My name's Ally and I haven't changed my clothes in three days. I don't know what this video is. I - I...
No, no, I. Okay. So I've been working on this video. Let me tell you about this video
you're not watching. So I've been working on this video, and it's a mess. And not in a good way.
It's just. It's not good right now. I needed to stop working on it for a while
um, but I also needed to upload. When I don't upload, I get sad, and then when I get sad
I can't upload, and then it's...
Okay, this is a video about excuses. I think that people think I love posting a video like every three weeks
I think they think I'm like, "ahh! life!" I don't know
I just need to be in the right mood and the right headspace.
if I'm not, then I can't make the video, and if I can't make the video you don't get a video, and you need a
video, but if I'm going to show you six minutes of my life, I'm not going to show you the shitty part of it.
So sometimes I get sad and um, do you know this video is about my pants?
This isn't about me being sad. Wait, maybe it is? Like we all know I haven't washed my hair in a while.
We know what's going on.
The thing is is that everybody gets sad, but basically - this about my pants! Here's the dealio,
these have been my favorite pair of pants since like
2014. I love them dearly.
However, there are no holes in these pants, and when I put them on...they're... I feel weird. I feel just weird
They're also like too tight...
So that's probably why. Basically, okay. We're here right now to ruin these pants, and by ruin
I don't mean intentionally ruin.
There's like of just a really good chance that we're gonna ruin these. I'm just trying to accomplish one tiny task. Most of the times
When people comment on my videos they're like "is she
alright? Is she okay? Uh oh." Things like that, you know, but now people are going to be commenting that out of genuine concern.
Speaking of comments, I would love to talk about one. I would show you the comment, but I deleted it.
I don't like to see bad things. Why would I want that? So, um it got to me.
It got to me.
But the comment really got to me because I had previously had a conversation with somebody where I
Said the same stuff about myself. They were right.
But when it's from someone else, that shit sucks. When you say it about yourself
It sucks so much less. Frickin' sucks dude! They said a bunch of things
It was a paragraph. But they mentioned how you only see one side of me, which is so true because I do that on purpose
but
Some people are under the impression that I am like how I am in my videos
24/7, which would be physically impossible. I've seen so many comments that are like, "how could someone put up with her?"
Which yeah, right? Basically in my videos, I'm like *screams* all the time.
My only intention ever is just to be
entertaining, so they wanted me to be more real. Which I get. Despite the fact that I have an entire youtube channel dedicated to myself,
I don't like to talk about myself that much, and I definitely don't like to talk about my feelings.
I just don't use my YouTube channel to do that. I haven't even cut the pants. Wow. I'm having a time! Haha
Am I even saying anything at all? I don't really like to vent to anybody, let alone the internet. I just like to make jokes.
That's fine, right? Because like I'm fine
I'm just sad sometimes, but I don't need to tell you all about it every time. I don't know.
I also don't think people care about youtuber problems either.
I feel dumb venting to anybody because I think that my problems are minor.
I would just rather keep it to myself than have strangers be like "well suck it! Cause you're fine." So whenever
I'm down in the dumps, which if you can't tell this kind of right now, I don't care about anything at all.
I'm just like let's do it, let's cut my hair, nothing matters, I don't care!
Because I don't. I've already had my mental breakdown. I've already gone through my phase of what are we doing here nothing matters,
what is life. I had an existential crisis. It was crazy!
And I'm good now because I've realized you're just supposed to like f***ing just be here, you know.
Yeah, you're actually just supposed to enjoy it.
So I didn't want to or feel the need to be real, like, real with you guys. Like I'm being real,
you're just only ever getting one note... and maybe you guys want other notes
maybe you want a melody
*laughs* That was the dumbest thing I've ever said in my whole life.
I don't know, but I will once I upload this cause if you guys hate this, then yeah. Bye, feelings!
I don't even want to cut my pants! I love these pants a lot. I can just cut them while I'm wearing -
Guys, guys! I'm changing my pants don't look! As everyone in my neighborhood looks... They're tight!
They're tight! *Grunts* I just want two holes. I need an inspo photo. I need to -
That sh*t's dope. This, minus the other holes. That's it.
These truly are my favorite pair of pants. You rip it on the top, and then it opens on it...
This isn't the quality content that I was expecting to make, but here we are.
Okay. I'm not that mad. Then you're gonna cut it up - I don't know why I'm giving you instructions.
Okay, I got this shit. That is
What we call progress folks
Haha, yes, bitch. This is what I wanted! I'm sorry. I'm just like really proud of myself. I'm feeling very good.
I'm feeling very good. Anyway, another thing that the comment said was that I didn't make music anymore
True. Despite winning best balance in seventh grade, I am not good at balancing anything at all
But yeah
the comments said that I always post about making music and then I never make it and that's true because I never finish it
I don't know. I'm not very good at venting. I feel like I need to keep talking in order to explain myself
and then I don't explain anything and then it gets more confusing and then you're like WHAT
You know
I'm just letting you guys in on what's going down in here. Cause I thought you might like to know. I don't know.
I don't know, well, I mean, let's finish this right? What if we just that's it. Oh
Okay, it kind of looks like a band-aid, but I kind of like it. That's like a lot. What do I do with that?
Okay. Oh, yes, bitch. That's what I wanted.
I mean I'm feeling pretty good. I don't know what I said at all in this entire video, but I do feel better.
So regardless of whether or not you enjoyed this video, thank you because I feel better. Thanks.
Let me know in the comments what you guys do to help yourself feel better.
I cut holes in my pants. Would love to know what y'all do.
Well, if you liked this video give it a thumbs up and subscribe. It means a lot.
I don't know if I explained my feelings at all, but I think that's it for me. Also
Sorry for whatever this video is. I will have another video soon. But in the meantime, I will see you later suckers.
Bye
A trash truck, a tow truck, a wood chipper, and a helicopter are all outside my apartment.
It sounds like a joke, but the punchline is that I'm trying to film. That's the joke.