Sorry I lost my way
My name is Wang Chuanjun
I came to FIRST to do an audio presentation
And also for “Mosaic Portrait”
But mainly for drinking with friends
The reason I decided to be a part of “Mosaic Portrait”
Is that after reading the script
I talked to the director, saying that both of us wanted the truth
But when we were pursuing the truth
We were bringing secondary damage to the party
And I really thought about it
I’ve worked with young directors, and that had been exhausting
I did learn from the experience, so we can learn together
Because less and less people are serious about making films
So if someone is being serious, I have his back
Why did I unistall Weibo
Well
I used to be drunk all the time
And when I’m drunk, I post silly things
That’s why
I have my opinions
But they are constantly misunderstood
I’m just tired of trying to communicate
As an actor
I want to show my best in my work
To arouse empathy or thoughts 27 00:01:33,600 --> 00:01:35,240 That’s our job
In between I participated in some stage plays and two films
My hair and beard is kept this way for the next film
And eating and drinking gets me where I am now physically
I’m happy with myself
My belly is you see
But before starting a new film
I will have to lose weight in a short time
The next one I’m hoping to be 15 to 20 kilograms lighter
And weird-looking
We’ll see if I find a different part
I’ve been thinking
Some words in a script, a blast
Some smell at the scene
Or a reaction from the one you are playing against
I’ve been to an audition
There was a neck cutting scene
I was like I have to kill a chicken to gather the feeling of blood running through my fingers
When I was in India
I met a waiter, a boy
I asked him, the streets are filthy
And cows are shitting everywhere
And you are walking with bare feet, don’t you feel uncomfortable about it
He said what water can take away is not dirty
Later at the bank of the Ganges river
I realized that what you have the last second
Could be taken away the next second
I have no regrets before my mother left
We texted all the time
We talked frankly like friends
We thanked each other, shared really long talks
I thought she knew it
She was feeling her health condition deteriorating
So before we parted
We had everything said
The public think of actors as entertainers and stars
But as I see it, actoring is an ordinary job
We start from our own feeling
Infuse the character with it and communicate through the character
We should really devote ourselves to the play
And disappear before the next play
To desappear is a part of our job
That’s a way to make your money well spent
Because you only see us in cenima
You once said you won’t do TV series again
I have no child to support now
It’s down to my own choice
You are here now
Because of everything you have been through, good or bad
It’s all worth it