order but this is what I like to follow that way I feel like
I have something to do um throughout the night and I'm not like just lost or bored I think
this is so critical on making sure you have a productive night so I start off by reading
Quran I like to read two just which takes me about two hours maybe an hour and a half
and then I go for Guillaume since I can't pray right now guillam used to be around two
to four a.m so it would take up two hours of my night since I can't play guilla what
I like to do is live stream it so I'm listening to the recitation and I'm following along
and reading the translation or the transliteration um on YouTube so that way I'm still like participating
in the congregation but I'm also benefiting by not praying but learning about the translation
and then I break up my Dua into segments where I like several times throughout the night
because one of the most important things about little gather is seeking forgiveness and making
sure you get forgiven during these last 10 nights so I really want to make sure that
I'm I'm thoughtfully executing my Toba many times and several times throughout the night
so that's what I do for repentance and then what I'd like to do is make sure I pray oh
let me Focus this and then what I like to do is make sure I pray Isha and Fajr in congregation
so I heard um this Hadith where if you pray Fajr if you pray Isha in congregation and
budget and congregation is as if you prayed the entire night and if you do one or the
other it's as if you paid half of that so if you prayed only Isha then it's as if you
prayed half the night and if you only pray to Frederick then it's as if you prayed half
the night and I think that's a really great cheat code if you can't stay up the entire
night and you're falling asleep like um somewhere in the middle then if you at least pray these
two prayers um in Jama then hopefully you get the reward of seeking or observing in
the entire night lastly what I like to do is do zicker so I try to just you know recite
different types of the speed throughout the night um especially if I get really tired
from reading Quran or something like that I'll take a break and just be very intentional
about my thicker so one of the things that has really helped me with my zikr is knowing
what I am saying so when I'm doing my thespi I'm being very intentional when I'm saying
alhamdulillah I'm actually like literally trying to think of things that I'm grateful
for as I'm thinking about my wealth my health my house my bed like I'm trying to think of
things so I'm like really being grateful when I'm saying subhanallah I'm literally thinking
of things that like wow how can I glorify Allah the birds the trees the weather like
I'm just trying to do that and maybe people are already doing this honestly and maybe
I just sound like really stupid thing this but these are things that have been helping
me so I'm just trying to share and then lastly what do I have on here this is huge I automated
my donations so I don't have to worry about physically taking out time every single night
to make a donation I highly recommend to set up an auto payment I'm doing a keen Institute
you can do as little as a dollar to whatever you want every single night um sethika helps
expe sins it helps increase your wealth um it acts as a barrier on a day of judgment
with your sins and punishments and all sorts of things great great things to do and then
lastly is helica which is one of my favorites because I'm obsessed with listening to lectures
online so I do take out the time um during my ibada to listen to lectures the other thing
I've been doing um if you don't want to read the Quran I know there's different schools
of thoughts if you feel like you can't read the Quran I believe that if I wear gloves
I can read the Quran don't come after me if you feel like you can't do that the other
great substitute is to learn surahs or learn the 99 Names of Allah which I was doing for
a little bit and it literally changes your game it literally changes the game when you're
trying to make the Dua because when you're calling out to the person that you can associate
an attribute with I just feel like it makes it more meaningful so like when I'm making
do it and I'm saying um like yeah Allah and I say yeah what dude like the most loving
or if I say yeah Shafi the one who's like the Healer or yes Sami The Listener like it
makes my Dua just so much more like connected so I recommend doing that so yeah those are
just some few things that I'm doing don't forget please guys if you haven't donated
and you want to donate please consider donating to Palestinian refugee families I have a link
in my description down below I am working with onra they are working with Islamic relief
I can guarantee you all of your donations go 100 to these families there are no admin
fees this is 100 zakat eligible I trust both of these organizations I've worked with them
several times in the year in the past years and I do not make any commission or any money
off of this I'm purely doing this for the greater good and hoping that we all attain
reward so please consider donating these families or relying on your donations for sustenance
and for emergency food packages um I think we're at thirty seven thousand dollars right
now our goal is forty thousand so please consider donating in these lots of nights okay that
is it I'm gonna go get into my routine I love you guys and I'll see you guys in my next
Vlog bye