Her recently released song Tanhaai, is going to take digital world by a storm.
I've loved it and more than that I really loved the concept and the idea behind it.
Today talking to our us is Tulsi, joining us for conversation only on PINKVILLA.
We all go through heartbreaks and heartbreak aren't necessarily romantic, but it can be anything.
And it becomes difficult to concentrate.
I will start of with that we'll come to the song.
But they say that a singer puts their pain into the songs, have you ever faced a situation like, where you have
where you have faced a terrible heartbreak? It can be romantic, it can be something else.
you know honestly, Nayandeep this entire song Tanhaai has been very very close to me because
right from day 1 when I started thinking about this single. I had the entire vision in my head as to what kind of feel and vibe I want to give this song.
And as you said heartbreak. Yes, I've had heartbreaks in my school and college time also but
to be honest the biggest heartbreak for me was losing my father.
So I think that pain is very very deep and strong within me.
And somewhere down the line, I think artist, I, I just connect with myself and
lockdown gave me that time to get connect with myself but that pain in my heart that actually comes through in the voice.
I've actually felt that pain in life so I think it just transform through on screen.
You were very young when that dreadful incident happened. At that age you might not know how to react or what's happening around you but today you know.
And sometimes when you're not at that age where you know how to react, it stays within you, the pain is so deep that it stays within.
Have you lived with it all this while? Yeah I mean I still get very very teary eyes and of course you know
for a girl her father is extremely extremely close and I miss his presence for sure.
but I know his blessings are with me and I just want to do him proud with the kind of work I am doing so, that's all that matters to me now,
And Tanhaai is a huge dedication to my father because I am sure he is watching me from up there and giving me his blessings.
from what I know, he used to sell fruits at one point and he has had a story of his own. He has had journey of his own.
To keep that legacy alive and make Tseries one of the biggest platforms ever, world wide, can be a task which you guys are doing really well.
Has that been a motivating factor like doing just to his legacy.
My father, Shri. Gulshan Kumar Ji.
He came from nowhere and they owned a small fruit juice shop in Delhi, everybody knows that.
And he was nowhere connected to and nobody in his family was connected to the film world, but he came to Mumbai and made it on his own.
And the way my brother Bhusan has carried forward his legacy and when it coms to me, I think we as his children,
are even more careful about the kind of work we're doing because we have to level up to the name that dad has already built.
Being someone from a completely no background, he made things on his own.
And even when it comes to singing, lot of people feel that , nobody in my knows sings only I have learnt.
Yeah, that is what I was really really bend towards music so
I think that passion has come to me from my dad.
When you went through your first breakup and the second one you spoke about in college.
So first one is school romance, it's high school romance and than college.
By college of course you were mature. How differently did you handled both the breakups.
Did you feel completely let down? Did you pick yourself up and did you move on easily?
What is your defence mechanism? I think school time romance is very very innocent and pure.
And that's when you're really connected to someone and when I had my school time breakup,
I think I was very shattered and being a very emotional person. I was totally bogged down but at the same time actually I also started my career.
I was like 19-18.
19 at that time, I was just getting into it so, yeah I think my career also helped me to kind of
then that's what also you see in the video. See in the song.
Yeah you know breakups do happen but there is a way to look at life and to
achieve greater things than that, relationship at the end of the day you get, you find someone who kind of understands your dreams an walk your path with you so
won't let anything bog you down.
But thank you for joining us and for this lovely conversation. It's always always lovely to talk to you, lovely to see you and
lovely to watch your song and hear them as well.
Thank you Nayandeep. and thank you for giving so much love to Tanhaai. It means so much.