Wow amazing classic Italian dish when I go home and
then mom makes it for me it's just like it's like my mom want to play it was
just very much an Italian home with Italian values we've got a living room
we call it the Museum of Italian history you could almost put ropes out in front
of it with like little cards explaining what each each item is this is how old
there ain't no internet at home they watch TV and say it they've got the big
satellite dish that'll rip things got Italian TV aimed directly to the limit
with sexuality a thing is dude your parents aware of that one just kind of
like something that was around but you know moms are normally quite aware here
it's all very different attitude to homosexuality to be honest I don't know
I've come out to my mum for my dad it's kind of being something that's not
really spoken about I think he knows but it's just not something you speak about
children is something you have jemelle so really not because it's hard
enough to find that partner that's better later bringing children into the
equation as well it was difficult to think that for my parents that you know
I was going to give him the family unit that they wanted for me no doubt
I can't change who I am or how I was how I was born it's just the way it is you
know I'd like to think that I've made them proud in otherwise I'm a massive
family so how do you want on I'm on one of ten 1002 servitude say that's people
they like Jesus Christ she was she must have not done a bit you know your
parents must be really proud what an amazing legacy - sort of yeah
I've created what my mum passed ten years ago I'm sorry you know sorry your
mum's your mum your mum you get it I got lost a little bit in my head and it was
all a bit sort of tragic and poor me and all that sort of stuff but um so I'm
gonna be I'm gonna be open because I've been quite open and honest I'm an
alcoholic when my mum passed I felt like I'd lost something completely and it was
just the first thing what was there for a good four years or so I was breaking
it's been years actually since I've dated anyone really no not felt love
okay with enough man love I don't know what it is definitely got to be a
special thing because I've seen so many people who love it completely missed
being with a guy waking up with someone came taxes and some you don't miss that
because I've never had it I observe on the train or on the bar so if someone's
with someone and it makes me feel like you know I'm sorry I'm missing out a
little bit you know yeah I'm missing out and it's gonna pass me
by really quickly and who's gonna want an old geezer with a gray beard yeah
it's just not happened and I'm really into it now I really want to find that
yeah even just sit here with you and talk it's a it's a beautiful thing I
feel quite comfortable were you doing a lovely job that comes from your warmth
we used to seem like a very approachable lovable soul it's such a lovely quality
to have thank you it's alright
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