hey guys welcome to a new video
so it is january 15th which is day 15 of 100 days of weighing in so i'm gonna put that here
this means from yesterday i have gained i want to say a pound or so also haven't been
making oh my god my hair is today's just been okay listen today has just been one of them
stay in battle day relaxed type of style days i haven't stayed in bed all day in a
hot minute so it's just one of them days today is january 18th you haven't heard from me in a
couple days i still did my daily weigh-in so i'm gonna put those here so on the 16th i weighed
493.0 on the 17th which was yesterday 493.8 obviously we're going to throw in today's
492.8 so i'm down a pound which makes me happy i was trying to be more aware of my choices
on january 1st i was 504.6 so i'm only down like 12 pounds in 18 days i feel
like i could be doing so much better and it's it's almost like mind mind-boggling like how
mad i am on myself right now like we literally cannot deny the fact that i am losing weight
um down over 80 pounds so i don't want to take away my credit for that like i did that i did that
i did that i did that but in this moment i know that i could be doing so much better because
i'm not counting my calories i'm not measuring my food the only thing i am actively doing is
trying not to binge and okay cool amberlynn you got that down you haven't been binging as much
we could do a round of applause we can snap our fingers like we could do it all but it's like
girl um i just feel like i'm losing weight really slow wait okay in 18 days i'm down 12 pounds i'm
that's good that's great now i just feel like i'm talking myself into a circle like this is
literally me usually every single day just by myself like oh you've done great actually you're
doing horrible oh you've done great i'm just tired of constantly feeling like i could be doing better
but actively choosing not to be better if that makes sense so the first thing i want to eat
today which i am obsessed with this this is like a little it's like a lunchable but for adults it's
honey smoked turkey breast with aseago cheese and whole wheat crackers so this is 280 calories it is
so good like i tried one last night for the first time and i said yes so it's really not that hard
so we're gonna do a little weigh-in moment day 19. so this means i'm down more weight so i'm
super happy about that no i did not count calories yesterday i think it's just the act of eating less
obviously it's helping okay so this is something i've always wanted to try
coconut water i know it's like random stupid but it just thoroughly always seemed really
interesting to me but i was also like kind of creeped out by the thought of drinking
water that was inside of a coconut i i don't know why um weird things creep me out like
not quirky i hate when i say like a random fact about myself and people are like
she's just trying to be corky no i'm just kind of a weird individual ooh okay wait it stinks
i've never had like real coconut i mean i'm sure i have but like an ice cream and stuff like that so
the actual water from it let's go it stinks
oh no no wait what wait this would be good in a smoothie
my girlfriend said that by itself never again
wait that's so gross i don't think like are you really supposed to just drink this like by itself
i don't know i don't think your girl can do it so we're gonna put it back in the fridge
my girlfriend will definitely drink that y'all i have a stocked fridge and i'm proud of that
because it's been like a hot minute usually i just don't have a stocked fridge i'm also currently
doing some laundry i can't one reach my arm in and bend down and grandma because my stomach
is in the way i um did some dishes i've just been trying to be a wee bit productive today you guys i
know my vlogs have been boring and i'm sorry about that oh the lighting in here is no window because
the blinds are not open it's a gloomy day it's supposed to rain today snow tonight so hi baby goo
this is her literal literal spot it's her actual condo so i love that for her you guys
i'm currently in my girlfriend's new car she keeps saying it's aryan car but let's be real it's hers
i will be learning how to drive in it not anytime soon because i'm still like
scared but um yeah i'm so proud of her like she got this with six miles on it only new crisp
car like she's just super hard working and it's just an attractive quality and i'm
just like so proud like it is such a good car like love that for her this is my girlfriend
maybe okay so it's time for the weigh-in it is january 20th so here is my weigh-in right here
that means i am down more weight we're almost in the 480s which i'm super super excited for so
i'm actually about to just have some breakfast it's pretty simple english muffin a cheese and
turkey sausage this very much reminds me of jenny craig and we're gonna have some tapatio on it so
i'm just gonna put it on the egg this definitely adds some good a flavor okay where is my hairbrush
no i can't find my hairbrush i'm gonna clean my sink a little bit makeup wipes hangers
a box anyways okay so hi rarity such a baby are you an angel so i'm about to just put this uh
stuff in my hair that i got recently i've only used it once fine angel
oh get that back scratch that back oh tell me more so it's garnier fructis intensely smooth leave-in
conditioner cream frizzy dry and unmanageable hair literally me i don't know it's just ever since
i had a hysterectomy i don't know what's going on but my hair is just not the same um my hair
is currently straightened from yesterday so it doesn't look that bad right now but like my hair
is just so different it's frizzy it gets curly like what is happening okay so i'm gonna put this
so you could do it with damp or just dry hair thankfully oh my god it smells so good
so i do have a little bit of like an announcement moment
so i don't really want to keep it from you guys any longer because
i don't know it's just important to me to share but my girlfriend has moved in she is on the lease
and oh no i'm just very very happy and excited like it's just great oh my god my hair smells
so good highly highly recommend this stuff i'm gonna put a little bit more like at the tips
anyways girlfriend has moved in she's been moved in for a little bit now but
where wifey at um
next to me
no she literally will not be on here so it's like official official i'm so excited
so many of you have been super like patient like with my girlfriend not wanting to be on youtube
but then it's like i also know there's like a big portion of you guys i want to
meet her and stuff and i totally understand like you guys would honestly love her so
i think it's time to end this video i do hope that you guys enjoyed yeah this hundred days
of weighing in though like i've lost 14 pounds so far and we're only on day 20. so i have 36 pounds
to lose in 80 days i definitely think i'm gonna be doing it and i'm just like so excited and i'm
gonna be hitting 100 pounds down soon and i know i had like a slip up last year during christmas
and thanksgiving and stuff but we're back on track as you guys can see um i don't know 14
pounds in 20 days is pretty amazing so i'm gonna end this video i'll see you guys the next one
cause you know bye can't fly