gretchen will lower and had something known and sad consistent general arousal
disorder and this is something that we've talked about in the past that's
where
uh... a one-man is constantly aroused uh... and the only way to uh...
alleviate that arousal is to masturbate and out you don't think they will have
orgasms several times within a few minutes uh... in fact uh... when
graduates interviewed by out reporters she said one of my word on my worst
night i had fifty in a row i can even stop to get a drink of water and you're
in so much pain here soaking in sweat every inch of your body hurts now she
was interviewed and uh... he while during the interview by the tampa be
times she talked about how this is such a
horrible illness that she can't
function at all she has thought about committing suicide she attempted suicide
numerous times
uh... in fact let's take a look at one of the interviews that she did when she
talks about it in a little more detail
i try to explain
men
uh... the first date
um i have
something embarrassing that i need to tell you
really don't know how much of an intimate partner i can really be
because on on completely terrified of
sex and sexual contact the anxiety around it is
devastating and traumatizing
but no idea to other people to collect their deaths
picket fences
i wish they could have told my mom
coalition at the top of my parents
and walk away
element out spreads to know
was in the month entered wasting my life
this is improving
i think about suicide all time
big and that was an interview that she did with the tampa bay times and
what made it particularly difficult for her other than the symptoms of this what
was the fact that she grew up religions achieve grew up in a christian household
and as i mentioned earlier the only way to alleviate the arousal was to
masturbate so she would said hours in a row masturbating and it wasn't something
that she could control and fortunately till this point doctors can't really
explain it they don't really understand what's causing it in fact uh... the
first uh... known case walt the first case that was reported to doctors was in
two thousand one there right now they're trying to figure out what this is about
now course she wound up killing herself
solution committed suicide
uh... and look we've done a story before we had a lot of fun with a cousin seems
so unbelievable and wow what a
immediately knew he regularly or worst nightmares or has been fifty times in a
row
you know normally think well i would be your best my right
as i was reading the survey
binder sooner pain
which is that
one greater explanation was if your possibly on the verge of sneezing or
your bladders completely full
but it never goes away rent
and so it was driving her crazy and
sure it sounds like fun in the beginning but fifty in a row
and it never stops and it's
anything that's perpetual
that you have to live through
can be
you know if you go from annoying to devastate
and so if you know i miss you should give her all i see feel
horrible horrible for
uh... but you know you mentioned earlier saying all there and and
here we go again you could tell it and i think
you know and i wish i could tell my mom and dad
basically what she's saying is that there was a being a bad person
it turns out that i have this
you know commissioning and honestly when i first came out i was little skeptical
about the condition it was sooo rightly
and it turns out it is a real condition it doesn't pick reflected you know
certain percentage of people in a might even have recordings some research is
something to do with how uh... it's in responding is affected right so
apparently abn it doctors have found a link although they don't they don't know
if this is a car so you know courses in the beginning of the studies
they found that i love you know one woman who had this act of what disorder
had assessed add near the bottom of responding and not says somehow uh...
was having an impact on her uh... constant arousal so again did that so
you know for a preliminary stages we don't know uh... what the reality is so
i immediately thought of so this was all that people with those sister more
likely to have this condition
dennis all politics so that perhaps is the way that is that i think it's fine
i thought researchers at some point i suspect we'll find out the reason and
then that they will be able to turn around and say well below p i guess we
put that kind of pressure on the spine it might lead orgasms so you might be
positive thing as far as our knowledge at some point right now the split
people having lived through this is not positive
but i i don't think that women we don't really know of course whether through
the suicide because the constant
state physical state there she was ended
became unbearable for her or their guilt that became unbearable for her because
of
her religious upbringing in i mean he can't
it's meany doubly sad every time she said in that tape
all i want to tell my mom and dad's friends to know what i thought was a bit
basically what you're saying is i was having a bad girl
it's not that i you know one of the sex which is of course horrible an
unacceptable
because of religion
is that i had this condition and the fact that the
make people feel guilty about something that it was done in moderation
is terrific
is sick
yahoo i think that the guilt part of it was a really
to serve me the most because i watch the entire interview that she did
and of course she talks about the devastating symptoms of this condition
but she doesn't break down into tears until she starts talking about her
family and the judgment that her family had uh... you know in regard to what she
was going through
so i think it's it's really sad and i'm not trying to compare this to
homosexuality but there are some similarities right because looking or
board game eight a person's gays born that way and art duke from religious
individuals they're hot that they should be ashamed about that their behavior is
sinful and they should feel guilty about it and it's the exact same thing in this
case it's something that you can't help
it's something that four point will find a way to treat
in the future but you're bored with it it's something that you can help and you
shouldn't worry about the judgment