- (laughs) Oh, my goodness.
This is what I do.
Like I just see how it turns into like little flakes.
Pop it in and just let it dissolve.
I need a moment of silence.
(upbeat music)
(crumbles)
My name's Francesca.
I'm 19 years old, and I love eating soap.
But this one is the best one.
It kinda reminds me of like a Parmesan cheese.
It's like a drug.
I just feel so good when I do it.
I'm addicted to it.
It tastes so amazing.
I eat at least two bars of soap a day.
These are all of my soaps.
I look at the soap like kids 'cause it's like I'm
the mommy and I don't have a favorite.
Like I love you, and I love you, and I love you,
and I love you.
I first ate soap, like actually chewed on it
when I was eight years old.
I had to hide the fact for about 10 years.
Oh, my God.
I feel like I'm in heaven right now.
You don't even understand.
But last year, I ended up telling
my best friend, Khaekya and my cousin, Dagmar.
They just felt like I was being crazy.
- Ew, did she really just do that?
- Well, she did, she really put it in her mouth.
- I had to.
- Wow.
- I'm happy with it.
This is who I am but they feel like it's so weird
and disgusting.
I'm hiding this from the most important person,
my boyfriend, Cleo.
And I love him a lot.
I met him about a year ago, when I went on a cruise.
So it's like a long distance relationship
but we make it work.
I've been thinking about telling Cleo
for a couple of months now.
But I don't know if he would still want to be with me
or if he would just leave and never come back.
- Hey, what's up?
- Hi, babe.
- Hey baby, I miss you.
Whatchu doing?
- Hey, babe, I miss you too.
Can't wait to see you on Monday.
Sometimes, it's so hard separating the two things
that I love because I love my boyfriend
and I love the soap.
And on may occasions he was this close to finding out.
- Whatchu drinking, some chocolate milk or something?
- No, a smoothie.
It's strawberry banana.
Our one year anniversary is coming up and I don't
wanna keep a secret from him.
Babe, you know it's our anniversary?
- Yeah, what do you wanna do though?
- I'm not sure.
We can talk more about it on Monday.
At this point, I'm ready to let Cleo know the truth.
- All right baby, love you.
- Love you too.
(upbeat music)
(horn honks)
Hi.
- [Group] Hi.
- Hello, how are you?
- Can we get manicures?
Today, I'm hanging out with Khaekya
and my cousin, Dagmar.
- Yo, look at all these messages.
- Oh, my God.
I just wish, they could just be cool with it.
It's not a big deal.
- What the hell?
- Really what?
- Put it down.
- What's the problem?
- This is public, do you know that?
You don't know these people.
- Okay, whatever.
- This is not a normal thing.
- Here we go again.
I'm not gonna stop and you guys should just
keep your opinions to yourself.
- When you tell Cleo, you're gonna tell him
just keep your opinion to yourself right?
- Exactly.
- You guys always have something negative to say about it.
- I'm pretty sure he's gonna have something to say
about it too.
He's gonna laugh in your face.
- What if he breaks up with you because of that?
He's gonna think that he has an insane girlfriend.
(laughs)
- They're always warning me that when he does find out
that it's gonna be pretty ugly.
And that's what I'm afraid of.
- You know you have a problem right?
- Are you gone yet?
- Never gonna be done til you stop.
- Talk to my wet hands.