(upbeat music)
(guy and girl laughing)
- Yo. - Yeah, yeah.
- Yeah, that's the news.
- Well, what do you think you're going to get from it?
- I don't want your kidney, if it's a match
(lady laughing)
Sorry.
- But what if it's the best kidney option possible.
- Well, that's for discussion. - We'll cross that bridge
when we get there.
- Exactly.
- So this is the first time I'm telling you
that that happened that day.
- Mm.
- Thank you for telling me that.
I didn't know that.
- The question is.
- Oh my God.
(laughing)
You're so cute. - You're so nervous-
- I knew that, but you're cute.
- Damn! - This is weird.
- Your hands are so soft. - Yeah!
- Holy shit- - Are they?
- Yeah.
- I worked at Jamba for a while, so sanitizer.
- This is what I thought it would be.
- Yeah?
- Holy shit! - Oh my God,
thank you for the flowers.
I just dropped them.
- Thank you for being here.
- You're so cute, hi.
- I'm so nervous.
- [Maggie] This is so weird.
- [Christopher] It is.
- [Simone] Okay, who's your OG hip-hop artist?
- Like-
- This is going on, yeah, this is going on the internet,
maybe, so.
(laughing)
- Like if I had to pick like my favorite right now?
Or like, you mean like, when you say, OG do you mean like,
like throwback.
- Do both.
- All right.
- And I'm going to judge you.
- All right, fair enough.
Damn.
Innanet James, Jack Harlow-
- No way.
Wait, wait, wait, can I just, this is actually insane.
(laughing)
- All right, all right, lets go.
- So I've actually, like I asked Jack Harlow
if I could use his music in one of my videos.
- For real?
- He said, yes, he's coming to Toronto.
So I fly back tomorrow morning to shoot him that night.
Yeah.
- Ah, word.
- Yeah, so I'm shooting him,
I'm shooting like his photographer-
- Yeah.
- and I'm trying to interview him.
And I was like-
- Yo.
- Did you see the GHOST video that came out?
- Yeah, yeah.
- So then I was like "Can I use your track?"
And he was like "absolutely!"
- Yo, that's tight, that's tight.
- This is crazy.
- Yeah, I know.
That's who I was like playing in the room.
I was like listening to some Jack Harlow.
- I want to hear, where do you think I'm going to fail you?
I want to hear it.
- I don't think you're going to fail me.
I think I have
expectations according to my past relationships.
Like you said that recently about your past relationships.
When I say like old tapes or something.
Just the way things played out, the way people transition,
the way they do things, you know?
And so I have fear that sometimes it's not going to happen,
or I'm going to get impatient.
But even if it doesn't happen, I still want to be with you.
And you should know that, you know,
whatever reasons you have.
- I didn't know that.
- I remember getting locked up
and I was allowed a phone call.
And I remember making this phone call to the house,
but no one was there
and I remember I had to leave a message
on the answering machine.
And all I could think about is like,
wow, when they hear this, how are they going to feel?
What's going to be their response?
Like, how are they going to take this?
It was the hardest phone call I've ever had to
make in my life.
And I was the most concerned for you,
when I felt like you were going to receive that message
and like how you were going to like, take that.
Like, how were you going to absorb that?
How are you going to respond to that
was like the most single, most probably difficult
times of my life.
- It was a hard day because I was at work.
And I remember having the phone in my hand
and my staff was all around me.
I was running the women's shelter
and they said "don't move."
And I said "why?"
They said, "you're standing in a pool of blood."
And I never told you this before,
but I started hemorrhaging.
And I just asked God for strength,
that I'll be able to do whatever I needed
to do to get you out.
Cause I felt like, okay, I'm going to get him out.
I'm going to do whatever I have to do to get him out.
That was my thinking that day, August 1st.
And it didn't happen.
And I prayed and I tried everything I could try
because from my culture, you know, you pay somebody
and they'll do something for you and work a little voodoo
and a little this and a little that.
Well, that was my thinking.
So I went to Jamaica, West Indies.
I went everywhere that I could go.
And I paid everybody that I could pay
because I needed to get my baby home.
And all your father kept saying to me
"God said he's going to be there for a while
but he's going to be okay.
And he's going to come out better at the end of it."
I said "I don't want to hear that.
I need him home now."
So that August 1st was the hardest day for me.
- 1996.
- 1996, August 1st.
And I couldn't even do anything.
They had to actually move me and clean me
and, and you know, the family came
and picked me up and took me home.
That was my hardest day of my life.
But good God be the glory.
- Sorry to have to put you through that.
That's, I didn't know anything about that.
Like you said, yeah.
- You were going through enough
and anything you needed to take that on
on top of everything else.
- I can tell you now that I don't want to be on dialysis
for the rest of my life.
(exhale)
- Okay.
- So I am gonna hopefully get the kidney transplant.
I'm really not afraid of that.
- Wow.
- Considering what I've been through.
The thing that I'm afraid of is
constantly going through these you know,
vascular surgeries on my arm.
- Right.
- But having said that, overall I feel much, much better.
- Oh yeah.
I know, I see that.
- You see it, so.
- But it makes me happy to hear that you
are not scared of the kidney transplant,
I mean that's amazing. - No, no,
I never was.
- That's amazing to me.
- What is something you're hiding from me?
- I have some big news.
- What?
- When I go away to the air force, I'm bringing her with me.
- Who says?
- And nobody knows that yet.
And they about to know now.
I just don't know how to tell them.
So this is my way of telling them.
And it's about to be a lot of talking, but...
- But what do you see out of her
going to the air force with you?
What do you think you're going to get from that?
What is she going to get from that?
- She wants to find herself too.
- She wants to like, join the air force?
- No, she wants to come with me.
And when I tell you that, I don't know if you see
what I'm saying, but there's only one way
you can come with me to the air force.
- You trying to get married?
How you trying to get married?
- We going to do it.
- So you remember when we talked about blank cards?
- Yeah.
- Well, I do have one more question.
And the question is if you will marry me?
- I knew you wrote something.
(laughing)
- You know me better than that.
- Mhm.
- So?
- Yes. - Yes?
- Yes.
(kissing)
You're sneaky.
- I know.
- I knew you were up to something.
- Yeah, yeah.