It is the biggest, yeah
Don't have a handle on the scale of one to ten. Ah
Today it was a ten
it's
Crazy in here. Yes, Karen makes me feel amazing. He makes me feel like I can be me and we can just laugh
We just have that excitement together. I feel so secure with Garrett. I trust him so completely
Cheers today Cheers today and tonight and tonight he gets me I
Just feel like I could see him at the end of this. I
had the best day with you and this is gonna sound really weird but
You remind me of my dad a little bit
Okay
Just because he was always
So into the outdoors and to nature and I don't know it's like I've honestly never dated anyone like you with you
I just feel like it's so easy and natural. That's awesome
I feel really good around you and that means a lot for you to say that about your dad and I know your dad
There's no longer here, which is sad, but I definitely see something between us and my feelings from today have definitely grown
And it just feels so good. Yeah. Yeah, and I know it's not easy. I keep saying that this is reverse dating where
You put everything out on the table right away
I remember being on your side and saying everything and I'm like, this is so weird to be telling my past
relationship stories and like felt weird and it's not natural but
You kind of have to do it to get to where we hopefully want to be at the end of this
Mm-hmm
So what were your past relationship anyone was the most recent one?
Yeah, I mean I was in love once and it was right when I got out of college
I was 23 years old we both like the adventure and
After hanging out and exploring life together and going on all these adventures I grew to love that about her
through the point of getting
married to her and
One thing led to another then we got divorced. Hmm
How long were you guys together before you got engaged and got married
we were together for a year and a half before we got engaged and then we're engaged for a
year, and then we got married and
after two months of marriage we got divorced and
I think that I fell in love with and got married to the wrong person
There's past relationship, here's me a little bit if we were to get to the end of this would he be ready for me?
and ready to commit or would he feel like he was being pressured to make a decision and
Because of that I have all these questions of if it will work out
Can it work out? What's the biggest part about me that scares you?
Well, here's the thing. Every relationship is different. I don't know this girl in your past relationship at all
But what would she do?
What would she do? It was like what what she's saying? Yeah, so she was very
Emotionally abusive she would take me down emotionally, and then she would build me back up
So I was on like this rollercoaster ride what she was doing, which I didn't realize was
I was driving a wedge between me and my family and a lot of my close friends
How Billy did you not notice that early on I did notice it there was some like red flags like that
But I was like so in love and it was so hard to let go I wanted to fight and try to make it work
out
And I was I was embarrassed because no one in like my entire bloodline had ever been divorced before
Thank you
That's also hard. Yeah
That hurts my heart they had to go through that. I
Sense the loyalty and the commitment and that's what I wanted a partner
I guess still for me. I
Don't know
I mean
It scares me that I don't know
If you would be ready at the end of this feel comfortable even moving forward in that big of a commitment
I've had two years to like Hill and go through the process and everything. I'm looking for a partner in life. Just like you said
5050 when you share the same values and you just attack life and attack goals
And I'm here to build a true strong connection and if it's not there and I don't feel that it's right
I'm not just staying in it to like be in it to be with you at the end
I'm gonna be in it because
The next time I say I love you is gonna lead to the person that I see spending the rest of my life
So I'm here for you
And for this do it. Yeah, I
Feel that with you
I'm glad that you felt comfortable enough to tell me everything because I know that it wasn't easy and I'm not gonna lie it does
Still really scare me
But it would be unfair of me to judge you for that
because all you were trying to do was make it work and have her back and be so loyal and committed and
I see something in you
That it just gives me so much hope
Yeah, it does. It really does
So Garrett
You accept this rose, yes
With carrot there's really really strong feelings there and we needed today and tonight to get to the next place in our relationship
Thank you. I did too. Yeah, but it's not over. It's just so surreal to
Think that I'd be feeling so many things at this point. This is such a cool little city
Yes, this feels amazing to get the rose from Beckett just because we had such an epic day and it just goes to show
That she is ready to take the next step between us and she believes in me and she can't see a future with me
And it is amazing because I can't see a future with her as well
Who's dancing
Before you can blame to turn to Anna - because she's gotta be another night, but the bull a shoe. So cool
But give us food and making some noise and she walks in
Then I never dance turned the tip in the band and taking her hand all man
Listening to carranger smith helium that energy of the crowd and dancing and Garrett's arms is like honestly
Nothing I have to ever felt before
Today has been the best day in my life
that's the first time that I felt this kind of love between someone and feels so
Uncontrollably good inside me
And I could imagine up in this getting down on one knee and proposing to her and make her my everyday
Hero a drain it goes down ceman or you can blame it. Turns Anna to
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