Lately, I’ve been hearing from friends who are struggling to make the right decision.
“I want to write a book but I don’t know where to start.” “I’d love to quit my
job, but what would I do?” “I’ve always wanted to travel but can’t find the time.”
And in a way, they’re all saying the same thing: they’re scared.
Thirty years from now, you won’t remember what cereal you chose at the grocery store.
On your death bed, you won’t care which vacation cruise package you picked. You won’t
recall whether you chose to see the romantic comedy or the action adventure (unless, of
course, it’s another Die Hard movie — those are great).
None of these things will have mattered. What will matter is that you acted, that you made
a contribution, that you decided to do something. Or that you didn’t. And that’s the point.
The fact is, most decisions aren’t life-changers. The universe doesn’t care what you have
for breakfast, but chances are you will eat something. So get on with it. Certainly, you’d
be better off eating eggs than Pop Tarts (unless, of course, we’re talking brown sugar Pop
Tarts — those things are divine). So it’s not that all decisions are equal. They
aren’t. It’s just that most of the time, you need to decide to do something.
You can, of course, make a bad decision (like choosing to not see Die Hard, for example).
But often, the decision isn’t between this or that; it’s between acting or not. And
this is the very thing most of us are afraid of doing. Making a choice. We waste time writing
up plans and setting goals that never get done. We worry about doing the wrong thing
and obsess over inconsequential details. And sadly, we end up squandering the most
important moments of our lives. I’m not anti-planning. I just know that
for me and plenty of people I talk to, a lot of that stuff is stalling. Hiding. Another
way to stay stuck. So what’s the solution? What’s the answer to this paralysis we sometimes
feel? Just start.
Life is a journey, not a business plan. Quit trying to control things. I know, it
sounds sort of grand, doesn’t it? But do you want to plan your life away or live it?
Let go and live the story. Where you’re going doesn’t matter as much
as you think it does. Just go. More often than not, you just need to move in a direction,
not the direction. Stop worrying too much about which way to go and just get going.
As you build momentum, you can learn to steer. This is the way life works.
A friend of mine calls this “the bicycle principle.” What he means by this is that
it’s easier to make changes in life once you’re moving. Just as with riding a bike,
you can steer more easily the faster you’re going. And conversely, if you’re not moving
and you try to steer, you’ll probably fall down. Isn’t it interesting that failure
is what happens not when we move too quickly, but too slowly? So just start pedaling and
see where you end up. Where you are is nowhere near as final as
it seems. Your job is to take chances, not have all
the answers. If this challenges the very fibers of your being — try any (or all) of
the following: Go for a jog or a bike ride to nowhere in
particular. Just start moving in hopes of leaving the familiar. Turn down every random
street or path you can find until you get lost. Don’t worry about how you’ll get
back. Then, see where you end up. You’ll make it back alive — I promise — and
you just might be surprised where this takes you. Remember what it felt like to wonder
where you were going? Do you recall the resistance to just get moving in the first place? Make
an effort to get lost more often. It’ll make you better at overcoming that initial
stall you experience every time you have to make a decision, big or small.
Sit outside without any technology for a full hour. Let yourself get bored and see where
the boredom takes you. Can you hear the birds chirping? The wind blowing? Yourself breathing?
Pay attention to the cars or kids or sounds of insects in the background. Count the noises
you recognize and imagine where they are coming from. Bonus points for journaling about this
and sharing it on Medium. Try to do this once a week, then every other day, then every day.
One of the reasons we struggle to make better decisions is because we keep getting distracted
with new things. Distraction is antithetical to decisiveness. Giving yourself a break from
the noise will help you tune into the choices you need to make.
Do something that scares you. Apply for a job. Tell someone you love them. Ask your
neighbor on a date. Laugh out loud in a public place. Deliver a speech to a stranger. Climb
a tree. Call someone you have a grudge against and apologize. And when you do this, pay attention
to the release of fear you feel. Remember that feeling the next time you feel intimidated
by a big goal or a risky situation. Remember that you didn’t die. And try to trust the
process in the future. Some of these things may seem silly, but the
more you do them, the more in control you’ll feel. And the truth is we can’t plan life,
but we can participate in it. The things that once seems so uncontrollable are more in your
grasp than you realize. Just remember: It’s not about the destination, it’s about
the direction. If you don’t know what to do with your life — what
book to write, what song to sing, what job to choose, which person to ask out — try
picking something. It’s not a fail-proof solution, but it ain’t a bad place to start.
Because the truth is once you start moving, you can always change direction.
Good luck.