my biggest life regret was not doing more stuff that I wanted to do in
high school I would say my biggest regret in life would be always feeling
like I have to explain myself to people was trying to cut the cords too soon
that's not just hurt you hurts others around you regrets my biggest regret in
life is probably not having enough confidence within myself my mother passed away this
year I loved her dearly but my biggest life regret is not really being there
for her um during the last months she had cancer and all she really wanted to
ever do was talk to me my biggest life regret was playing an MMO when I was
about 15 years old because this game had awakened a gambling addiction inside of
me and through this game I ended up meeting one of the worst people I've
ever come across I've spent so much time trying to
justify things that I do with my life my personal life things that I wanted to do
and when someone questions it or asks me why I'm wasting my time I feel the need
to get all defensive I wasted so much time on that long story short I'm 23
haven't been in relationship no idea what to do in life and I spend
most days alone which are they sounds quite depressing but it does get
depressing and quite lonely however I am going out like Friday and Saturday
nights just to talk to people and get you to being more social in general she
was with my stepdad who I didn't quite agree with all the time and was also a
drug addict so I told her to leave him multiple times or else I would stop
talking to her I didn't realize how hard of a situation that she had been put in
I didn't realize at the time and I didn't text her while and call her for a
while and yeah she I just hope she knows that I love her now
because it's unfortunate that I never got to tell her what she was here the
thing about this game is that it was owned by this company that used gambling
tactics to hook players on to certain items that you know they just couldn't
get enough of it would give you characters that you can create but they
would start off with really really ugly like inner armor and hairstyles I told
myself okay I'll just buy one inner armor one hairstyle one outfit and
before you knew it and ended up making ten characters and they all had inter
and like five different hairstyles loot boxes were a thing I ended up just
splurging because I want it to look like you know one of those ballers did so on
cosmetics nothing nothing that would help improve my character statistically
just all for looks I spent a few thousand probably more but I'll keep it
at that so as a high school graduate my biggest life regret would probably be
never taking school seriously as a child and teenager I would never take classes
seriously it always skimp out on assignments I'd skipped classes it had a
horrible effect on me because I never thought that I'd be able to better
myself I'm not seeing my grundle as often because no he's basically down to
the prostate cancer I didn't go above it to see him properly
and more often not just being lazy as you know what time will they missus
reduce doubting myself for you way back in grade school actually in a classroom
setting a teacher would ask if anyone knew the answer so oh I knew it was the
current answer so I raised my hand like everybody else but not even five seconds
later I put my hand down because I started doubting myself with my primary
school girlfriend I was in the hall and I was doing so far away from her
and I was such a did I like sort of said it walked away anyway and then I was
done recently I message here on Facebook cuz you know I wanted to hang out again
I saw it like I wanted to see her again I want to see how she's doing cuz I
heard things in high school like things weren't going so well so now that I'm in
college I thought I might like hair up again and see it's going maybe grab a
coffee or something right but I sent her like four messages she responded to hey
and then the age of twelve I got pulled out of school but both my parents it
really wasn't a whole lot of schooling going on frankly I just got put into my
dad's construction company working alongside him since the age of twelve I
live in Canada by the way legal hunting deer I had to get a deer before my
brother's there I had to buy a house before my middle aged out there I had to
do this before him I had to do this before him at a younger age better
faster stronger all these great things that I did all these real
accomplishments in my life we're driven by spikes everything to get
myself out of the house everything to get me away from my dad to earn my
independence to become an individual all of it was driven by spite anger and just
all of this and then holding on to that was so horrible and once I achieve these
things and got away from them and proved that I was better person and all that I
had nothing I had nothing left to hate and I fell into the deepest depression
of my life for because I had nothing left to motivate me and then I joined we
are shot and met the group of friends that I have eager and my current fiancee
dragged me out of my deepest depression hand over fist
I was super self-conscious in high school which that means a quitting
soccer because I overheard people saying I wasn't good at it so I was just like
oh my gosh I shouldn't play more pursuing my dreams as soon as I realized
what they were wanting to actually make an impact and not taking the steps to do
that because of what other people might think being outside the box just like
you know you want to be a full-time youtuber fear of maybe doing something
like that because of what other people might say or think behind my back and
the reason I say it is just cuz I live I used to like let people start to get to
me and I'll know why but now like I just don't know but we'll think about data
it's cuz your videos like in videos be like making me feel better about me and
the person I am and I can't regret anything in my past because if anything
had changed if anything had gone differently I wouldn't be here I might
not have even met my fiancee I might not have actually had this real soldier and
purpose that I feel now be yourself because I promise you you're gonna
regret not doing what you want to do my biggest life regret it's just telling my
mom I loved her and she was around because that's the only thing I ever
wanted to do now yeah I was dating somebody on that game at the time at the
time I was home-schooled technically you know I was sheltered and very naive and
at this time I was about 17 yo what's up it's your boy lucid and one thing that I
realized after making two life regret videos is that almost every single
person regrets not chasing their passion because of what other people may think
about them take this as advice and use it in your own life because you aren't
chasing their passion you're chasing yours if this video does do well then
you're gonna be seeing my subscribers yourself included in my upcoming videos
very very shortly the first ones to find out about that are the people that are
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it's actually playing like right behind me right there if you guys gonna watch
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watching this video stay dreaming stay lucid I'm out peace i lucid I'm saying
my biggest regret is being ginger