(00:04): How do you start when you don't
know where to start? I'm so overwhelmed with all there is to learn that I don't know what to do.
(00:21): So it's really common that when we have a
spiritual awakening, when we're first awakening, it can feel a little bit overwhelming because
we're just our levels of consciousness are opening up the things that we're seeing,
the way that we see life completely changes, and it can change really quickly. And sometimes
I understand that it could be overwhelming. It could be overwhelming because you just feel like
you it's, it's almost like you were dead before and now you're alive. And you just want to, um,
you know, experience things in a new way. You want to, um, just, just really feel alive and
intake as much information as possible. So I know that it could feel a little bit overwhelming and
I totally understand. (01:01):
And I think the important part about especially the initial phases of awakening is to learn to
pace yourself. Because a lot of times what happens is the reason that we're feeling overwhelmed too,
is because of the projections that we're having from our minds or from our egos. Okay. So we're,
we're still in a little bit of masculine energy dominance when we awaken, uh, the majority of us
are, this is just, we're very heavily templated to be in masculine energy and masculine energy is the
energy of doing of action of getting out there, doing, doing more, acquiring more knowledge,
more knowledge, more knowledge, more information. That's the, these are characteristics of masculine
energy. And a lot of times when we awaken, we keep going down the road of that masculine dominance,
and we just want to absorb more and more and more and do more and more and more.
(01:50): And a lot of times
what I tell people is when they're awakening, one of the great things that we could start doing to
really, um, help us go into a spiritual awakening is to start cultivating feminine energy, more,
really coming into feminine energy, learning how to stop learning, how to be still learning,
how to experience things in a slower way. Things don't have to be rushed.
Your spiritual awakening doesn't have to be rushed. And it's okay if you're feeling
like there are a million things that you want to learn, or a million things that you want to do,
million things you want to experience. We just do them one at a time anyways, right? Like
you can't be experiencing 10 things at the same time. You're experiencing one thing at
the same time, because each present moment is unique. It's just one, one thing at a time.
(02:38): And so when it comes to the spiritual awakening,
that would be, my recommendation would just be to tone down a little bit, tone down the excessive
masculine energy that I could feel in this question that I could feel the energy. There's a
little bit of excessive, masculine energy, tone it down, come into that feminine a little bit more,
learn to flow life a little bit more. And what you'll notice is that when you learn to flow
with life, when you learn to be in that feminine energy, more things come to you. And in due time,
when it's time, not one minute too soon, not one minute too late. Okay? So this,
this flowing with feminine energy really will help to kind of calm down the energy a little bit
so that you don't feel so overwhelmed. And so you don't feel like there are 10 different doors and
you don't know which one to walk through. (03:29):
Okay. So, so that's one thing that, that, that I think is important in answering this question. The
other one is that when we're awakening, sometimes we can start to feel paralyzed because now we're
awake. And suddenly we start to have this understanding that there's such a thing as a
soul. There's such a thing as my soul's path. Um, there's such a thing as my, as what my soul wants,
my life mission, my life purpose. When we start to connect with those things,
then suddenly we can feel overwhelmed because our minds are saying, well, what decision do I
make? Do I go over here? Or do I go over there? Or do I go over there? What step do I take?
That's in alignment with my soul. And sometimes that can paralyze us because the mind can say that
there's a right answer and a wrong answer. (04:16):
And we need to really know where which, which way to go. Do we go to the writer? Do we go to
the left one? Answer's right. And one answer is wrong, but that's not true.
There is no wrong answer. Your soul is constantly joyfully, just enjoying any decision that you
make. So if you want to go to the right, if you want to read a specific book this week,
I'm going to read this book or next week I'm going to watch this documentary, or next week
I'm going to take a meditation course, whatever it is, I'm just bringing up some examples.
But the point here is there's no Wong way to go. There's no wrong path. There is no wrong decision
and there's no wrong step. So I feel like it's important to kind of introduce a little bit of,
of, cause I can feel the energy of this question is that there's so many constraints in the energy
and the person's just feeling really, really bogged down energetically.
(05:05): So just free yourself with that feminine
energy and then say to yourself, there's no wrong answer and there's no wrong step. I'm just going
to take the next step. That feels right to me. And I'm just going to go from there to then the
next step that feels right for me. And you just go from there one step at a time. No pressure.
There's absolutely no pressure. There is no hurry. There's no rush. You see, I'm kind of giving you a
little bit of a feel of what feminine energy feels like, how it's different from masculine and how,
when we're having a spiritual awakening, it's so important for us to begin to cultivate that
feminine energy learns how to be still had a stop, had to go with the flow.
How to trust intuition one step at a time. There are no wrong answers in.
(05:52): There are no wrong steps. Okay? So, so don't,
don't be scared about that. Just take a step, whatever it is, whether it's you getting up in the
morning and saying, I'm going to meditate for 20 minutes today. That's what I'm going to do. That's
my plan. And sitting down and meditate, or maybe you wake up the next day and you say, you know,
I'm feeling a really, really big pull to take this online course that I'd been looking at. I
really want to do that. I think that would be really great. Take the online course. You see
there's there's no, there's no pressure here. There is no pressure. The pressure that we feel
during a spiritual awakening is coming from here. Kay. There's no pressure. Everything can be done
nice and slowly and smoothly going with the flow. Sometimes we are accelerated during our
spiritual awakening and sometimes there are a bunch of things happening at the same time
and that's okay. (06:39):
And in those moments, you can still maintain this, this nice place of peace and calmness,
even though there are a bazillion things happening in your life. That's happening
to me right now, actually. So I'm answering this question and I'm actually training myself
to be more and more present. Even when a million things are happening at the same time,
it takes a little bit more training, but you can do that. The point here is that
don't, don't let yourself be paralyzed by thinking that there is a right answer and a wrong answer in
a right step, in a wrong step. Just take one step. And what you'll notice is, as you're stepping, the
universe will start to unfold the path in front of you. So you take another step in the universe,
unfolds the path and you take another step and that's the way it goes. Okay. So I hope this helps
calm the energy. Come more into feminine energy, learn to flow a little bit more,
learn to pull back from that excessive masculine energy that always wants to be on the go
and just breathe a little bit more. Everything's gonna be okay.