Could it be true, or not?
Could I ever love someone?
With your eyes watching me, my mind keeps changing
I can live believing all the white lies
Please don't cry, I just wanted to see you once more
True and lie, true and lie
I'm okay with all the curse words for my son
Because mom loves you the most
You were so happy and loved
You can put down the honor and live on
So let's not call this crap a life
Let's live with the responsibility of what I've done
I laughed because of your father's low payment
Your father laughed because of the hopeless future
I hate the second older brother
The first one already ran away and faced the death penalty in China
I already heard all the comments saying I'm a bad person
Even my self-reflection is worthless
Let's laugh and live happily, brothers
Even though we're not rich, let's straighten our shoulders
Because we have to erase it like nobody knows
Like nobody knows, like nobody knows
Could it be true, or not?
Could I ever love someone?
With your eyes watching me, my mind keeps changing
I can live believing all the white lies
Please don't cry, I just wanted to see you once more
I tried to put up with it
I want to see people, I can't cry anymore
I tried to put up with it
What is the sweet dream for? I've already woken up
Don't look back
Walk straight forward
Don't love
Don't kid yourself
You can hate me, I...
Still, I don't hate you, I...
You can hate me, I...
Still, I don't hate you, I...
Could it be true, or not?
Could I ever love someone?
With your eyes watching me, my mind keeps changing
I can live believing all the white lies
Please don't cry, I just wanted to see you once more
Don't look back
Walk straight forward
Don't love
Don't kid yourself
(Don't look back)
So that I can cry sometimes
(Walk straight forward)
I recall those memories sometimes
(Don't love)
I get drunk sometimes
(Don't kid yourself)
Even I hate this, but still I think of you
Could it be true, or not?
Could I ever love someone?
With your eyes watching me, my mind keeps changing
I can live believing all the white lies
Please don't cry, I just wanted to see you once more