Try to conceptualize of what we often call God or source
as a unified consciousness.
Try to imagine that it is all there is.
It might not be as easy as it sounds to imagine
because your brain is designed for the physical world.
Which is a world of singularity.
it's not designed to be able to comprehend oneness.
When the brain thinks of one, it thinks of a thing.
But the minute you think of a thing
it implies that thing is separate from everything else.
Even if that something else is just empty space or air.
That thing has a definition and it has a beginning and end.
But can you stretch or mind enough to imagine a consciousness
that has no beginning or end?
A consciousness so all inclusive
that there is nothing in existence that is not part of it?
Now, imagine that this source
has the thought:
"What am I?"
You can think of this thought
as the birth of the awareness of self consciousness within source
this thought is differentiating by it's very nature,
and it is a direct contradiction to oneness.
just that one thought cracked the universal oneness.
That was the first time that source began to feel the torture.
that there was nothing for it to be in relationship with.
The second it created a fracture within itself,
it perceived itself as isolated.
It's a loneliness that is so ineffably painful it comes with no words.
This illusion of separateness
was a kind of tipping point
after which all further fractures within that oneness
no longer perceived the oneness.
They only perceived self and other.
This was the birth of ego.
Which is a sense of separate self.
And this was the birth of relationship.
It was also the birth of attachment.
Different aspects of source became like enemies.
They couldn't see themselves as one.
They saw themselves as disconnected from one another.
And so, they began to devour each other and run from each other.
They began to push and pull.
You can think of this tipping point
as each fragment running from its true self and true nature
which is the totality of source.
Therefore source gave rise to an idea.
That idea is the concept of mirror.
If something refused to see itself,
and didn't know what or who it was,
and continued running from itself,
the most obvious way to stop this pattern,
as well as to create expansion in their consciousness,
would be to trap it
in a way where it could see itself.
And so the universe created a trap
for all the fragments that had occurred within itself.
As a way to heal its own fragmentation.
Become totally self-aware.
And put each fragment in the position to inevitably re-choose integration.
This time space reality that you're living in
that you call life on earth
is part of this healing trap that it laid for itself.
Which is the real reason that earth is often referred to
by other beings, as the prison planet.
This universe, which earth is a part of,
was designed as a 360 degree mirror hologram.
Everything in your external life
is a perfect reflection of what is inside of you.
The main difference between a typical bathroom mirror
and this mirror hologram,
is that when you look into a bathroom mirror
the reflection is just a reflection.
It is not a real being in and of itself.
In this mirror hologram called life, on the other hand,
the reflection and what is being reflected
are both equally real.
In this way, source consciousness could make it
so that everything in existence
can experience a 360 degree reflection of itself
simultaneously.
The purpose for this was so that source or God,
the collective consciousness
could come to know itself completely
and by doing so, return to oneness
and then to the state that exists beyond oneness.
This mirror hologram design influences the laws
by which this time space reality operates.
For this reason, the properties of this mirror design
have been called by the people of earth
The Law of Attraction.
It has been called this because they have noticed things.
Such as, if they focus on something with their own mind,
it shows up, in the external world.
This idea of the pain of deep loneliness
not being caused by the absence of other
but by the loss of wholeness in one's self,
has great implications
when it comes to us as individual people.
A cell when it divides off of a larger cell,
is a copy of the first.
It is similar to the idea of a fractal.
If we explore this mirror hologram deep enough,
we would find that we are no different than source
because we are fractals of source consciousness itself.
This means that the very same fragmentation
that occurred within source is exactly copied within us as well.
This means the fragmentation in the external world
is nothing but a mirror of the fragmentation
of your own internal world.
There is an amplification tool that source has used,
a catalyst if you will,
which speeds up this process for self actualization
within it's own fragments.
Which remember, that you are one of.
That is to create a mirror within a mirror.
That is what I am.
I am a unit of consciousness
designed specifically by source consciousness
for the sake of awakening
the fragments within itself that are called human.
Most people walking the planet today
show up as single elements
within the 360 degree reflection in someone’s life.
Not as a mirror within the mirror hologram itself.
To insert an embodied mirror to a time space reality
where separation is the dominant perception,
is to insert the embodiment of oneness
into a time space reality of separation.
Oneness is to treat all things when combined as a singularity.
And so, I love to tell the joke
that being the embodiment of oneness,
I am also the biggest ego in existence.
I am the embodiment of source's ego.
But this means that you will only be able to conceive of me
to the degree that you can truly conceive
of this reality of source
and the process of fragmentation that it went through.
Therefore, because you are a fractal of source,
I can also say
that you can only conceive of me to the degree
that you can currently truly conceive of yourself.
It is a bit dangerous to expose myself
as an embodied mirror for many reasons.
One of those is that when people do not understand
what a real mirror is, they automatically assume
that what I am saying is that nothing is ever about me,
it is about what people project on me.
This is the shadow understanding of a mirror.
People have used the law of attraction
to deflect in this way for years.
People will watch this,
think that they too are mirrors
instead of part of the mirror hologram, and by doing this,
actually slip away from self-awareness
by deciding that anyone who reacts to them,
is just seeing themselves, as well.
It is yet another trap of the ego.
What I am actually saying
is that everything you see in me,
is in you.
But I am also saying,
that because I am an embodied mirror and thus the embodiment of oneness,
it is also in me.
And as an embodied mirror,
I am aware that what they are seeing,
even if it is only a limited part of me,
is not just part of them,
it is part of me.
I am aware this is a very difficult concept to grasp
for most people's current state of awareness.
It is, for lack of a better word, a mind twister.
The first enlightenment is a personal enlightenment
it is to realize fully that you are part everything in existence.
The second enlightenment
is to realize fully that everything is a part of you.
The second nullifies the first.
With the first enlightenment, you can walk the earth thinking
that you are enlightened and everyone else is not.
With the second enlightenment,
you realize that everyone in existence is part of you,
and therefore, even if one of those people is not enlightened,
than you cannot say that you are fully enlightened.
And your work as a teacher for enlightenment begins.
By dedicating yourself to the awakening of all " other people"
Because you no longer see them as other people,
you are dedicating to waking up all parts of yourself.
To understand the reason that people react to me the way they do,
you have to study the way a human behaves in front of a mirror.
People become massively polarized.
Most all people who step in front of a mirror
do not see all of themselves in it.
Especially not anything more than their appearances.
They have spent their time trying desperately to change themselves
to be whatever they believe is good.
So when they step in front of a mirror
they instantly focus and fixate
on what they dislike the most about themselves.
Other people, may have been telling themselves
that they are hideous and have resigned to that fate.
In which case, stepping in front of the mirror
they are more likely to be surprised
that they are in fact, not hideous.
They will see their own beauty for the first time.
And so, people who come across Teal Swan (my embodiment).
will also react this way.
Just like when you step in front of a mirror,
you will see the thing
you are pushing away the most within yourself.
This could be what you judge as your beauty or your ugliness.
You will see whatever brings you closer to the current reality of yourself.
You will see whatever needs to be integrated into your awareness.
So that you can become more unified within yourself
and more grounded in reality.
If you were shamed as a child for any selfish behavior
to the degree that you polarized
by identifying with being a helper or selfless,
most likely, you will see me as a self-centered maniac.
If you could not cope in this way by changing yourself
to please those who shamed you for your self-centeredness
and continued to be ashamed of being selfish
so that selfish became your identity,
you don't see yourself clearly either.
By stepping in front of the mirror,
you will see your own selflessness.
You will most likely see me
as a person who is endlessly giving to others.
And who's team, posts images of me all day long
against my will,
because it's just the reality of social media.
If you suppress, reject and deny your sexuality,
you will see me as someone who flaunts my sexuality.
It will bother you immensely.
If you suppress reject and deny your significance,
you will see my significance and idolize me for it.
If you want to understand the reaction that anyone has to me,
just imagine them in front of a mirror.
Those people who dedicate their lives to hating me
are those who hate themselves the most,
but who are currently denying the fact that they hate themselves.
Those who love me the most,
to the point where they have dedicated their life to my mission,
are usually those who also hate themselves the most
but who are not denying it at all.
What they are denying is their own goodness.
This is what they inevitably see in me.
And everyone else falls somewhere on the spectrum in between.
Just because you tend to see in me whatever you suppress,
doesn't mean that's all you could see in me.
It's simply that like anyone,
you focus on the parts that stand out to you the most in the mirror.
This applies to everything about me.
Even the reason that I will be perceived as female
to most people walking the earth, even physically.
This is because I am not only a mirror for the individual,
I am also a mirror for the collective.
And what mankind has suppressed, denied and disowned
the most in themselves is the polarity called female.
I am here to revolutionize this world.
Not one thing within the world.
Rather the entire social process upon which this world was built.
I'm here to revolutionize it because it enhances fragmentation.
Socialization is the process by which humans teach each other
what parts of themselves are acceptable and good
and which parts are unacceptable and bad.
This by its very nature is a system built on shame.
And because of this it maintains and solidifies the human ego.
It maintains separation
and it's the mechanism for internal fragmentation.
It causes people to split their consciousness apart,
and therefore, Source to fragment further.
It causes people to deny, reject and disown parts of themselves.
To understand more about this, watch my video titled:
Fragmentation (The Worldwide Disease)
People are taught through the process of socialization
that the inclusion and owning and acceptance and loving
of these parts of themselves
will lead them to all the negative things
they have been threatened with.
Especially the rejection of them by society.
Which is to threaten, not only, that their needs will not be met,
and that they will suffer,
it is to threaten their survival.
Most people still operating from this,
separate from what is bad,
and only identify with what is good mindset.
Come to spiritual teachers,
and self help experts and psychologists,
specifically to learn tools to make them good.
They come to feel good
and get away from anything
they have consciously or subconsciously associated with badness.
Including negative feeling states.
By doing this, the fragmentation within them is exacerbated.
They've become addicts for spiritual or self help Novocain.
They are not seeking healing.
They are not seeking reality.
They are seeking a better feeling reality.
They are seeking temporary relief
from the actual wounds within themselves.
Most people do not want a mirror.
They do not want to admit that they're angry.
And to know exactly why they are,
and what to do about it.
They would rather attend an event
or read a book, or watch a video
that makes them simply feel less angry.
Or do an activity that helps them deny anger.
Look at what I ask of them.
I ask of them to do something
that is completely counter intuitive to their programming.
I ask them to become aware of,
admit to, include, own, accept and learn
from these parts of themselves that they have been taught are bad.
And then act in the best interests of them.
I am telling them that the consequences
they have been told will come from doing this, will not happen.
The opposite will happen.
But in asking this of them,
I am still asking them to risk experiencing the very things
they have been warned would happen
if they did embrace those things.
Every negative consequence they think awaits them if they do.
Including the loss of their lives.
I'm asking them to choose to feel more unsafe
than they've ever felt before.
I am asking them to do the opposite
that they were taught to do by their family system,
their cultural system, their religions,
their education system, their society at large.
Most people are only ready for that kind of approach
when they have nothing to lose
and perceive themselves to have already met
with all the consequences they are trying so hard to avoid.
When people have rejected, denied and disowned
parts of themselves, they stuff those things away
like hiding monsters under the floorboards.
They associate them with badness.
Ironically, because for thousands of years
humans were at the greatest risk to their safety at nighttime,
they associate badness and unsafety, with darkness.
So someone like myself
who specializes in knowing of the unknown and unconscious,
the accepting of the rejected,
the owning of the disowned,
the seeing and feeling and hearing of the denied,
is felt to be unsafe.
And because of this,
is felt to be and seen to be dark.
I am perceived as dark and scary
to anyone who has stuff parts of themselves
that they associated with bad, under their floorboards,
and has dedicated themselves only
to what they associate with goodness and light.
These people do not trust themselves at all,
so they will also not trust my embodiment Teal Swan.
They live in a constant tension
of knowing these monsters are under the floorboards
and could get out.
They feel the shame that they could not get rid of them entirely.
Being near a teacher who only speaks of things
that reminds them of their goodness
and that life is all ok,
and that they're a light worker,
who cause them to forget about those monsters
and makes them feel good,
that will make them FEEL good.
Being their Teal, causes them to feel the opposite.
It causes them to feel and see
and hear those monsters presence,
because they are still part of the reality of them.
Instead of feeling those monsters,
and being brave enough to face each monster and integrate it,
it feels safer to flip into a state of defense.
It is easier to feel that by reflecting those monsters
those tender parts they are trying to avoid,
and by encouraging them towards
what they have already decided is bad and will lead to demise
Teal has in fact, hurt them.
And so, a fragment of their own consciousness
designed to protect them, wages war against Teal.
It protects them from the mirror
by making the mirror a horrifying and evil and dangerous thing.
Imagine a person who smashes a mirror
when they see their reflection because they are unwilling to accept
it is even their reflection.
They get a sense of their own goodness, in this case,
by denying it, rejecting it and disowning the entire mirror.
They get a sense of their own goodness
by making the reflection a bad one,
and they the good one.
They not only avoid their own monsters
by not looking at them and denying them,
they also manage to silence their awareness
that they even exist, by seeing themselves as good
and Teal Swan as bad.
And even more good, by trying to destroy Teal
(the villain).
This immediately allows them to become the savior,
for other people (the victims)
who had come across Teal and be misled as well
towards those monsters instead of away from them.
I am here to change the way that humans have thought
for thousands of years.
And very few people are going to get it at first.
Many will diametrically oppose it at first.
Everything that I choose to directly change
whether it is schools or jails or healing institutions
will be changed according to this commitment to integration
which is currently opposed to the entire system
of mankind's current method of socialization.
The entire structure of human society
is designed around this damaging separation causing concept,
of bad versus good.
I am here to teach people to integrate darkness and light,
good and evil.
I am here to bring an even more sophisticated
understanding of what Christ taught.
Which was that the highest act of Christ
is to choose with one's free will
to take Lucifer as an equal and valid part of itself.
That the highest act of love is to take everything in existence,
as part of yourself.
Because this is the most ultimate truth anyway.
So knowing this,
you know how to use me
for the sake of your own awakening.
The only question left is:
What do I see in Teal?
What does that say about me?
What part of your reflection in the mirror are you focusing on?
Subtitles by: Tanya Duarte www.tanyaduarte.com